I am right there with you. I wish I knew in 2007 what I know now. My mother had throat cancer, had it removed surgically outpatient, went home had a stroke. Back to the hospital she went. She had a 95% recovery from the stroke, but was also diagnosed with pneumonia. They put her on antibiotics and she developed C-diff, which she never got rid of. She ultimately died of sepsis. Had I known about ivermectin and fenbendazole back then, as well as colloidal silver and MMS I would have tried all of that.