Little off topic but hopefully seen to have some value. I'm a recovering addict of meth and heroin. I hahe cut heroin out but have still had battle with it. I have become such an outcast in my life that I started to only find joy in learning and researching Q. I learned to accept combining the two because it helped me understand Q more. So having the truth shown to doesn't always cause u to change ur view and just step over to the light. U find other Vises and work from there. What I'm curious is does anybody have anything they can share that can help me help others when there world is turned upside down, to not have to go down the path I went through where I started to use addiction to drugs as a tool to accept things I was learning. Alot of people will be lost when the arrest happens and it easier if we can guide them to us with little stops fighting each vise and just blaze right past them. I know not feeling part of society can cause great pain and I'm just wondering if anyone has ideas or thoughts about personal or second hand experience with this.i want to have as much input as possible to prevent what I went through from happening to other
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I’ve been there, friend. Everyone’s path is different but I’ll tell you what helped me. During Trump’s presidency I realized how horrible people were. I saw the worst in humanity come out in age old friends of mine when they spit death threats at people I loved over political beliefs. I lost my way when the election came around do to completely different circumstances. This is so silly when said aloud, but I’m going to say it in case it helps you or anyone reading. I saw a post here about plane patterns. I have never had any interest in planes or aviation, but I have great interest in conspiracies and I found out I’m actually very good at finding little hidden things after a deep dive into the internet and tracing a B52s flight path. I found a new addiction and this one doesn’t hurt the people around me. In fact, I think I bring a little bit of joy to some people’s day when I post a link to a few training tex2s and say ‘I think this means something’. It gets a laugh and sometimes a good discussion with good people. I hope you are successful.
Find your planes, friend.
Man great response. I feel my planes would be reaching out and communicating to many types of people and having genuine talks. I could do this for hours on end if the person genuinely opens there heart with me. Idk if that would be a planes and it tough now people r afraid to share with people and afraid there beliefs ornfeeling will be jusged
Ryan,
From this post --- ?
Here you said only from Political chaos, did you become Addicted to heroin & meth. But
in c/christianity you said you were Kicked-out of the Marines for drugs Addiction over a decade ago, so how many years have you been Battling with who knows how many drugs Addictions ?
Also you said Publically for over a year How "many people" in your com munity you already told about me, & you would love Welcoming me into Amanda's Condo where you both live...
UM, considering Facts = I have NOT drunk coffee, & have never Smoked anything, & Refuse all drugs (street, prescriptions, OTC, & other poisonous crap) even as 40 years as an ICU-nurse, & only drink Home-brewed Blueberry-wine twice yearly at our Teaching-organizations dinners, - AND have Not accepted any clients with any such ADDictions,
Even tho you "go to church & Lead... the Pastor & run Projector on Sunday"
I do NOT think coming anywhere near you IRL is a good idea, at all. --
Obviously, we live TOTALLY different lives.
Been clean for years now. I did t start from political chaos not sure how u read that. Again though u musta spent hours going through my post looking for stuff. Kek
Everything I have shared here I have always been open and honest about. Not sure why now u are just getting it. I can't change my past only how I move forward..Jesus has forgiven me for these things, if u can't that's on you.
Forgiveness isn't the issue for me. -- YET, my Safety (mind+body) is.
Kek is right. = First looked for 13 (other specific) guys, when noticed the Death-angel character. Next, saw 2 things you said, so wandered off, to your other contexts. --- But as your 4 were Not on my Radar, even as quite the discoveries, I won't bother with such.
Well at what point are u no longer gonna see me as a drug addict? I have saught forgiveness from Jesus and repented of it. Now have been clean for years.
I feel you brother
Amphetamines and opiates is one hell of a trap
Good for you to help others, fren. Mike Lindell is very inspiring. I think he has a Recovery channel. Maybe you could help with some established group and then branch off. All the best and a God bless you!
