I got to a very low place in my life. I was depressed for a long time. I spent a lot of time researching everything I could get my hand on and noticed some patterns.
Nikola Tesla talks about frequency and vibration. Dr. Masaru Emoto did experiments with water that proves that our emotions affect water. Our bodies are made up of mostly water so I started trying to raise my vibration by forcing myself to be happy. You know that feeling you get when you hug somebody and you just let go and melt into them? I would literally do that with a pillow. I would act like a kid and just be silly. I listened to Binaural beats and solfeggio frequencies in my headphones because I knew about vibration experiments with sand on a plate and how each frequency created a pattern. I knew about sacred geometry and noticed that most religions chant or use different sounds.
I started having vivid dreams and everything slowed down. My emotions became easy to control and nothing seemed to bother me anymore. It was like the movie Limitless when the drugs kicked in. I was seeing two and three steps ahead and everything became clear. The synchronicities were so intense I thought I was going crazy. I started seeing 11:11 everywhere so I googled it and found out about spiritual awakening.
Everything the new-age people talked about was what I was going through. I never paid much attention to them before because I thought they were weirdo hippies. lol. Then I started looking into what they were talking about and it all made sense. ASCENSION is real and it comes with symptoms. The year before all of this I actually went to my doctor and complained about ringing in my ears and my body feeling like it was vibrating etc.
I did no drugs and stopped all the medication that I was on 4 months earlier. It was blood pressure meds and heartburn meds. Nothing for depression or mental issues.
I know God is real. People have different names for the same thing. Source, The higher self, the Subconscious mind, Aliens, etc.
I can only describe what I went through from the knowledge I have acquired throughout my life. I do not want to push my beliefs on anybody but I feel like I should share my experience. I wish somebody would have told me but looking back I realize that they did and I just thought they were nuts and blew them off. lol.
Everybody goes through their own journey that is best for them. God knows what he is doing and puts us through the challenges we need. IMO
You're welcome.
I was depressed because I dug down all the rabbit holes and the truth is depressing. I let it get to me. Plus my marriage fell apart and I lost everything. To top it all off my ex used the term "conspiracy theorist" to describe me in court and used it to take visitations of my kids away. Even though I didn't even talk to my kids about that stuff. I just tried to tell her not to vaccinate our children and that COVID was "fishy".
She went against my wishes and vaccinated both of my children now my son has type one diabetes and a heart murmur. :(
I'm so sorry to hear that, especially about your son.
I think that the whole covid BS separated us into 'sides' and people's true colors came out - that is something to be grateful for, I guess.
I think we put so much pressure on ourselves with the new-found knowledge of being awake, but we (I) don't necessarily know how to handle it all perfectly right away either - I realize now that I should have gone about things in a different way for a lot people in my life.
Sorry to hear about your kids. I lost my mom most likely to the vax. I got into the esoteric recently due to that. Part of the Great Awakening I pray is waking up in a world where she’s back, the evil in the world is gone and it never happened.
Thanks. Sorry to hear about your mother.