I refuse to be locked down. I go out about my business and refuse to comply. I take a lot of shit from a lot of people, I hear a lot of crap about tinfoil hats, and how I want to kill people with my refusal to comply.
I laugh or respond sarcastically when I hear that crap, and rejoice in the fact that I am breathing air unimpeded, getting some sun (the rare winter days it is not raining) and recognizing that starting over is the only way I will regain everything I have lost. I just am making sure as I start over, that It can’t be lost again despite what they do.
Since the new year I’ve been trying to do 15 mins of prayer a day as well as taking a walk. This has helped me keep a positive attitude. I try to avoid news & social media - so I’m not focused useless propaganda & instead am focusing on me and my families immediate needs - even mundane tasks. I actually am back to basics and the only one I want to please is God - one day at a time. Not sure if this helps but it’s what’s getting me through right now.
I’m going through the same as you. I started working out at 5:30 every morning. At a boot camp gym. It’s hard, they are ex military. Breaking a hard sweat, losing my breath and tearing my muscles have been amazing. The endorphins are spinning and I feel better emotionally.
I have been impatient, Irritable, heavy laden, and no joy. Doing this has helped A lot. Good luck.
I appreciate your message. I like that about start living like things are the way we want them. I too have let things go too far in the wrong direction physically. I have started taking vitamins again and I push myself to get one organizational item done per day. It feels good to check off a task that has been hanging over me. I am looking forward to warmer days so I can go for walks without the cold triggering an asthma attack.
Hey, I love your positive outlook and most of the comments are great. I have been trying to grow my own healthy food, getting into the garden more, and walking dogs both help I think. Although I have only fairly newly found faith, praying and helping others and being present in the moment are very grounding activities. I am an Aussie so the sun is shining a lot this time of year so I will try to send some of that good energy to help you get through your rainy days. I truly feel blessed to be a part of this awakening and believe wholly that the best is yet to come. WWG1WGA. ??
We're planning a West trip in May. We're in the South East. Thankfully it's mostly outdoors! Looking forward to seeing some of the beauty of that area, tho we aren't going up quite that north this year.
I refuse to be locked down. I go out about my business and refuse to comply. I take a lot of shit from a lot of people, I hear a lot of crap about tinfoil hats, and how I want to kill people with my refusal to comply.
I laugh or respond sarcastically when I hear that crap, and rejoice in the fact that I am breathing air unimpeded, getting some sun (the rare winter days it is not raining) and recognizing that starting over is the only way I will regain everything I have lost. I just am making sure as I start over, that It can’t be lost again despite what they do.
Since the new year I’ve been trying to do 15 mins of prayer a day as well as taking a walk. This has helped me keep a positive attitude. I try to avoid news & social media - so I’m not focused useless propaganda & instead am focusing on me and my families immediate needs - even mundane tasks. I actually am back to basics and the only one I want to please is God - one day at a time. Not sure if this helps but it’s what’s getting me through right now.
I’m going through the same as you. I started working out at 5:30 every morning. At a boot camp gym. It’s hard, they are ex military. Breaking a hard sweat, losing my breath and tearing my muscles have been amazing. The endorphins are spinning and I feel better emotionally.
I have been impatient, Irritable, heavy laden, and no joy. Doing this has helped A lot. Good luck.
I appreciate your message. I like that about start living like things are the way we want them. I too have let things go too far in the wrong direction physically. I have started taking vitamins again and I push myself to get one organizational item done per day. It feels good to check off a task that has been hanging over me. I am looking forward to warmer days so I can go for walks without the cold triggering an asthma attack.
Hey, I love your positive outlook and most of the comments are great. I have been trying to grow my own healthy food, getting into the garden more, and walking dogs both help I think. Although I have only fairly newly found faith, praying and helping others and being present in the moment are very grounding activities. I am an Aussie so the sun is shining a lot this time of year so I will try to send some of that good energy to help you get through your rainy days. I truly feel blessed to be a part of this awakening and believe wholly that the best is yet to come. WWG1WGA. ??
Go on vacation to a sane state. Even if it's just a weekend vacation.
Of course that is if you can drive to one relatively easily.
We're planning a West trip in May. We're in the South East. Thankfully it's mostly outdoors! Looking forward to seeing some of the beauty of that area, tho we aren't going up quite that north this year.