People can consume their own semen if they ejaculate out of pleasure. Recover it and drink it. Instead of tosin it as garbage. Is gross and animalistic or savage but is very healthy. Apparently the cefaloraquidian juice and semen are conected. That’s why boxers and fighters aren’t allowed to ejaculate before a fight.

From the first link:

The name in Sanskrit for the female ejaculate is “amrita,”

This is wrong. Amrita literally means "not dying" or "overcoming death" and refers to elexir of life.

It is used by the so called neo-tantrics (new age subversion of Vedic "Tantra") to refer to whatever they want, including female ejaculate. So, no, that first link is probably just new age rubbish.

It's more than likely the female ejaculate, not semen.

Considering that, it is what I'm thinking as well.

I can't figure out what else it could be, so it's the likely culprit.

There is no clear analogue in the Earthly sciences, and I'm sure the Cabal have made sure of that...

So what's left is in Anatomy.

For clarification, Quicksilver/Mercury to the alchemist is not the same as the silvery stuff often found in a glass thermometer... The text is encoded, and things have 7 meanings (at least) in order to confuse those who would seek the prize without truly understanding the process.

In the first place, you must procure our Mercury; common Mercury will produce no effect if you operate on it till doomsday.

Thus you see that in our Art we have two Sulphurs and two Mercuries (i.e., Sulphur, and Mercury of Mercury, and Sulphur and Mercury of gold), but their only difference consists in degrees of perfection and maturity. Now, the perfect body of gold is reduced to its (two) first principles by means of our Divine water which does not wet the hands (viz., Mercury and Sulphur). This operation for a time gives the ascendancy to the female agent; but this being unnatural, the male agent soon reasserts itself, and by means of its heat dries up the moisture of the female agent, and—through calcination—converts it all into a most subtle and viscous powder, which powder is then changed by dissolution into a water, in which the spirits of the solvent and the thing dissolved, the male and the female principles, are mingled.

Why not?

Fuller understanding of the Universe.

The whole process which we employ closely resembles that followed by Nature in the bowels of the earth, except that it is much shorter. Nature produces the metals out of cold and humid Mercury by assiduous digestion; our Art takes the same crude, cold, and humid Mercury, and conjoins with it mature gold, by a secret artifice; the mixture represents a new and far more potent Mercury, which, by digestion, becomes not common gold, but one far more noble, which can transmute imperfect metals into true gold.

https://www.sacred-texts.com/alc/hm2/hm210.htm

Listen, I'm into some serious stuff right now.

My mind is shattered into a million pieces, and I currently see the world like Neo at the end of the Matrix with the scroll going everywhere (not literally exactly green hieroglyphics, but more akin to looking at nature and being able to "taste" the secret meaning of things).

The only hope I have to piece together some semblance of sanity from the smells and tastes I encounter on a day-to-day basis is now to come to full understanding with the guidance of God.

Part of that is understanding Life to its fullest, in Union with the Nature of the World as it is in the "World of Man"

With the world in the current state that it is, there are some things I have no hope of ever experiencing, namely a full relationship with a woman and marriage, family, etc...

So...

In the absence of personal experience, I must ask for others' experience to, at the very least, be able to piece together the Esoteric formula whereas I will likely never be allowed to experience the Exoteric formula in my own life.

Ya dig?