I'm having trouble finding a recovery channel from him on YouTube
This is how I heard about Mike’s recovery network. Maybe someone at MyPillow has a link. This sounds like one of the craziest examples of fake news. I hope Mike prevails big time! https://news.yahoo.com/mypillow-ceo-mike-lindell-sues-231641963.html
Channel on you tube
Okay. Sounds like you found it!
I'm a recovering heroin addict myself (see username lol). I don't have any big revelations or unique words of advice, but, once this ship gets turned around and the "plan" goes down, just think of how much better the world will be. without the wickedness these global elites bring upon the world, the depression/anxiety that leads you down the path of escapism thru drugs/alcohol, will lessen significantly. Good luck brother/sister. Stay strong. Much love from a fellow patriot!
also a quick side note to add: you are always apart of this community of fellow truth seekers and patriots. Through addiction and recovery, I found God. You always have God, and us here in these little communities.
Wow thanks for this I keep telling myself that once I feel the tide turn I will be able to find strength I'm my purpose. But I just fear that im using that as a cover
I second finding God. He is always there for you. You are His and he loves you unconditionally, addiction or not. Pray and ask if he's real, ask him to show you that he is there, ask him to help you. Also, it seems backwards and I can't explain it, but when I'm feeling low, doing small, random acts of kindness for others always helps me to feel just a little happier.
That last bit is huge I agree that is amazing.
Meth had ahold of me for a few years but I’ve been sober for over 15 years now. The only way I was able to get away from it was to cut all ties with my “friends” that were on it. If I saw meth or knew it was around me, I would walk out and not come back. You have to actively avoid the drugs or you will not become or stay sober.
It will take years for the cravings to go away but they will. The first three months was the worst for me. Over the next five years I slowly got to where I didn’t think about it. When it comes up now, I’m just glad I was able to escape. I have no desire to go back to the hell I was in.
After I stopped, I didn’t even know who I was. I was a shell of a person. I was lost. I was empty. Looking back, that was not such a bad thing because it gave me the chance to become who I am now. My best advice is to stay sober no matter what and improve yourself. Improve your situation in life. Fight to get back to being happy. Figure out what you enjoy doing. Figure out who you want to be and be that person. You have the rest of your life ahead of you and, even though it might not seem like it now, you have a clean slate to build on. Don’t ever give up and things will work out.
If you still have supportive family, ask them for help. If they don’t want anything to do with you, then realize you can do this without them. They will likely come back around after they trust you again anyways.
The most important thing (other than staying sober) is to stay busy and productive. That will make you feel better. You also need to take care of your body. Eat as healthy as you can, get exercise, and find someone you can talk to. You have to heal.
Now is the time to start your life again. You are well on your way because you know what you need to do. Make a plan for tomorrow and do it. Do this every day. You will get to a place in life where you are happy and this is all just a memory.
This may not be exactly what your looking for but I hope it helps. Don’t EVER give up and things will turn out great.
What if someone was able to learn meditation but the addiction remains.
U are a professional because u have experience which equals knowledge. U just make ur money in form of helping someone else. I've done all though things study Carl Jung and all the great minds. I have tried lucid dreaming but I'm the type that can never remember anything about my dreams. Even when I first wake up
Back in the day, the only thing I dreamt about was getting high. Now I hardly dream at all lol. It will get better.
DM me.
How I couldn't ever figure out how to dm on here and I just gave up and didnt think u could
I’m on a phone. For me to message someone, I click on their name then click on the magnifying glass in the upper right corner. There’s a link under their name to send a message. Feel free to message me any time, for anything. Best of luck to you.
