I'm afraid I have the opposite problem. When the vaxxed assholes who have mocked and gaslighted me for a year before I cut them all off end up severely injured or dead I expect to feel either nothing at all...or worse, smug.
I hate that I have devolved to this state. I am flat out of compassion for any of them including my relatives who injected themselves after others or me warned them. I have distanced myself and in most cases stopped speaking to vaccinated people altogether. Maybe this is a coping mechanism to help me prepare for what it coming or maybe it is just intolerance of the ongoing BS. I just heard one of them say that Jan 6th, the staged "insurrection, " was worse than 9/11. Just get out of here with that. It is so outrageously ridiculous that I cannot even trust my own ears when I hear it.
Feeling the way I do doesn't change the intellectual understanding that this division is exactly the kind of evil they tried to create with their us vs. them tactics so I'm essentially just following their program in allowing myself to hold negative views and feelings of the vaxxed. Feels like Satan is the only winner of this war so far.
I can still drum up compassion for the kids but that's about it.
I'd say you're likely battling with pride. Also that is the extreme difficulty of unconditional love. It's so hard to truly love the people around you unconditionally. It's not something I'm very successful at, and it's a fine line to walk.
We are to still hold love and compassion for the sheep in their ignorance. But at the same time stand firm in our rebuking of their bullshit.
I'm so sorry for your heartache.
I'm afraid I have the opposite problem. When the vaxxed assholes who have mocked and gaslighted me for a year before I cut them all off end up severely injured or dead I expect to feel either nothing at all...or worse, smug.
I hate that I have devolved to this state. I am flat out of compassion for any of them including my relatives who injected themselves after others or me warned them. I have distanced myself and in most cases stopped speaking to vaccinated people altogether. Maybe this is a coping mechanism to help me prepare for what it coming or maybe it is just intolerance of the ongoing BS. I just heard one of them say that Jan 6th, the staged "insurrection, " was worse than 9/11. Just get out of here with that. It is so outrageously ridiculous that I cannot even trust my own ears when I hear it.
Feeling the way I do doesn't change the intellectual understanding that this division is exactly the kind of evil they tried to create with their us vs. them tactics so I'm essentially just following their program in allowing myself to hold negative views and feelings of the vaxxed. Feels like Satan is the only winner of this war so far.
I can still drum up compassion for the kids but that's about it.
I'd say you're likely battling with pride. Also that is the extreme difficulty of unconditional love. It's so hard to truly love the people around you unconditionally. It's not something I'm very successful at, and it's a fine line to walk.
We are to still hold love and compassion for the sheep in their ignorance. But at the same time stand firm in our rebuking of their bullshit.
I'm a grey at the drs and the media and all the ones I cannot unleash on.
When the Holy Spirit rises up in the with the command to battle... I will be ready and fierce
If higher consciousness being is supposed to be love and compassion for these people, I don’t think I’m ascending any time soon…