If, for whatever reason, you decide you've had enough of this place, please be aware that if you delete your account you also delete every post and comment made, which results in entire threads being unavailable to the rest of us. If you intend on this that's your business but I just wanted you all to be clear on what happens. It will render future references to old posts impossible.
Cheers!
If nothing else, breaking away from drinking is an immediate step to significant self improvement.
Best to drink as an occasional treat, not as a coping mechanism. The latter is how it takes control of you.