My dad couldn’t accept things were that jacked up.
It took me literally 17 years.
I’m not kidding.
When my dad finally called me and apologized he said “Thank you for loving me so much you never let me go with this. I know it hurt you. For that I am forever sorry. Just know - you were a pain in the ass stubborn kid! Clearly that’s how God graced you.”
We had a million reasons to fight and quarrel but we never stopped talking.
I completely understand. The 3rd Reich really really waged some serious warfare. Talk about taking it to the next level. Entrenching into the US Government was literally their way of ensuring the 3rd Reich could pass and cover provided to create the 4th Reich. Pretty freaking hard to accept.
It only makes sense when you understand America meant nothing to them at all. It never did.
Sounds like me. I've become a bit outlaw and don't see myself going back. Lost respect for what they claim is civil society. It's a Hollywood construct too. Also, my son was instrumental in helping me see some stuff. I'm thankful we have always stayed close.
Yea it’s pretty wild. For a long time I felt “other” despite loving people and seeing and wanting the best in them.
Now I finally learned to Be Still - when I am - I realize that I am like Gideon in the Book of Judges. An angel came to Gideon, who thought he was nothing, and said “God has made you a Mighty Warrior.” There is no greater weapon than to be able to change the hearts and minds of man. A task done one battle at a time. If we keep stepping and Trust in God - we see results.
My dad also pretty much didn't give a shit either. Glad to hear you were lucky enough to be raised in such a household and not have to go through the painful process of awakening on your own. I never had the experience of waking up from the narrative because I was raised in a pretty based home. However, my father really got serious with me when I was 17. (There's that number again - hmmm?) My father was in the USAF and stationed in Europe after the war. He was attached to some highly placed general so he was privy to certain intelligence due to his job. One of the first things he told me was to never trust the news and to research everything for myself. He said that there is the crafted narrative they want us to believe and then there is what is really happening behind the scenes. He said everything on television is propaganda. The whole reason he started to have a more serious red pilled conversation with me as a teenager was over bioweapons. It was an ugly truth even then. I have been under no delusions about what our own government is capable of doing to its own citizens.
I lost my dad when I was 19 so I was never able to find out what he really knew. My mother, in her 80's and very active, is also very based. So, I would have to say I have had a head start versus many in the truther movement. I got in trouble several times in high school for being a truther. My parents always had my back and were able to drop some head spinning truth bombs of their own whenever they came to my defense against the libtard Kool-Aid drinking zombie educators. I am glad to have a forum where I can find others cut from the same bolt of cloth.
I swear the darkest moments are when you feel alone right.
It’s isolating.
Strangely my awakening moment was in 4th grade for whatever reason. My dad saw and started on w me. Kinda feeding me books here and there.
My big awakening was in High School. I had a class called “1968: The Year the Dream Died” that required me to literally do journalistic work. I had to find first hand accounts of events leading up to the culmination of 1968. Basically what hit me was I found an ROTC captain at the school and interviewed him. The guy - got dark. He started using this language that was absolutely terrifying and this was in front of my class in person. He descended into describing Helicopter Missions he flew over Laos and Shoot to Kill orders with mowing down men women and children cutting them in half etc. He started crying.
Dude never came back to school. They said he had never ever talked about it and fought off PTSD that long. Checked into the VA. Shit hit me like a ton of bricks. He kept repeating “shit I wasn’t supposed to say anything. I was never here. They will lock me away. I violated my standing orders to never mention this again. They will send me back to the doctors.”
After that it was just easy to see. I interviewed more folks and found out that really living history is priceless and finding people and talking wasn’t hard & gave me confidence in what I was understanding. You would be surprised what people will talk about to a person unaffiliated and not looking to publish. Just someone to listen to them confess these things they couldn’t talk to everyone about.
Now I am almost 40 and the past few years I barely survived. I got Complex PTSD myself and addiction. I get to battle every day to absorb but not fixate in information & prioritize being still and understanding I am a newb when it comes to God. That all of this is about just stopping us from seeking what is Good. To demoralize us, confuse us, isolate us, and steal what precious time we have.
