To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on… To all my conspiracy theorist friends…
Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.
Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.
If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE.
The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught- ALL LIES. Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience.
There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.
With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”. Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too. Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by.
Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.
Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see.
Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance- because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.
Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone.
There is no way to sugarcoat it- Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.
You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.
Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.
Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you.
We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit.
Author unknown.
Couple of years ago my daughter flipped out & verbally attacked me for being a Q person- thought I was gonna turn violent-wanted to do an intervention. My husband is somewhat awake- listens to what I share anyways & doesn’t condemn. He told my daughter I’m harmless in what I’m doing. I pushed back using good vs evil - taking DJT & USA out of the picture. Needless to say this kept going on for a few days- finally I said to her She may not be done talking about it- but I am. It was then I decided to kill them with love & kindness through Christ & be the role model. I finalized my conversion to Christ & pray everyday- observe every Sunday & holy day and my family is seeing it- they do not join in (yet 😉). While this probably hasn’t changed her thoughts on Q- we can continue to have a relationship outside of it & haven’t spoken of it since. She is now pregnant with my first grandchild and I’m grateful to God for this blessing. Idk if this will help you but I would suggest to stop talking about it to her and pray to God about it. Good luck fren
Jeez...talk about being blindsided by bs...See what the govt schools have done? They turn your babies against you. Here's hoping she comes around now that she's going to have some skin in the game.
Since she is pregnant, perhaps you two might find common grounds on the topic of abortion. It might be a good way of slowly introducing some red pills.