You sound agitated right now, with good reason. Very few good decisions come from a place of agitation.
Find a quiet space. By flowing water. A river. A lake. Middle of the woods. Edge of the desert. Wherever you feel calm and at peace. All alone. Sit and listen to the thoughts in your head. Let them play out, ask internally what you need to do. The "you" that is YOU knows what you want and need. Listen to that still voice inside. Sit and think about your thoughts about what YOU need, what YOU want. It may or may not involve another person, but a part of you knows EXACTLY what is right for you. Sometimes what my "outside" self thinks it wants is not at all what "me" really needs. It took me a long time to learn to listen to my inner voice, and follow my heart. The best choice was not always the easy way. God will always help you.
You sound agitated right now, with good reason. Very few good decisions come from a place of agitation.
Find a quiet space. By flowing water. A river. A lake. Middle of the woods. Edge of the desert. Wherever you feel calm and at peace. All alone. Sit and listen to the thoughts in your head. Let them play out, ask internally what you need to do. The "you" that is YOU knows what you want and need. Listen to that still voice inside. Sit and think about your thoughts about what YOU need, what YOU want. It may or may not involve another person, but a part of you knows EXACTLY what is right for you. Sometimes what my "outside" self thinks it wants is not at all what "me" really needs. It took me a long time to learn to listen to my inner voice, and follow my heart. The best choice was not always the easy way. God will always help you.
Thank you friend. will head to the beach tomorrow when I wake