My dad also pretty much didn't give a shit either. Glad to hear you were lucky enough to be raised in such a household and not have to go through the painful process of awakening on your own. I never had the experience of waking up from the narrative because I was raised in a pretty based home. However, my father really got serious with me when I was 17. (There's that number again - hmmm?) My father was in the USAF and stationed in Europe after the war. He was attached to some highly placed general so he was privy to certain intelligence due to his job. One of the first things he told me was to never trust the news and to research everything for myself. He said that there is the crafted narrative they want us to believe and then there is what is really happening behind the scenes. He said everything on television is propaganda. The whole reason he started to have a more serious red pilled conversation with me as a teenager was over bioweapons. It was an ugly truth even then. I have been under no delusions about what our own government is capable of doing to its own citizens.
I lost my dad when I was 19 so I was never able to find out what he really knew. My mother, in her 80's and very active, is also very based. So, I would have to say I have had a head start versus many in the truther movement. I got in trouble several times in high school for being a truther. My parents always had my back and were able to drop some head spinning truth bombs of their own whenever they came to my defense against the libtard Kool-Aid drinking zombie educators. I am glad to have a forum where I can find others cut from the same bolt of cloth.
I swear the darkest moments are when you feel alone right.
It’s isolating.
Strangely my awakening moment was in 4th grade for whatever reason. My dad saw and started on w me. Kinda feeding me books here and there.
My big awakening was in High School. I had a class called “1968: The Year the Dream Died” that required me to literally do journalistic work. I had to find first hand accounts of events leading up to the culmination of 1968. Basically what hit me was I found an ROTC captain at the school and interviewed him. The guy - got dark. He started using this language that was absolutely terrifying and this was in front of my class in person. He descended into describing Helicopter Missions he flew over Laos and Shoot to Kill orders with mowing down men women and children cutting them in half etc. He started crying.
Dude never came back to school. They said he had never ever talked about it and fought off PTSD that long. Checked into the VA. Shit hit me like a ton of bricks. He kept repeating “shit I wasn’t supposed to say anything. I was never here. They will lock me away. I violated my standing orders to never mention this again. They will send me back to the doctors.”
After that it was just easy to see. I interviewed more folks and found out that really living history is priceless and finding people and talking wasn’t hard & gave me confidence in what I was understanding. You would be surprised what people will talk about to a person unaffiliated and not looking to publish. Just someone to listen to them confess these things they couldn’t talk to everyone about.
Now I am almost 40 and the past few years I barely survived. I got Complex PTSD myself and addiction. I get to battle every day to absorb but not fixate in information & prioritize being still and understanding I am a newb when it comes to God. That all of this is about just stopping us from seeking what is Good. To demoralize us, confuse us, isolate us, and steal what precious time we have.
Wow. Thanks for sharing. I was a teenager during the end of Vietnam. I personally knew vets that had been on some of those missions. Later, when I worked for the VA, I also heard some of the stories. They felt secure in telling me about their experiences even though it was not technically part of my job. I made time to listen. If I had not already been aware of the atrocities governments are responsible for, I do not think there could have been any way my psyche would have handled the truth of what they were saying. I also have an uncle that took some horrible secrets from Korea with him to his grave. He suffered PTSD his entire adult life. Then they were still calling it shell shock. I also knew a WW2 vet that told me the horror story of when he was taken as a POW by the Japanese at Corregidor. He had never told anyone the story before - even his own family didn't know.
My first recollection of a red pill moment was when JFK was assassinated. I remember my father going off about who killed him. I never forgot it. I was 7. The JFK rabbit hole was my first deep dive on my own. My brother and I stumbled on to a treasure trove of information out of the National Archives in Mission Viejo CA. At the time it was not well secured for some reason and we were just able to request information and we got it. We had to view the stuff in a private room and then it was returned. I still to this day can't understand why the hell a couple of teenagers were able to get their hands on this stuff. We even had access to crime lab information on RFK's assassination as well. All of that information has since disappeared - or at least that is what they claim. We were too young and inexperienced to really appreciate what we were looking at. But we did come to realize fairly quickly that what our eyes were seeing was not meant for public consumption. When we discovered the long trail of bodies pilling up over the subject, we stopped.
Glad to hear you are doing better. Some of what we know is a heavy burden to carry and it is not for everyone. Q even said that those that know cannot sleep. I believe that those that are supposed to be given this knowledge, will be. Others..... it is not for them to know. Go with God and know that he has your 6. You have a purpose and a mission that was determined before you entered this reality. Trust him on that purpose because he equipped you specifically for it. Detours are the enemy trying to derail that mission. Take his hand every day and know in your heart that he had not left you alone. He is with you, and so are we. God bless fren.
That whole thing is one big huge dark and evil rabbit hole that went in many directions - none of them good. Sirhan was MK as well. There are a couple of anons on this board that have compiled lots of information on those programs. Every once in awhile they will post something relating to it in a thread. Keep your eyes open for them. If you want more information, just let them know and they will give you some directions. They used to be on VOAT and I think there are still some archives of their well documented posts and deep dives there.
