I am just feeling it on this Easter between the baby coming, starting a new career, coming back to Christ etc. this place helping me SO MUCH with my life.
It just sucks knowing I won’t have the time to contribute to this place anymore with the baby and going back to school.
Despite my last post I can’t leave here without confessing a major sin of mine. I have shit talked some of you beyond appropriate context. I have been hot headed and I am not proud of it. One of the things I am heavily working on fixing because I don’t want my daughter to see me like that.
So again I know things get passionate on here and heated so if you had an interaction like that with me I wanted to issue an apology if I went overboard. As I am becoming closer to becoming a father I have understood that I should speak to people how I would want them to speak to my daughter.
I am 32 years old and still learning about life. And I can’t leave here or come back to this place without addressing it.
Happy Easter and we will win because THE GATES OF HELL WILL NOT WIN.
I have sinned against some of you and I apologize. God bless you.
Some say women are attracted to men that remind them of their fathers - whether consciously or unconsciously. You made a true statement of not wanting your daughter to see you acting a certain way. It takes a big man to admit their mistakes and make an effort to correct them. Don't be too hard on yourself but at the same time take responsibility. Sounds like that is what you are doing. Kudos for recognizing that - some never do.
Shower that precious little girl with plenty of love - and I don't mean that in a creepy way. Demonstrate for her what a healthy marriage relationship looks like every day and show her you love her and her mother. Men should love the women in their lives as Christ loves the Church. He is your example - humble strength. Follow God and allow Him to guide your steps and your path. You will make mistakes along the way. But from what you have said I have faith that you are on the right path. Stay the course and the best of luck to you and your family. Stop back once in a while to give us an update. Would love to hear it.