I feel the same. It is the most important speech of her entire life and she must represent her small family well to a world wide audience of millions and millions of people - and someone is surprised that she had a speech coach or practiced the speech before delivering it. This isn't a eulogy to a few dozen family and friends - it's a professional speech in support of a political movement. She was also burdened with how to prevent Charlie's followers from going against his will and killing people, possibly triggering a civil war which our foreign enemies have been trying to foment for years. She did an amazing job.