Before I go any further: I apologize to the locals that are hurt by my humour. I will not use cerebral pop culture references to outwit trolls. Also, I have basically lost everything one can lose, in a matter of months. I Love All of U, and I really just need to start living again. To me, the safest place to start, is with the ones that understand me.
I want to honor the one I LOST to the SHOT. I have to believe for her.