What is this thread all about?
Just a place for general discussion. A place to unload whats on your mind and talk about anything - personal, health, help needed, achievements, daily highs and daily lows, theories, predictions and what have you.
Does not need to be Q related.
Lets take a moment to remember all the people who were working to bring down the Cabal, but were too early in their time and ended up giving their life, even though the torch they lit was passed on to the next generation. I hope they get to watch the Great Awakening and the humanity entering the next phase from the heavens.
I'm really struggling mental health wise. I've always been stable, don't take any medications or anything. But everything has gone wrong the last two weeks. Lost my girlfriend, wrecked my car, lost a friend, health issues, money problems, and just feeling the worst I've ever felt in my life. Despite this, I'm trying still. But I'm worried I'm about to spiral.
Pray for me, if you would.
I've been there. Let me let you in on a little secret if you aren't already aware; all this pain you are going through right now is meant to shape you, not break you. The best thing to do is to accept where you are now, look where you can change inside your heart, and don't allow the past to define the present. At one point in my life, I lost my job, my girlfriend too, and had a very close friend die, all within two weeks as well. It took me a while to recover, but that's the point. It takes time if it's going to be done right. I'm actually going through similar pains again now, and it's dragging out even longer, and I went deeper into that negative hole recently than I did then. Don't let the devil win. Parasites need a weak host to survive. Keep your mind as clear as you can, watch some preaching if you are religious (I like steven furtick a lot) or if you are not, find a place in nature and meditate. You are in control of the reality around you, don't let the devil convince you otherwise. You'll make it, in God's will you have to.
Just as a humorous aside, I wrecked 3 cars, and now I drive like a grandpa to most people lol. But I like to take my time when I drive. I see how erratic people drive today and I'm much quicker to correct on the road to avoid an accident. Just as you may be now, others are in trying times and may not have the will to understand how to resolve it. Be merciful to yourself as you are to others.. you are your biggest critic; don't be hard on yourself. It makes life harder to understand. Bitterness breeds contempt, but betterness breeds content.
Thank you for the kind words. I am religious, and have been delving into the Bible again - pausing to take notes, think, and try to understand. Also been listening to Dr Peterson whom I greatly admire. Another thing that has helped alleviate my pain to some extent is Marcus Aurelius' "Meditations".
I like how you said it's not meant to break, but shape me. I'll try to keep that in mind going forward.
Hope you end up OK too.
I will, eventually lol. It's our own ignorance that prevents progress, but you learn some things in life a little differently than others. The pain is a feeling we feel, but the healing is too, so we can't expect to understand it at first. No one has it made, and if they do, they're hiding something most of the time. Good luck friend.
Hey there - I haven't been on this site for a while, but going back and reading some of my interactions and came across this exchange above, which had me in tears. Just wanted to say thank you. There was a lot of wisdom in what you said and it helped stop the bleeding. I'm not exactly where I want to be, but certainly better than where I was.
It's comments like yours that keep me coming back to these communities.