Not sure if this is the right place to post but it ties into everything that's going on in the world and I need some help. I hope this post won't be deleted and I'll keep it as short as possible. This is my own personal experience.
I've had interest in psychedelics for a few years now and have dabbled because of my curiosity to understand the nature of consciousness. I heard of DMT 2 years ago from a friend who was experienced and it's been on my mind since. Long story short I tried low doses around the holidays and a month ago I went for a full breakthrough. For anyone who doesn't know it's when you take a high dose and wake up in another dimension. You are not inebriated and nothing is distorted. You literally wake up in the spirit world with no body, no memory but your ability to think is intact. It's hyper real, meaning it feels more real than this reality. Probably because it is. I won't go into too much detail but I basically got hypnotized and possessed by an entity/demon. I tried my best to rationalize it away as a "bad trip" and I had convinced myself to do it again even though it was the most frightening moment of my entire life, but this is when things started spilling over into the real world. The next time I drove after that incident, I hit an owl with my car and broke my grille. I have never hit a bird before in all my years of driving and this one suicided itself on my car.
Fast forward to last week, I was almost ready to muster up the courage to do it again because it was just a trip. Right? By a miraculous chance I ran across a random comment on a random youtube video I clicked on without even thinking. There was a guy that had the EXACT same experience I had with the EXACT same entity. That's the thing with DMT, many people across the world experience the same things and entities on it. Except I read thousands of trip reports and not once did I see something similar to mine until now. I was curious enough to get in touch with him. Well I did, he was across the world from me and we had a video chat. Not only did it try to trick him into a pact but when he refused he got attacked in the identical way I did. I was screaming for Christ to save me as soon as I met it so it never had the chance to try to deceive. In my case it just started to attack because it knew that I knew what it was. The messed up part? He told me that the day after he did it, he hit a bird. All the hair on my neck stood up as it started to sink in. I am convinced that was not just a "trip" anymore. He had more experiences like being told that his relative is there and that his uncle was a child molester. He found out the uncle molested his daughters later when he died, and the relative turned out to have died in the year he didn't speak to them. I got no way to prove what he said but from my own experiences with the substance I have no doubts it's true. After all this, I found out today that the person who told me about it and how great it is has had signs from beyond as well, even though he claims the entities aren't real. Life for me has been weird since I did it but I only have myself to blame. Less notable things have happened but that are not worth mentioning to keep this as short as possible.
How many coincidences and synchronicities before I believe? Well, that's about enough for me. No wonder the elites worship these things, they are real and terrifying. I'm done with all my experiments and I'm so glad that someone from above was watching me and warned me before going in again. This is a warning for anyone else who wants to play with this stuff. I really fucked up here, PLEASE pray for me!
EDIT: thank you all for the advice and support! This is why I posted my experience on the Q board, because of the amazing free thinkers that dwell here. Wwg1wga, nothing can stop what is coming for the evil in this world!
I've had bad trips, but the problem is that I don't think this was just a trip. I've been getting non stop synchronicities and warnings in the real world. In fact it reminds me a lot of the coincidences happening around Q. I just hope I didn't sell my soul or something by doing it.
You didn't sell your soul. You've been rewired. This is pure fear which uses the language of films, scripture, your personal mythology to control you. DMT acts on a cellular level. Get praying and learn to meditate. You have to convince your mind that you will be good to yourself and the DMT showed you that you are playing games with yourself. Sorry if I sound harsh.
I needed this.
Your reply to my comment in the George News thread brought me here.
Now I have two reasons to thank you for that reply.
You words ring so true, I have to ask for your take on my DMT experience.
Saw the vivid kaleidoscope, followed by a feeling I compare to being put under anesthetic. A second or two later was the climax of the experience, starting with an incredible sensation like waking up from sedation and taking in reality. At that moment, I was absolutely certain what I was experiencing was the actual reality, but had been hidden all along. I felt that blend of embarrassment, humility, and love you get when family or a close friend teaches you something by making you the butt of a joke.
That sensation shifted into an absolute sense of well-being. Almost like a voice was repeatedly telling me everything was going to be ok - except all of this was visual. I vaguely remember a large face or image of a being giving off very positive, loving vibes along with the message that all would be ok. Then some of my loved ones seemed to be repeating that same message. At the time it felt like the message was "you have been taking things too seriously. All that matters is love."
This all happened within a minute or so. I don't know if the dose was enough to fully "break through."
Not that I'm complaining but I am a bit surprised my experience was so positive, when OP and many others report negative entities. I spent many years playing games with myself and I am no stranger to negative emotions.
Your intent drives the experience and you can't hide from enthiogens. They get right in there. Perhaps your intent was good or the DMT felt sorry for you. Cautious humility is best or pride you are totally unaware of will be exposed. Hence my caution. ?
Thanks for sharing the wisdom, fren.
Jesus said you would be forgiven if you ask, you have to forgive yourself. And find reasons to laugh!
What other coincidences/warnings if you can remember them?
Seeing the number 777 a few times, opening a gate by accidentally punching 777 but I happened to trip a sensor at the same time I didn't even know was there when pressing the last number, hearing whispers in my ears before falling asleep for a few days (not a coincidence and didn't originally include because that could just be PTSD or my mental state).
Thanks for the advice, I will look into it! I feel it's a gift to have my eyes opened like this, otherwise I would have always been on the fence spiritually. It's just a lot to take in all at once. It's one thing to read about and hear stories, it's another to meet evil face to face.