If you are being gang stalked take it as a good sign. You are being tested. What are you being tested on? You are being tested to see how you handle hardship, how you handle betrayal, how you deal with insults, how you deal with gaslighting, how much faith you can hold during hardship, can you stand on your own? Most of all you are being tested in fire to see if you can control your mind and thoughts. It sucks its hard it can ruin so many aspects of your life but its the battle you have to fight to grow and become a better version of yourself. Can you be humble, can you be grateful, can you be strong, can you pass the test? Can you hold your ground without fear? You'll be fine, you are never alone with the armor of God. You have an army of angels fighting by your side that you can't see.
Ive been battling this for 10+ years. Try to keep a PMA (Positive Mental Attitude)
The hardest part for me is the endless forgiveness. When you forgive and forgive and it just gets worse and never ends. I want to hate them with all my being at times. Its one thing when you can walk away but when you arent allowed to walk away it forces you to change.
Explain gang stalking from you point of view.
"Targeted Individual" I've been followed around town by the gov in vehicles, i've been followed by people in my apartment building (they make it very clear Im being watched) I cant play online games with others because Im put in a special lobby with only fed agents acting like they are normal people while they abuse me and insult me constantly. All my electronic devices are hacked and watched and tracked, they manipulate my Youtube pages so I see the video they want to show me and send clear messages with the video they populate the main page with. They are able to do this with Disney Plus, Netflix and any other platform you can use. They make comments and follow my on websites such as this one which I know it ran by the Gov anyways so thats not a surprise. They don't want me talking about this Im sure but Im sure this post will go away if they want it gone so ill say what ill say and let them figure it out. Im pretty sure .Win sites are just a honey pot to collect the would be problem makers for "the plan". They are able to read my thoughts, they attack me with curses, Ive had energy weapons used on me a few times causing crazy pain to my head with extreme pressure until I ran away from where I was standing. My car radio and my ipod talk to me through songs constantly. I've had many people pose as friends that I had for a long time until I figure out they are handlers and then they ghost me. I could go on and on with whats happened to me and I know there are people going to read this and think Im just a crazy guy schizo but there will be some that understand because they have had it happen to them too. Its ok if people dont believe me, I know whats happening isnt made up or me having a mental breakdown. They also worked on my brain tissue making my brain feel really strange at times but after a couple years of that it cured some of my health problems I had for decades. So I guess its not all bad, its just fucking wild what I've been through. Its hard when your family refuses to believe you and you have no friends to talk to and they make it so that I only interact with them.
I get it. I’ve seen many people complain of this exact thing.
You're a TI? Are you in contact with or stay apprised of the work of Ana Toledo & Richard Lighthouse? I am not part of the community but do keep it in my periphery as a canary-in-a-coalmine type of interest.
What do you know of the origins of your targeting? From what I can tell the American population is profiled and then from the filtered group randomly sampled. It's not typically that you were selected for something particular to you for which you are being punished. Which can drive people crazy with "Why me?" syndrome. Some very very dark group is performing longitudinal population studies. Meaning once you are in the program you usually stay in until death. The world is not won until the deep state's remote torment program is itself put to death.
Honestly I don't know 100% it could even go back as far as 2011 when I slept with a woman married of an intell officer. From my understanding it only takes 2 agents to agree with a story to put you on the list. Or maybe its someone thing different, I know ive ran into fake "friends" online since at least 2014. But the attacks ramped up a ton in 2018.
Thank you for this info on Ana Toledo & Richard Lighthouse.
I'm guessing that people have already told you point blank that this greatly resembles paranoid schizophrenia or some other delusional disorder.
Have you had any sort of professional assessment done? Any formal diagnosis?
It's usually paranoid schizophrenia.
We are all God Experiencing himself so really God is the most Schizo being in the Universe.
Well we just figured out what your problem is and it's not gangstalking.
You're not God. If you try to make yourself God then you are doing what Satan did and that's likely what is tormenting your mind.
Repent and turn to Christ
Having a mental illness doesn't make you a bad person. Too many people really go too far in mocking people with a mental illness.
Getting help isn't a bad thing and doesn't make you any less of a person.
It's obvious that you have some sort of delusional paranoia, just from what you've said here.
I doubt that I'm saying anything new here that you haven't heard before, but I think you would benefit a lot from getting some professional help. It's clear that you're suffering a lot from this, and I hope that one day you can take that step to getting help.
Best wishes for you.
Don't let them take your love of life, sing, dance, make jokes about the pain.