...over the course of the past 2 years, it has been brought to my attention that I am only presenting one side of the argument when it comes to the "cause and effect" of the "Covid Situation"...
...so in respect to free speech and an open forum to all ideas, Unleashed has opened its platform to this discussion....
...do not take this as an endorsement from me on the validity of the material presented...
...Unleashed is simply a conduit to allow these ideas to reach awareness...
...of course, all comments will be welcomed....
...just remember to be happy pups and play nicely in the doggy park...
...now on with the show....
In installment one from the AVL we learned the following:
Nobody has ever found a unicorn virus in nature in all of history
The provenance of all alleged unicorns cannot be proven, both those pictured in electron microscope images (monkey kidney {Vero} particulates stained with heavy metals) and those ASSEMBLED by computer software sequencing techniques (fragmented human RNA strands) all of which are based on “unicorn models” created in exactly the same manner.
No scientific experiment has ever satisfied Koch’s Postulates demonstrating the transmission of unicorns from a sick to healthy person that caused the same dis-ease
When we travel far enough upstream to the font of the spring we see that the mythical unicorn virus has no basis in reality as the unicorn can only be conjured up with sleight-of-hand manufacturing techniques like viral culturing and in-silico computer generated Sanger sequencing, Metagenomic sequencing and next-generation sequencing (software RNA fragment ASSEMBLY techniques)
Modern virologists never find fully intact “viral genomes” (viruses) in fluid and tissue samples they use for their computer “Sequencing (really “ASSEMBLING) techniques. They only find alleged “viral RNA fragments”, which are obviously human RNA fragments until proven otherwise. This fact alone decimates virology.
Knowing all this, we can now understand why virologists are unable to run “Control Experiments” due to their inability to find REAL unicorn viruses prior to all their magical manufacturing techniques. And skipping this most elementary step in the “Scientific Method” makes virology a PSEUDOSCIENCE by definition
You might think knowing all of the above would be more than enough to win people over regarding germ theory, but all these facts seem to make barely a dent in most people’s deeply ingrained belief systems. Without a satisfactory explanation as to what causes all these dis-eases attributed to unicorns, the majority shut down. And I further argue this is why the pioneering doctors who have done such amazing work exposing the virology sham have failed to win over more converts.
I speak specifically of doctors Andrew Kaufman, Tom Cowan and Sam & Mark Bailey in particular. They’ve all done amazing work to date and have been courageous and relentless in their efforts to win people over to the above obvious truths. But for some reason, while they are aware of what I’m about to share, this group continues to stick to the “Terrain Theory” model of dis-ease causation which lacks any falsifiable evidence, just like the “Germ theory” model. Nobody can prove or disprove whether a specific toxin, gene, family history, bad diet, poor exercise regime or germ are the causal factors in disease. Quite convenient, eh? Could it be because they’re all false?
The one notable exception is Dr. Stefan Lanka who was really the leader of the “viruses don’t exist” movement, former virologist, who does indeed know the causal factor of dis-ease that I am about to share. And he is revered and admired by all the doctors named in the above paragraph as well. But why they choose to stick to this terrain theory model is a conundrum. As far as I can tell they tend to discount what I’m about to share because, as I’ve heard a couple of them say, “there’s no real proof”, which is mind-boggling to me as there is a tremendous amount of proof that has been provided. It seems they simply don’t want to look at it for reasons unknown.
I’ll also add, for any Christians reading this thread, one Mary Baker Eddy, founder of Christian Science, also agrees with what is about to be shared. In her book “Science & Health” (1875), she repeats hundreds of times that neither the cause nor cure of dis-ease and illness exists in matter and that it all emanates from mind. I believe she is quite correct based on all I’ve learned over the past 3 years. While she never got into great detail or specifics like the more modern and scientifically evidenced research of today, her fundamental premise is correct as we’ll soon see below.
And one last note; severe malnutrition and poisoning fall outside the above paragraph. Neither qualify as a “dis-ease” as the term is understood. And we will see that some “viral scamdemics” do indeed have some basis in poisonings.
