I dont know if im the only one, but lately I've been feeling like I'm on some personal island. So many people I know just do not seem to see what's coming. I dont feel like I can even plan for the future beyond prepping. I am a hard worker with a good job. I study hard and am educated.
My ex gf, whom I adored, broke up with me over a year ago and I still have dreams about her. I tried online dating, but everyone is just ... asleep.
Im not sure if others seem to have this feeling too. Like standing at the edge of a cliff that was never there before and I cant see whats out there.
So many lies everwhere I look. I talk to God and put my faith in Him. Still, its a bit scary. I dont want to talk to anyone because I honestly dont know what to say. I just yammer on about prepping and how everything is a lie.
This is all so exhausting. And here we are heading into some of the most difficult of times. Unreal. My vision of life is being permanently altered. Very cloudy.
Please, God. Please give us strength and patience. Please forgive us all and protect our loved ones. Please give us clarity. 🙏
I know the feeling.
I am clenching my jaw a lot these days and it gives me headaches, but relaxing is not easy. I have to listen to people say they are going for their boosters in work meetings, and I say "Hey I really think you should be sure you would benefit from that before you decide" but they think I'm crazy. People literally talk about "the climate emergency" and I say "Hey, there really isn't an emergency, lots of good info out there confirming it" but they think I'm crazy. People tell me they're going to buy an electric car and I say "Hey, you know they arent eco friendly when you look at it wholistically, and cost of ownership is much higher" and they go ahead and buy one on credit. Or they tell me how concerned they are about Russia killing Ukrainians and I tell them "I am more concerned with the US funded biolabs in Ukraine, and those eastern regions have been bombarded for years by Ukraine, which is known for corruption. I will be glad to see that ended by Russian involvement" and they look alarmed at my apparent ignorance. I get text messages from the local doctors telling me to wear a mask if I need to visit and I reply "You should be ashamed propagating such nonsense, lots of studies show they are a net detriment" and they've replied that they don't agree with my opinions.
It never ends, but I plug away each time. People at work now avoid me, I join meetings and hear the vaxxed saying they were off work with covid but they hush when I enter because they know I will question the vax based on their actual experience of "getting covid" in the summer.
It is CRAZY.
Keep going, never give in. Never never never.
LOL at the sick vaxxed hushing when you enter! You have terrorized them with truth.
Deep down they all know the truth. That something is acting worldwide to enslave us. And the more that truth frightens them, the more they deny it to themselves.