Ugh I hate saying this but to the DEA's "credit", they've been cracking down on the Fentanyl as much as they could. It's not their fault skeevy ex junkies like me were still able to source the stuff from CHYNAH via the dark web to help satiate our opioid dependencies. I blame the FDA for allowing things like oxycodone that has a 99% addiction rate when insufflated (fucking used to love me some blue roxies), fly around so freely from 2010 and didn't start getting truly difficult to acquire until the Trump administration came along in 2017-2018.
Trump helped me with my addictions in a way. Anyway just food for thought.
Congratulations on going clean! Although I've never been addicted to any drug, I know how hard it is to stay clean! The brain gets re-wired through the addiction, so it becomes a life-long battle. I think pornography addiction may work the same way, in regards to re-wiring of the brain, but I haven't read any studies of that.
Yes indeed. It was the most difficult psychological battle to convince my brain it was possible to feel joy enough in life sober again but if it could happen to me it could happen to anyone. I always found it peculiar that my sobriety marked the very beginning of my own "Great Awakening".
Well done brother! Don't slack off in your resolve to stay sober! There will be tough times ahead where the little voice (or maybe voices) will try to convince you that you can handle just a little of whatever to get through whatever rough patch you are going through. Substance addiction is definitely a way to stay insulated from reality, so going sober opens up the real world, good and bad, but hopefully, the bad becomes much clearer so easier to avoid. Take care!
Ugh I hate saying this but to the DEA's "credit", they've been cracking down on the Fentanyl as much as they could. It's not their fault skeevy ex junkies like me were still able to source the stuff from CHYNAH via the dark web to help satiate our opioid dependencies. I blame the FDA for allowing things like oxycodone that has a 99% addiction rate when insufflated (fucking used to love me some blue roxies), fly around so freely from 2010 and didn't start getting truly difficult to acquire until the Trump administration came along in 2017-2018.
Trump helped me with my addictions in a way. Anyway just food for thought.
Enjoy your vital healthy life being addiction free! Congrats Patriot!
Congratulations on going clean! Although I've never been addicted to any drug, I know how hard it is to stay clean! The brain gets re-wired through the addiction, so it becomes a life-long battle. I think pornography addiction may work the same way, in regards to re-wiring of the brain, but I haven't read any studies of that.
Yes indeed. It was the most difficult psychological battle to convince my brain it was possible to feel joy enough in life sober again but if it could happen to me it could happen to anyone. I always found it peculiar that my sobriety marked the very beginning of my own "Great Awakening".
Well done brother! Don't slack off in your resolve to stay sober! There will be tough times ahead where the little voice (or maybe voices) will try to convince you that you can handle just a little of whatever to get through whatever rough patch you are going through. Substance addiction is definitely a way to stay insulated from reality, so going sober opens up the real world, good and bad, but hopefully, the bad becomes much clearer so easier to avoid. Take care!