Wow. Thanks for sharing. I was a teenager during the end of Vietnam. I personally knew vets that had been on some of those missions. Later, when I worked for the VA, I also heard some of the stories. They felt secure in telling me about their experiences even though it was not technically part of my job. I made time to listen. If I had not already been aware of the atrocities governments are responsible for, I do not think there could have been any way my psyche would have handled the truth of what they were saying. I also have an uncle that took some horrible secrets from Korea with him to his grave. He suffered PTSD his entire adult life. Then they were still calling it shell shock. I also knew a WW2 vet that told me the horror story of when he was taken as a POW by the Japanese at Corregidor. He had never told anyone the story before - even his own family didn't know.
My first recollection of a red pill moment was when JFK was assassinated. I remember my father going off about who killed him. I never forgot it. I was 7. The JFK rabbit hole was my first deep dive on my own. My brother and I stumbled on to a treasure trove of information out of the National Archives in Mission Viejo CA. At the time it was not well secured for some reason and we were just able to request information and we got it. We had to view the stuff in a private room and then it was returned. I still to this day can't understand why the hell a couple of teenagers were able to get their hands on this stuff. We even had access to crime lab information on RFK's assassination as well. All of that information has since disappeared - or at least that is what they claim. We were too young and inexperienced to really appreciate what we were looking at. But we did come to realize fairly quickly that what our eyes were seeing was not meant for public consumption. When we discovered the long trail of bodies pilling up over the subject, we stopped.
Glad to hear you are doing better. Some of what we know is a heavy burden to carry and it is not for everyone. Q even said that those that know cannot sleep. I believe that those that are supposed to be given this knowledge, will be. Others..... it is not for them to know. Go with God and know that he has your 6. You have a purpose and a mission that was determined before you entered this reality. Trust him on that purpose because he equipped you specifically for it. Detours are the enemy trying to derail that mission. Take his hand every day and know in your heart that he had not left you alone. He is with you, and so are we. God bless fren.
That whole thing is one big huge dark and evil rabbit hole that went in many directions - none of them good. Sirhan was MK as well. There are a couple of anons on this board that have compiled lots of information on those programs. Every once in awhile they will post something relating to it in a thread. Keep your eyes open for them. If you want more information, just let them know and they will give you some directions. They used to be on VOAT and I think there are still some archives of their well documented posts and deep dives there.
My brother tried to end run around me and scare my wife into getting the kids jabbed. Thankfully she s totally aware of the shots danger. We had to cut him from our life.hes on booster number three. That I know of...
A fucking third booster when even Israel isn't on that many? How the fuck is he still alive? Is he growing an ear on his leg and another foot from his back?
My folks still watch the bullshit TV news channels, even Fux is bad now. It makes me cringe when I hear "We were watching the news last night and...". But I just leave it alone. Finally the dam is starting to crack, they are turning that horeshit propaganda off a little at a time.
I stopped watching all TV news decades ago and it's only gotten to be far, far worse. It used to be just presenting completely one-sided views, then to selective editing, and now just straight up bullshit narratives. Why in the hell would I willingly sit there just to be lied to?
Love to do that!!! She asked me to pick up a bottle of vodka & then fussed that it couldn’t be Russian vodka. I had a delay in my response & she said, oh are you judging me for wanting vodka? I said no you’re a grown woman. I’m judging you for believing CNN about Putin. 🙄
If my parents were still alive, they wouldn't be watching anything on cable. They also wouldn't be stupid enough to get those shots. That's where my brains came from.
Cancel your cable , then cancel theirs
Hook up a digital antenna , they can get a dose of the nightly propaganda but watch wheel of fortune and their canned laugh track shows
Freddie, excellent work. She will have to look elsewhere. Now if we could only get this forum in front of her. At lunchtime I wish I could block the Mockingbird media. All poison all the time.
I would never dishonor my parents this way.
That’s why their TV is unplugged and we laugh, together as a family, at the Hippie Neighbors next door glued to their tv.
They can do whatever they want. However, I will never not make comments when I am around and they're watching the propaganda.
Fair enough.
My parents are not typical.
Hell my Dad has been protesting his taxes for 20 years.
The IRS comes and he’s just all “got any money for me, Hoover? I’m broke.”
He gives zero shits.
Sadly the elder generation that should be wise to this by and far rely on the news they've been watching for 30-50 years.
A shame. Glad you're don't seem to fall for it.
Thanks.
9/11 was our “outs”.
My dad couldn’t accept things were that jacked up.
It took me literally 17 years.
I’m not kidding.
When my dad finally called me and apologized he said “Thank you for loving me so much you never let me go with this. I know it hurt you. For that I am forever sorry. Just know - you were a pain in the ass stubborn kid! Clearly that’s how God graced you.”