Dis-ease emanates from mind, not matter, so says Eddy repeatedly. The more modern explanation gets more specific stating; “the dis-ease process is initiated when we experience an unexpected, acute and isolating life event that we can’t quickly and easily resolve”. Thus, it starts “in the mind”. Our psyche (or subconscious mind, or autonomic nervous system, or soul if you like) operates every function of our body, from the beating of our heart to the breathing of our air, to the digestion, assimilation and elimination of our food, to the growth, decay and removal of all our cells. It’s responsible for protecting you and ensuring your survival at all times. You could call it “nature” if you like. And “nature” never, ever, ever, makes a mistake. It is always right. Human knowledge is what is routinely wrong.
This is a paradigm shift that one must make to understand what is to follow. In about 85% of all our “dis-eases”, the actual “dis-ease” aspect is in reality the “restoration” phase that follows the resolution of the initial conflict shock. This can take 1-second to 50+ years, or never. In this missive today we deal only with the shorter-term conflicts when it comes to those dis-eases mistakenly blamed on unicorns.
And one last note, there are many different categories of “conflict shocks” as we’ll see below. If we consider life events that catch us off guard we can quickly arrive at some common themes - e.g. losses, scares, worries, concerns, failures, separations, self-devaluations, angers, etc.
I realize now this post is going to have to be broken up into several separate posts due to character limitations. As I wish to explain in some detail the nature of conflict shocks so as to leave the reader with as few questions as possible. As such, I’ll provide a brief bullet list here of the dis-ease and its cause followed by explanatory details for each in the paragraphs that follow. Whatever doesn’t fit in this week’s post will be included in the following weeks and I will endeavor to address most of the major "viral" dis-eases that people are curious about: Today we will look at:
The Common Cold -> Stink Conflict Influenza/Flu -> Stink Conflict +/- Scare-Fright-Worry-Concern Conflict Bronchitis/Laryngitis -> Scare-Fright-Worry-Concern Conflict Pneumonia (bacterial) -> Intense Scare Conflict + Abandonment /Existence /Hospitalization Conflict Chicken Pox -> Severe/Intense Separation Conflict (from mother primarily) So let’s begin with the common cold, blamed on the mythical Rhino-unicorn or Corona-unicorn. The common cold is caused by what we call a “Stink conflict”. Some simple examples: “The weather stinks!”. “My spouse/child came home with an infectious cold, this stinks, now I have to take care of him/her!!” “My car won’t start, this stinks!”. “My boss treated me unfairly, this stinks!”. Etc. etc.
The intensity and duration of your stink conflict determines how long your dis-ease will last. In the case of a “stink conflict”, your psyche interprets your FIGURATIVE thoughts LITERALLY. The psyche also has no sense of time, all is the “NOW” from its perspective. Thus, the moment you have your stink conflict, the psyche begins to adjust the tissue in your nasopharynx tissue to protect you from, quite literally, SMELLING something you think “stinks”. And shortly thereafter, you can no longer smell smells, runny nose, stuffed up nasal passages, mucous build-up, etc. Your psyche has performed admirably based on your unwittingly misguided thoughts, protecting you from the stink!
So why do most people get “colds” when it’s “cold”? Could it be because people generally don’t like the winter weather which prevents many from getting outside and enjoying the fresh air? Could it be because people think “it stinks” to be locked-up inside their house all winter long? This makes more sense when you consider people get colds in warm regions of the world as well as people getting colds in the summertime too. The unicorn idea just doesn’t hold up when examined carefully, as much as people hate the explanation the first time they hear it.
Next let’s jump to the mythical influenza-unicorn and all its magical variants. Firstly, many people mistake general fevers for flus. Fever indicates the restoration phase of a dis-ease process for countless different afflictions as all healing occurs in fluid coupled with inflammation and higher temperatures which enable bacteria to activate and thrive.
Many people also consider longer colds to be flus as there is a general loss of energy and hot/cold spells that occur during the restoration phase. But generally speaking, a flu is a more intense “stink conflict” frequently coupled with a “scare-fright conflict” which registers in the bronchial & laryngeal passages. Thus, if your spouse/child comes home with the flu, or a co-worker has the flu, many people become worried/concerned (scared) that they might “catch it too” if they’re not careful. And this type of fright generates a biological program that the psyche runs which is to get more oxygen into your system to help you escape your fear by widening your bronchial/laryngeal passages enabling more air to get through to your lungs. You can think of a prey animal like a rabbit or deer being stalked. The psyche acts immediately to increase oxygen uptake enabling the prey to flee and survive.
