posted ago by edman69 ago by edman69 +112 / -1

Not suicidal let me clarify that up front. But im so demoralized on the verge of denying everything i know in my heart to be true. I feel like we have been abandoned and forgotten, and that everything we are pushing for has been shot down... I just want the strength to ignore these feelings and push though to a later date to where i can look back and not feel ashamed for believing trump won the election was stolen and Biden is a china agent.

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Gods_plan_trumps_all 23 points ago +23 / -0

I was in this place not so long ago. I was practically defeated, mentally and spiritually speaking. Lots of chaos and confusion going on inside.

For the first and only time in my 42 years of life, God spoke to me directly.

All of the noise and chaos went completely silent. I heard these words, "Don't trust man's plan, trust mine".

So my suggestion to you is to seek the peace you need through Him and his plan for you.

edman69 [S] 12 points ago +12 / -0

thank you for this, amazing how much just reading words impact me

Gods_plan_trumps_all 9 points ago +9 / -0

Glad I could help fren

CaptainChrisPBacon 18 points ago +18 / -0

"Two are better than one because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up. But pity anyone who falls and has no one to help them up." Ecclesiastes 4:9-10

I pray that You will give my friend Your peace that surpasses comprehension and that in Your time and Your way, You will show us the way to truth and light. I ask this in Jesus' name,


St0rm_Shad0w 15 points ago +16 / -1

Myanmar just had the military arrest its fraudulent leaders for rigging an election.

IF Myanmar will do it you better believe the military of the most powerful, most successful Constitutional Republic the world has ever seen is going to make sure our country survives.

QBranch 6 points ago +7 / -1

I was dooming slightly earlier after kind of a stressful day, and then I remembered, "Oh yeah, the Burma shit was this week."

St0rm_Shad0w 4 points ago +5 / -1

If you haven't already watch this clip:

Mike Lindel

fatigued 11 points ago +11 / -0

Was just thinking about this stuff today. Every day I struggle with the in your face crap. Hard to get out of bed. God doesn't ask you to operate on feelings. So try Psalm 46:10 Be still, and KNOW that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”

CynicalTwit22 11 points ago +11 / -0

Remember you can't control anyone except yourself. If others wake up, great. That's not your concern. Prepare yourself for the headwinds that are coming.

zippypinhd 10 points ago +10 / -0

So, meet a retired n.j pike trooper on the way to the dumpster. He was also a teamster trucker, age 76. had a really old car, blasting kid rock tunes. he wanted to talk, so i stood there and listened! Everything you feel, he feels and i feel too. it's o.k. to have feelings. But Know this for sure. God Lives, Jesus is Christ and tomorrow morning I am going to buy a fishing pole. (i pray for your serenity.) :)

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JonathanE 9 points ago +9 / -0

Take a break from the computer for a couple of days, let your soul rest from the turmoil and peace will return

Rabian71 8 points ago +8 / -0

WWG1WGA. We re with you. We all have our ups and downs. This is hard. Try to remember that this is the Deep States plan. They are working extra hard through MSM and Biden administration to scare us, tear us down, and make us go BACK to being the silent majority. But we WOKE UP! That’s what scares them. They have no other weapons left except to attack us, but we know better now. You ve witnessed things with your own eyes! We ve seen the corruption. We know the truth. Stay on the side of truth. It will be a reward someday. I’m a coach, and I always tell my players, NOTHING WORTH IT COMES EASY! We re all in this together

Wu_Flu_Ca_Choo 7 points ago +7 / -0

For fuck sake relax... I've lost $40k on $GME and yes I can't afford that but guess what... I don't care... the corrupt system must come down

YugeBallsBelieveMe 3 points ago +3 / -0

Gotta spend money to win money ?

ElectionPredictor 3 points ago +3 / -0

Not for anything mate, but Hold. The GME game is far from over and is likely to go on well into February. They are cheating. Don't let them win. They can't run out the clock forever without going broke on short interest.

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Lyonessrising 6 points ago +6 / -0

Time to step back from it Patriot. If but for a few days. Do something you love. Spend time w those you love. Take notice of the wonders of nature in every day life. The silence is for them, not us. Before you know it things will be zinging by and everything happening at once....like avalanche. When they least expect it..they should expect it. We're in this together.

Loquitur_Veritatem 5 points ago +5 / -0

It's starting to feel like some wild energy is building up, like a static charge. I might be projecting that.