We had a million reasons to fight and quarrel but we never stopped talking.
That’s pretty awesome.
Took me 20 years to accept 9/11 was an inside job.
I completely understand. The 3rd Reich really really waged some serious warfare. Talk about taking it to the next level. Entrenching into the US Government was literally their way of ensuring the 3rd Reich could pass and cover provided to create the 4th Reich. Pretty freaking hard to accept.
It only makes sense when you understand America meant nothing to them at all. It never did.
Sounds like me. I've become a bit outlaw and don't see myself going back. Lost respect for what they claim is civil society. It's a Hollywood construct too. Also, my son was instrumental in helping me see some stuff. I'm thankful we have always stayed close.
Yea it’s pretty wild. For a long time I felt “other” despite loving people and seeing and wanting the best in them.
Now I finally learned to Be Still - when I am - I realize that I am like Gideon in the Book of Judges. An angel came to Gideon, who thought he was nothing, and said “God has made you a Mighty Warrior.” There is no greater weapon than to be able to change the hearts and minds of man. A task done one battle at a time. If we keep stepping and Trust in God - we see results.
My dad also pretty much didn't give a shit either. Glad to hear you were lucky enough to be raised in such a household and not have to go through the painful process of awakening on your own. I never had the experience of waking up from the narrative because I was raised in a pretty based home. However, my father really got serious with me when I was 17. (There's that number again - hmmm?) My father was in the USAF and stationed in Europe after the war. He was attached to some highly placed general so he was privy to certain intelligence due to his job. One of the first things he told me was to never trust the news and to research everything for myself. He said that there is the crafted narrative they want us to believe and then there is what is really happening behind the scenes. He said everything on television is propaganda. The whole reason he started to have a more serious red pilled conversation with me as a teenager was over bioweapons. It was an ugly truth even then. I have been under no delusions about what our own government is capable of doing to its own citizens.
I lost my dad when I was 19 so I was never able to find out what he really knew. My mother, in her 80's and very active, is also very based. So, I would have to say I have had a head start versus many in the truther movement. I got in trouble several times in high school for being a truther. My parents always had my back and were able to drop some head spinning truth bombs of their own whenever they came to my defense against the libtard Kool-Aid drinking zombie educators. I am glad to have a forum where I can find others cut from the same bolt of cloth.
Man thanks for sharing that with me.
I swear the darkest moments are when you feel alone right.
It’s isolating.
Strangely my awakening moment was in 4th grade for whatever reason. My dad saw and started on w me. Kinda feeding me books here and there.
My big awakening was in High School. I had a class called “1968: The Year the Dream Died” that required me to literally do journalistic work. I had to find first hand accounts of events leading up to the culmination of 1968. Basically what hit me was I found an ROTC captain at the school and interviewed him. The guy - got dark. He started using this language that was absolutely terrifying and this was in front of my class in person. He descended into describing Helicopter Missions he flew over Laos and Shoot to Kill orders with mowing down men women and children cutting them in half etc. He started crying.
Dude never came back to school. They said he had never ever talked about it and fought off PTSD that long. Checked into the VA. Shit hit me like a ton of bricks. He kept repeating “shit I wasn’t supposed to say anything. I was never here. They will lock me away. I violated my standing orders to never mention this again. They will send me back to the doctors.”
After that it was just easy to see. I interviewed more folks and found out that really living history is priceless and finding people and talking wasn’t hard & gave me confidence in what I was understanding. You would be surprised what people will talk about to a person unaffiliated and not looking to publish. Just someone to listen to them confess these things they couldn’t talk to everyone about.
Now I am almost 40 and the past few years I barely survived. I got Complex PTSD myself and addiction. I get to battle every day to absorb but not fixate in information & prioritize being still and understanding I am a newb when it comes to God. That all of this is about just stopping us from seeking what is Good. To demoralize us, confuse us, isolate us, and steal what precious time we have.
Wow. Thanks for sharing. I was a teenager during the end of Vietnam. I personally knew vets that had been on some of those missions. Later, when I worked for the VA, I also heard some of the stories. They felt secure in telling me about their experiences even though it was not technically part of my job. I made time to listen. If I had not already been aware of the atrocities governments are responsible for, I do not think there could have been any way my psyche would have handled the truth of what they were saying. I also have an uncle that took some horrible secrets from Korea with him to his grave. He suffered PTSD his entire adult life. Then they were still calling it shell shock. I also knew a WW2 vet that told me the horror story of when he was taken as a POW by the Japanese at Corregidor. He had never told anyone the story before - even his own family didn't know.