This is how and why there are so many different “types of flus”. 24-hour, 48-hour, 72-hour, A, B, Chicken, Bird, Swine, etc., some with vomiting, some not, some with diarrhea, some not. Some knock you flat out, some aren’t so bad, etc. This is because there is no uniform unicorn causing it, but rather the types, intensities and durations of a person’s conflicts.
A standalone mild “scare conflict” leads to bronchitis or laryngitis in the restoration phase. A severe scare conflict coupled with hospitalization often leads to a second “abandonment/existence conflict” which registers in the kidneys and causes water retention. And it is this water retention during the restoration phase of a severe scare conflict that leads to the deadly pneumonia. Word to the wise: Never leave a friend/relative alone in the hospital as it is all too common that the abandonment conflict will arise as the patient often becomes highly disoriented which leads to a wide variety of potentially fatal outcomes that would otherwise not arise.
I’ll make a quick note at this stage about bacteria. Bacteria are created by your body, not unlike your cells. They don’t come from “out there”, are not contagious nor pathogenic. They, along with fungi, are the primary resources used to rebuild, restore or remove tissue that was adapted and altered by your psyche to help you get through your conflict phase. Anti-biotics (against-lifes) should never be used except in the most extreme circumstances (like an elderly person with multiple comorbidities with severe pneumonia). The against-lifes kill off the healing bacteria leaving your tissue/organ in an incompletely restored and weakened state that, over time, can lead to tremendous complications later in life.
Next let’s jump to chicken pox. This was the hardest one for me to reconcile as I had the pox as a 6-year old, straight from a chicken pox party no less. Anyone who has cared to think carefully about our so-called “Childhood unicorns” comes to realize that this makes very little sense that such a unicorn can distinguish and afflict only those of a certain age. It’s nonsense when seen in this light. A closer inspection of the so-called chicken pox indicates that it is really just a rash of sorts, not terribly unlike psoriasis, eczema or smallpox for that matter. Distinguishing the difference between these so-called unique dis-eases is difficult and variable from one expert to the next if not impossible as they all arise from the same type of conflict in varying stages of the dis-ease process.
**Interesting Note - In the latter half of the 19th and early half of the 20th century, many doctors were instructed to tell mothers of children with a “pox” rash that they had “chicken pox” if the child was vaccinated with the smallpox nostrum and the they had smallpox if unvaccinated.
The skin rash/pox/pustule conflicts are all related to separation conflicts. And this helps explain why chicken pox is typically a western dis-ease that tends to afflict children who become separated from their mothers for extended periods for the first time. Namely, kindergartners (half day) and first-graders (6+ hours). Chicken pox reach deep into the epidermis and rank as a severe separation conflict. When the psyche registers this in the child it goes into action desensitizing the skin of the child where the child’s “touch memories” resonate with contact with their mother, which is oftentimes most or much of the upper body & head (hugs & kisses). The psyche desensitizes the neurons of the epidermis so when the child is touched on these parts of the body by somebody else at school, they are not reminded of their separation from their mother. There is no “dis-ease” during the entirety of the conflict. When the conflict is resolved, the psyche rebuilds the epidermal neurons and this results in little red pustules and “pox” on the skin as the neurons are re-connected to normal function again.
I had a hard time with reconciling chicken pox at first because I caught them off a kid at a chicken pox party and there was no “separation” involved. I can still recall my mother being there and making me eat off his fork, drink off his milk glass, and I even had to take a bath with the sick kid!!! It wasn’t until I learned what the conflict was for shingles (adult chicken pox) that I was able to connect the dots. Shingles is caused by either an “Attack” or “Feeling Soiled/Dirtied” conflict. And then it all made sense. I was 100% worried about getting those gross red pox the sick kid had, and frankly couldn’t understand why my mother wanted me to get them. I was under attack and being soiled!!!!