My road was a little different in the regard that I became an addict as a result of an injury that put me to work on the pill-farm. Thankfully never took the step into anything harder than pharmaceuticals but addiction is addiction, my friend, and getting that monkey off your back is a brutal battle and one that I'm still currently in the middle of. I think the best and most important thing for all of us to remember is that we are not them. We have been relentlessly mocked and ridiculed. We've been compared to Hitler and told that our way of life is evil and that it does not deserve to survive. We've been singled out and ostracized in our communities and families in many cases, called conspiracy theorists, called racists andin the larger cities those who believe as we do have been beaten to the cheers of a bloodthirsty mob with bike locks. Those who defended themselves have been branded as murderers and insurrectionists. It's going to be hard to resist the urge to just rub their fucking noses in it until we're sick of it...and even then do it some more. We can't do that, though, or we will be no better than them. We have to be better or it was all for nothing. We shouldn't take pleasure in being right; what we're right about is horrifying. We have to remember that most of us, in some way, felt called by this. Patience. Patience and understanding. None of us are doing this because we want the world to burn. We're doing it because we believe it is worth saving.
Never tried heroin but I've dealt with aphetamines and oxycodone for years due to ADHD and chronic pain issues. Got my medical cannabis card about a year ago and I no longer mess with meth, Adderall or opiates. I also took myself off of Lexapro after 3 years of that bullshit. It's worked wonders for the pain, too.
Wow all of u that responded thank u so much. I'm truely touched. I always knew people here were like family but I'm bless to know how close and much u care love u all
Don't focus on the darkness, focus on the light. I am former military and was redpilled hard af when I was about 21. I still drink more than I should when I drink but there are things you can do to really help you out.
1: Religion or at least greatfulness. Write down 3 things everyday that you are greatful for every morning. 2: Exercise and or meditation. Get your mind off things...there are free apps or if you want guided meditations and can afford a little bit extra I highly reccomend Braintap. The cost is around 300 to 400 and a subscription is around 25 a month or so and it has a combination of light blinking and voice guided meditation and I swear after a session you feel like you are on a cloud. 3: Remember that you aren't alone. Your enemy seeks to demoralize and divide. There are MILLIONS just like you 4: Ignore the lies. Remember media outlets are corporations out for clicks and profit. Doom and gloom moves the needle. 90% of what you read is horse crap and the other 10 is still not fully truthful. 5: Reach out. Everyone has demons. Use your support around you whether they are online or physical friends.
We need everyone in this fight. Even if worst case Q ended up being wrong there still is a battle between good and evil and every soul is valuable.
god has the power and love to remove the mental obsession and physical craving. once you are sober by the grace of god your relationship with god will continue to strengthen. you may never feel part of society, but by loving yourself and loving god you will feel part of the world. embrace you
Point people towards Jesus, He's the only solid stone in this fallen world and His Word the lens through which the world's grip on us is made clear. Then offer to pray with them right there, none of that "I'll be praying for you later." Pray for faith since we can't even claim that as our doing. Philippians 4:6-7 God will give peace to those who ask for it.
Just go look at the hunter biden crack pipe pics.
But yes, I struggle with addiction too. OCD is a blessing and a curse. Q is a hobby in a way, but definitely branch out and do something random and kinda gay like get a model kit to build. takes concentration and your mind off of shit.
Praying for your strength to recover.
Me to recovery both physically and mentally and spiritually
You’re not alone friend.
I don’t want to bore you with my life choices, I just want you to know there is always that way out. You have to really want it. It’s so much easier to cope with the realities of life when you numb yourself.
Most don’t understand, it’s cliche but true. You know more intelligent engage in substance abuse at much higher rates?
Knowing the truth is hard.
I’ve done it all, my friend. You know what feels really, REALLY fucking good though? Feeling and knowing how strong I really am. And you are too, you’ve just forgotten.
You don’t need it, the real badass you is in there underneath it all.
I stopped using in 2017 because this movement gave me hope, and I will forever be grateful to all of you.
The world is GOOD. God is good. Find the space to enjoy all the beauty you’ve forgotten to notice.
Deep very deep thanks love u
What a great thread. I have been clean since 2001 when I almost lost my life to aids. I realized the depth of spiritual and moral bankruptcy. The Most High God intervention is what was behind my recovery. One day at a time. All post here applied. Especially I had to change my environment. Often people want to go back to old friends to show they have charged. That really is your own mind setting a trap. Never fall for it.
Wow thanks for spilling ur heart and putting it out there for us. Very deep and powerful love u my fren
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