What is this thread all about?
Just a place for general discussion. A place to unload whats on your mind and talk about anything - personal, health, help needed, achievements, daily highs and daily lows, theories, predictions and what have you.
Does not need to be Q related.
Lets take a moment to remember all the people who were working to bring down the Cabal, but were too early in their time and ended up giving their life, even though the torch they lit was passed on to the next generation. I hope they get to watch the Great Awakening and the humanity entering the next phase from the heavens.
I'm really struggling mental health wise. I've always been stable, don't take any medications or anything. But everything has gone wrong the last two weeks. Lost my girlfriend, wrecked my car, lost a friend, health issues, money problems, and just feeling the worst I've ever felt in my life. Despite this, I'm trying still. But I'm worried I'm about to spiral.
Pray for me, if you would.
All of these things will pass. I know it doesn’t seem like it when you’re right in the middle of it all. I undoubtedly believe you will turn a corner and everything will fall in to place. I’ve been in some really, really bad head spaces but always believed my creator would see me through. Praying you sit, listen, and allow yourself to see the magic in his creation and the goodness prepared for you. Sending you prayers.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you :)
Hold on to God's strength. I too feel like I am heading into the abyss. No job due to medical mandate, no unemployment due to mandate, my husband of 30 years is dying of cancer after developing it after the original covid. I have lost my career, my savings and my husband. He is fighting death at evey step, so currently in limbo taking constant care of him. Starting over at 55years old is incredibly daunting. God is the only thing keeping me sane.
Wanted to follow up with you. How are things going?
My husband died that day. Not well at all. Sprained my ankle hiking and have been alone in my head for a week. I hope your life outlook has improved.
I am so sad to hear that and I can't imagine what you are going through. I'll make sure to pray for you and your husband tonight. I hope it brings you some comfort that he is no longer in pain and the next thing he knows will be the Lord coming back.
If you ever need to vent or have someone to talk to, please reach out to me. Being alone in your heads with your own thoughts is the worst. If not, maybe reach out to friends or church members. My deepest condolences.
Hate to hear that. Praying for you
Praying for you fren. Sorry to hear about your losses. Just know that this too shall pass. It might feel like it's the lowest point, but eventually life will show you its beauty yet again. And you will land on your feet and come back on top again.
Thank you. All good suggestions. I am going to drive back to my parents house several hours away tomorrow to be around family. Plus our horses and cats and dogs. Will also try to eat well, thanks for the comment.
I've been there. Let me let you in on a little secret if you aren't already aware; all this pain you are going through right now is meant to shape you, not break you. The best thing to do is to accept where you are now, look where you can change inside your heart, and don't allow the past to define the present. At one point in my life, I lost my job, my girlfriend too, and had a very close friend die, all within two weeks as well. It took me a while to recover, but that's the point. It takes time if it's going to be done right. I'm actually going through similar pains again now, and it's dragging out even longer, and I went deeper into that negative hole recently than I did then. Don't let the devil win. Parasites need a weak host to survive. Keep your mind as clear as you can, watch some preaching if you are religious (I like steven furtick a lot) or if you are not, find a place in nature and meditate. You are in control of the reality around you, don't let the devil convince you otherwise. You'll make it, in God's will you have to.
Just as a humorous aside, I wrecked 3 cars, and now I drive like a grandpa to most people lol. But I like to take my time when I drive. I see how erratic people drive today and I'm much quicker to correct on the road to avoid an accident. Just as you may be now, others are in trying times and may not have the will to understand how to resolve it. Be merciful to yourself as you are to others.. you are your biggest critic; don't be hard on yourself. It makes life harder to understand. Bitterness breeds contempt, but betterness breeds content.
Thank you for the kind words. I am religious, and have been delving into the Bible again - pausing to take notes, think, and try to understand. Also been listening to Dr Peterson whom I greatly admire. Another thing that has helped alleviate my pain to some extent is Marcus Aurelius' "Meditations".
I like how you said it's not meant to break, but shape me. I'll try to keep that in mind going forward.
Hope you end up OK too.
I will, eventually lol. It's our own ignorance that prevents progress, but you learn some things in life a little differently than others. The pain is a feeling we feel, but the healing is too, so we can't expect to understand it at first. No one has it made, and if they do, they're hiding something most of the time. Good luck friend.
Hey there - I haven't been on this site for a while, but going back and reading some of my interactions and came across this exchange above, which had me in tears. Just wanted to say thank you. There was a lot of wisdom in what you said and it helped stop the bleeding. I'm not exactly where I want to be, but certainly better than where I was.
It's comments like yours that keep me coming back to these communities.