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What’s interesting about shingles and the attack/soiled conflict is that the psyche registers this in the lower dermis layer. The psyche reacts by attempting to build a stronger, more protective sheath around our organs to prevent this outside attack. And thus, the “pox” you see on the first child with the separation conflict will be shallower and have a different appearance than the “pox” of the kids who attended the chicken pox party. Finally it all makes sense!
Well, I still have questions about all this. My children were unvaxxed. My son was near a ball player on his team that was coughing profusely...Within a short time, he caught a "cold". Pretty soon all four of the other kids had the same symptoms. Within a short period of time, I suspected they had pertussis, which is a 6 week illness...cold for 2 weeks...cough for 2 week and then cold for 2 weeks. Now, if this theory is correct...my son got some sort of fright or conflict....ok. But then all 4 of the other children in lockstep had some sort of conflict or fright. See, that doesn't seem to make very much sense. The doctor I went to with the kids determined it was pertussis based on the high white blood cell count. She actually worked to help develop the pertussis vaccine, which I obviously am not a fan of. So symptom wise my son was about a week ahead of the other kids and it was all very lockstep throughout. So I just have a hard time believing that they all acquired this through a trauma, so to speak. I still have to do some more thinking and reading on this. The information is given, but I think it is a stretch to think everyone is going to "wake up" in a short time.
...the stupid people of the world will never "wake up"....
...reality is hard to deal with....
The WHO is saying some governments have signed up with them to vaccinate everyone on earth with an mRNA jab..for flu for measles etc etc.
now they tried for many many years to get a licence from the fda..and lets face it..that's not difficult to do..but every time safety check with animals were done all the ferrets died. Now the rule is if twenty percent of animals die you go back to drawing board but no..they got an emergency licence for a virus that didn't exist and killed millions.
In the swine flu vaxx twenty five people died and the vaxx got pulled.
Just like any food is pulled if one person dies
So this is deliberate murder imo...what else can it be?
Intentional murder and intentional illness is all vaccines have ever offered...
It's getting people to see the truth.
Pertussis is caused by a "Territorial Fear" for a male or "Scare-Fright" conflict for a femal. Being scared within or about one's "territory", in your case, obviously the home. The distinguishing aspect of the conflict related to the bronchial muscle tissue is the additional distress of “not being able to escape”, “not being able to act”, feeling “rooted to the ground” (petrified), or “feeling stuck” within one's territory (home). Your children were scared of catching the "virus" from their brother and had no viable way to get away from him living in the same home.
During the healing phase of a resolved scare-fright or territorial fear conflict the bronchial muscles are reconstructed. The paralysis of the bronchial muscles reaches into and through the full first phase of healing.. The Epileptic Crisis presents as coughing fits with bronchial spasm and convulsions, equivalent to a focal seizure. The cough is dry if the conflict program involves only the bronchial muscles. However, often if the conflicts lasts for an extended period of time, say many weeks or months, the biological program runs beyond the bronchial muscles and deeper into the bronchial mucosa which is then diagnosed as either "spastic bronchitis" or "pertussis (whooping cough).
And I do fully agree with both of you. "Everybody" is definitely not going to "wake up". Shaking-off a lifetime of "victim consciousness" brainwashing will be too hard to do for many.
You know...the only problem with your theory is that my kids were 6 months old, 2 years old, 5 years old, 7 and 9. The 7 year old got sick first which just looks like a cold...so no one was afraid of catching a cold..I always treated the kids myself and none of us were ever afraid of illness. It took 2 weeks for the whooping to start and only then we discovered they had pertussis. So your psychological picture just doesn't really wash. All the kids had the typical 2 weeks of a cold, 2 weeks of whooping and 2 weeks of a cold and then they were done. I don't know what to say beyond that. It was the worse time of my life...I should have been the one getting sick.
The 6-month old and 5-year old both take on their feelings/emotions primarily from their mother as well as siblings. If you were concerned they might get sick, they would then take-on your worries. This literally happens all the time, I've personally seen hundreds of examples. But the 9-year old would have had his/her own concerns/worries with much less influence from you.
And a cold is a "stink conflict", not a scare-fright conflict. So I'm quite sure that "it stinks" when two or more of the kids are sick at the same time, right? The scare/worry/concern kicks in around "things getting worse" for the kids, like "the bug is going around". So there are two different conflicts occurring in this situation - stink and scare/worry conflicts.