My dad also pretty much didn't give a shit either. Glad to hear you were lucky enough to be raised in such a household and not have to go through the painful process of awakening on your own. I never had the experience of waking up from the narrative because I was raised in a pretty based home. However, my father really got serious with me when I was 17. (There's that number again - hmmm?) My father was in the USAF and stationed in Europe after the war. He was attached to some highly placed general so he was privy to certain intelligence due to his job. One of the first things he told me was to never trust the news and to research everything for myself. He said that there is the crafted narrative they want us to believe and then there is what is really happening behind the scenes. He said everything on television is propaganda. The whole reason he started to have a more serious red pilled conversation with me as a teenager was over bioweapons. It was an ugly truth even then. I have been under no delusions about what our own government is capable of doing to its own citizens.
I lost my dad when I was 19 so I was never able to find out what he really knew. My mother, in her 80's and very active, is also very based. So, I would have to say I have had a head start versus many in the truther movement. I got in trouble several times in high school for being a truther. My parents always had my back and were able to drop some head spinning truth bombs of their own whenever they came to my defense against the libtard Kool-Aid drinking zombie educators. I am glad to have a forum where I can find others cut from the same bolt of cloth.
Man thanks for sharing that with me.
I swear the darkest moments are when you feel alone right.
It’s isolating.
Strangely my awakening moment was in 4th grade for whatever reason. My dad saw and started on w me. Kinda feeding me books here and there.
My big awakening was in High School. I had a class called “1968: The Year the Dream Died” that required me to literally do journalistic work. I had to find first hand accounts of events leading up to the culmination of 1968. Basically what hit me was I found an ROTC captain at the school and interviewed him. The guy - got dark. He started using this language that was absolutely terrifying and this was in front of my class in person. He descended into describing Helicopter Missions he flew over Laos and Shoot to Kill orders with mowing down men women and children cutting them in half etc. He started crying.
Dude never came back to school. They said he had never ever talked about it and fought off PTSD that long. Checked into the VA. Shit hit me like a ton of bricks. He kept repeating “shit I wasn’t supposed to say anything. I was never here. They will lock me away. I violated my standing orders to never mention this again. They will send me back to the doctors.”
After that it was just easy to see. I interviewed more folks and found out that really living history is priceless and finding people and talking wasn’t hard & gave me confidence in what I was understanding. You would be surprised what people will talk about to a person unaffiliated and not looking to publish. Just someone to listen to them confess these things they couldn’t talk to everyone about.
Now I am almost 40 and the past few years I barely survived. I got Complex PTSD myself and addiction. I get to battle every day to absorb but not fixate in information & prioritize being still and understanding I am a newb when it comes to God. That all of this is about just stopping us from seeking what is Good. To demoralize us, confuse us, isolate us, and steal what precious time we have.
Wow. Thanks for sharing. I was a teenager during the end of Vietnam. I personally knew vets that had been on some of those missions. Later, when I worked for the VA, I also heard some of the stories. They felt secure in telling me about their experiences even though it was not technically part of my job. I made time to listen. If I had not already been aware of the atrocities governments are responsible for, I do not think there could have been any way my psyche would have handled the truth of what they were saying. I also have an uncle that took some horrible secrets from Korea with him to his grave. He suffered PTSD his entire adult life. Then they were still calling it shell shock. I also knew a WW2 vet that told me the horror story of when he was taken as a POW by the Japanese at Corregidor. He had never told anyone the story before - even his own family didn't know.
My first recollection of a red pill moment was when JFK was assassinated. I remember my father going off about who killed him. I never forgot it. I was 7. The JFK rabbit hole was my first deep dive on my own. My brother and I stumbled on to a treasure trove of information out of the National Archives in Mission Viejo CA. At the time it was not well secured for some reason and we were just able to request information and we got it. We had to view the stuff in a private room and then it was returned. I still to this day can't understand why the hell a couple of teenagers were able to get their hands on this stuff. We even had access to crime lab information on RFK's assassination as well. All of that information has since disappeared - or at least that is what they claim. We were too young and inexperienced to really appreciate what we were looking at. But we did come to realize fairly quickly that what our eyes were seeing was not meant for public consumption. When we discovered the long trail of bodies pilling up over the subject, we stopped.
Glad to hear you are doing better. Some of what we know is a heavy burden to carry and it is not for everyone. Q even said that those that know cannot sleep. I believe that those that are supposed to be given this knowledge, will be. Others..... it is not for them to know. Go with God and know that he has your 6. You have a purpose and a mission that was determined before you entered this reality. Trust him on that purpose because he equipped you specifically for it. Detours are the enemy trying to derail that mission. Take his hand every day and know in your heart that he had not left you alone. He is with you, and so are we. God bless fren.
I was pretty shocked seeing the evidence that Jack Ruby was MKULTRA. Irrefutable.
That whole thing is one big huge dark and evil rabbit hole that went in many directions - none of them good. Sirhan was MK as well. There are a couple of anons on this board that have compiled lots of information on those programs. Every once in awhile they will post something relating to it in a thread. Keep your eyes open for them. If you want more information, just let them know and they will give you some directions. They used to be on VOAT and I think there are still some archives of their well documented posts and deep dives there.