My first recollection of a red pill moment was when JFK was assassinated. I remember my father going off about who killed him. I never forgot it. I was 7. The JFK rabbit hole was my first deep dive on my own. My brother and I stumbled on to a treasure trove of information out of the National Archives in Mission Viejo CA. At the time it was not well secured for some reason and we were just able to request information and we got it. We had to view the stuff in a private room and then it was returned. I still to this day can't understand why the hell a couple of teenagers were able to get their hands on this stuff. We even had access to crime lab information on RFK's assassination as well. All of that information has since disappeared - or at least that is what they claim. We were too young and inexperienced to really appreciate what we were looking at. But we did come to realize fairly quickly that what our eyes were seeing was not meant for public consumption. When we discovered the long trail of bodies pilling up over the subject, we stopped.
Glad to hear you are doing better. Some of what we know is a heavy burden to carry and it is not for everyone. Q even said that those that know cannot sleep. I believe that those that are supposed to be given this knowledge, will be. Others..... it is not for them to know. Go with God and know that he has your 6. You have a purpose and a mission that was determined before you entered this reality. Trust him on that purpose because he equipped you specifically for it. Detours are the enemy trying to derail that mission. Take his hand every day and know in your heart that he had not left you alone. He is with you, and so are we. God bless fren.
I was pretty shocked seeing the evidence that Jack Ruby was MKULTRA. Irrefutable.
That whole thing is one big huge dark and evil rabbit hole that went in many directions - none of them good. Sirhan was MK as well. There are a couple of anons on this board that have compiled lots of information on those programs. Every once in awhile they will post something relating to it in a thread. Keep your eyes open for them. If you want more information, just let them know and they will give you some directions. They used to be on VOAT and I think there are still some archives of their well documented posts and deep dives there.
This is the way
Dishonor, I do not think that word means what you think it means.
Sort of sounds like the adults who wouldn't dishonor the naked emperor by telling the truth.
I don’t disagree. I was half cracking a joke here.
Brilliant!
Kekekekekekekekek ^.^
This is how i must get my inlaws to stop suggesting death-jabbing my toddlers. Genius!
My brother tried to end run around me and scare my wife into getting the kids jabbed. Thankfully she s totally aware of the shots danger. We had to cut him from our life.hes on booster number three. That I know of...
A fucking third booster when even Israel isn't on that many? How the fuck is he still alive? Is he growing an ear on his leg and another foot from his back?
My branch of the family is the only unvaxxed group as far as I know.
Same here. ALL of my extended family is vaxxed and boosted, including young children.
There is more truth in this meme than meets the eye. Kek!
Tell her CNN went out of business for corruption. Program OAN or some other based news.
Savage 🔥
Based!
Epic! You are a hero. No joke.
My folks still watch the bullshit TV news channels, even Fux is bad now. It makes me cringe when I hear "We were watching the news last night and...". But I just leave it alone. Finally the dam is starting to crack, they are turning that horeshit propaganda off a little at a time.
I stopped watching all TV news decades ago and it's only gotten to be far, far worse. It used to be just presenting completely one-sided views, then to selective editing, and now just straight up bullshit narratives. Why in the hell would I willingly sit there just to be lied to?
People have to figure it out themselves. Usually there is one topic that they are open on. But you have to move carefully.
Love to do that!!! She asked me to pick up a bottle of vodka & then fussed that it couldn’t be Russian vodka. I had a delay in my response & she said, oh are you judging me for wanting vodka? I said no you’re a grown woman. I’m judging you for believing CNN about Putin. 🙄
Black people problems?
This is the way...
This is the way.
If my parents were still alive, they wouldn't be watching anything on cable. They also wouldn't be stupid enough to get those shots. That's where my brains came from.
Cancel your cable , then cancel theirs Hook up a digital antenna , they can get a dose of the nightly propaganda but watch wheel of fortune and their canned laugh track shows
Freddie, excellent work. She will have to look elsewhere. Now if we could only get this forum in front of her. At lunchtime I wish I could block the Mockingbird media. All poison all the time.
That guy's mom is a fucking moron.
That’s a good start but there’s many more news channels. Even old people get on Facebook, read the newspaper & talk to friends that might watch CNN.
Saw the exact same post except for Fox News. Either way, it's a win.