This hit hard. I’m more likely a just retarded vs ADHD. I’ve never been diagnosed or even accused of being hyper, but my brain travels a thousand miles before the sun even comes up. I can’t journal to combat my PTSD. The VA tries to throw medications at me every single visit so I get defensive hearing about ADHD medications. But I’d like to try something. I was an air traffic controller in the navy, airspace manager of a naval air station after I separated. I loved that job but obviously hate the government war machine so I left once Covid hit. That’s actually when I had my mental breakdown and “woke up”. Now I’m at least happily married and have my first kid, but literally zero clue as to what my purpose in life professionally is. I get hired for jobs but only last 4-6 months because of the absolute loonery in the workplace. I’ve finally realized I need to own my own company but I’m retarded let’s see what happens.