Remember, you aren't alone, there are a heck of a lot of anons and red pilled patriots out there and even a lot more MAGA. You aren't alone, this isn't over and we will win.

keepthefaithtoday 5 points ago +5 / -0

Bro information wars are very cruel on the populace. Really the entire populace is a victim of this crap. But I agree with other Frens on here - trust God and his plan buddy; I've heard the still small voice as well. He uses men to accomplish his goals and he's got this. His time is better than ours. Hang in the buddy - better days ahead. Saying a prayer for your peace today; may he meet you in your time of trouble.

oreganogangster 5 points ago +5 / -0

I just saved a verse to my phone today

"wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart. wait, I say, on the Lord" Psalms 27:14

and a few days ago I saved one "when the time is right I, the Lord, will make it happen." Isaiah 60:22

I pray that you find comfort in the coming days. I pray that you reach to God in the moments you are feeling defeated or empty, and I pray he answers those prayers clearly and quickly. A time will come when we will all rejoice. I'm rejoicing now. You should be, too! If not for the fact that you get to tune in to this fun and crazy show every day. What a time to be alive!!!!! Hang in there. What is your name OP fren? I will add you to my daily prayers.

Guardian55 5 points ago +5 / -0

I like this one! Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

tope 5 points ago +5 / -0

Nothing can stop what is coming

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highlandparker 3 points ago +3 / -0

Chuck Missler's Genesis series on Youtube- Intelligent designer='sTRUST THE LONG PLAN. I wish you God's Peace, not as the world gives.

LadyBoothall 3 points ago +3 / -0

The strength for me comes from God. I pray then focus on the part I can do right now. Take care of my health, fitness, spirit and prepare for whatever might come along. Take mental health breaks and do something enjoyable. If nothing else I have learned...from looking into this Q stuff. I am not alone. WWG1WGA

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edman69 [S] 3 points ago +3 / -0

thank yall, really helps, so much

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mostpeoplecallmeJim 3 points ago +4 / -1

Buck up buttercup

Rubieroo 2 points ago +2 / -0

Things to remember: the character of Flynn, Trump, Pompeo. What are they like? Do they have integrity? Do they just...give up?

We've all seen the evidence of election fraud on a grand scale. So even if you gave up hope that we'll see the return of President Trump to a second term, you KNOW that much is absolutely true.

The number of sealed indictments has jumped within the past few days by over 6,000. Unprecedented and massive. The idea that nothing is happening is incorrect if you only even consider this one thing.

Does President Trump look worried? Is Space Force ignoring Biden & Harris? (yes)

Does the situation in Myanmar look strangely like we expect the situation may look here? Did anyone expect it? Were the bad guys taken by surprise? Wonder how they pulled THAT off? ;-)

So many fun things to remember....but it's really fine to take a break and do fun things and just let all of this go for a while. It will still happen ;-)

No one wants you to burn out, friend. <3

JustAnon 2 points ago +2 / -0

Pray and live your life the best you can.

Rooks 2 points ago +2 / -0

Malachi 4:1-3

newchina 2 points ago +2 / -0

Are you KIDDING?!? This shit is starting to get GOOD!! Keep a stiff upper lip and ENJOY THE SHOW!

erikc28484 2 points ago +2 / -0

Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Pray constantly (which i struggle with constantly) Get a good rescue dog (or two) if you can afford it (vet bills are whack) Get 20-30 minutes of good cardio 4-5 times a week (with motivating or calming earbuds playing) Bring the dogs with if they’re runners. Look into finding a creative outlet. Mine was landscaping and gardening and mountain biking till my back and many other joints went ‘yah no’ Find a support group. Even if you not an alcoholic, twelve stepping is a really great way to learn how to live life without fear. God does his part, you do yours, and i feel very positive that you’ll improve in your outlook. Peace fren. You are loved and not alone.

SierraSky 2 points ago +2 / -0

Do you know what really upset me the most about Trump not getting back in and made my heart feel like it was crushed into a thousand pieces? It was Q's post 694. "What if the cures already exist?"

Since reading that post, I have had hope, where all hope had been lost before, hope that there are cures out there, and President Trump would reveal them in his second term. But with the Swamp back in control, I know it will never happen. I so badly wanted there to be a cure to help our kids that we are losing everyday to addiction. And the adult kids like my son, who has been battling it for 15 years now and getting wearier every day from the battle and just wants it to end. We have already loss so many.

I will be praying for you edman69, I know how you feel.

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Symko 1 point ago +2 / -1

1 Cor 10:13, 2 Peter 2:9

Your faith is being tested. Why? To build a better version of you, an individual who has seen tough times and can fight against the wrong doing of the enemy. You got this fren.

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