And as I mentioned, bronchitis/spastic-bronchitis/pertussis/whooping-cough all arise from the same scare/worry conflict, they are just different expressions that depend on the duration and intensity of said conflict. The "cold" aspect is simply the restoration process going on in the bronchial mucosa which always occurs in fluid (mucous), elevated temperature and inflammation so the bacteria can activate and thrive.
Considering no unicorn virus has ever been shown to exist in nature and no scientific experiment has ever been done to show that any bacteria has ever been able to transmit disease from a sick person to a healthy person as carefully outlined in both parts of "the island of misfit viruses", there must be another explanation. And I understand, this is hard to accept after a lifetime of victim consciousness brainwashing.
And yet here we are. The facts are the facts. And you are witness to the apparent "spread" of the disease in this example. So if not a virus/bacteria, could it not be the spread of fear/worry/concern instead?
The doctor who figured all this out says so just as Mary Baker Eddy (Christian Science founder) says so as well, as do numerous spiritual works I have read over the past 20 years. They all agree on the subject of dis-ease causation and none support Pasteur's "the germs of the air" unproven THEORY.
But I understand. This is very hard to accept when first encountered. I certainly didn't accept it for many years after hearing such things. It wasn't until I stumbled into the verifiable science of dis-ease causation that I finally came to realize it was right and that nothing else we've taught made any sense.
Take some time to absorb and contemplate before ruling it out. I put forth to you that our thoughts power our reality, for the good or the bad. This is the great secret being hidden from us by the ruling cabal. They know this is true and will do anything in their power to prevent us from learning it. This is how and why they are seemingly so powerful. They are PROGRAMMING us to feel powerless so that we give all our power away to them. This is the great deception and is over when the GREAT AWAKENING reaches its full head of steam.
But you see I know my attitude toward illness...I am completely at home and comfortable treating almost anything...colds, flu, fever, earache, sore throat, impetigo...whatever...I had remedies for it all. Fever=friend. I am not overwhelmed with illness in anyway, shape or form...I had home births, did not do well baby visits, no vax, and RARE doctor visits. I understand what you are saying but I know what I experienced with this particular illness and I really feel your explanation doesn't fit. I see and agree with a lot of what you are saying but it will require more research and thought on my part.
Very well. That's all you can do. I don't think I've ever explained to this to anybody who accepted it on the first go around. So I totally get it. It takes time.
Can you name any other dis-ease that you have personally had in recent memory? I'll tell you what the "conflict shock" conflict explanation is and then you can think about this as well and see if it fits. This is what convinced me of the veracity of these explanations.
I had strep throat a dozen times as a kid from like ages 6-11. Nobody else ever "caught it", not my siblings, parents, friends nor schoolmates. Just me. And what did I hate as a kid more than anything else? Vegetables!!! My parents forced me to eat them at least once a month and I put up the biggest tantrum and post-dinner, pre-desert ritual by mashing them up, liquifying them, holding my nose and dreading ever second of eating them. The strep would come a few days later like clockwork. Mystery solved. I started eating veggies around age 12 and have never even had a sore throat to this day. And this is what sold me, plus a few more dis-eases I had when I was younger. I haven't been sick in about 20 years however, not even a mild cold.
I had one bout of tonsillitis every year growing up. We had to sit at the table until we ate all our veggies...canned peas were the worst and I was a picky eater...food couldn't touch. As an adult I finally of course ate vegetables more and the tonsillitis is gone but I can't say it's from eating my veggies. Can't say I am sick or sickly but I guess my arthritis is something I have long term.
Yes, he posts those for me.
Why does he not credit you for the posts?
I asked him to leave them anonymous as the messenger is unimportant.
There is definitely a mind-body connection with the overall health of mankind. Many studies have been done about this topic and the literature available is prolific.
In 1936, Dr. Hans Selye published an article in the journal Nature that described how stress induces hormonal changes in the body that over time can lead to many chronic diseases, including ulcers, high blood pressure, arteriosclerosis, arthritis, kidney disease and allergic reactions.
I love this one - Nicholas Cummings, a psychologist who did research at Kaiser Permanente starting in the 1960s, found that he could predict the amount of emotional distress a patient was in by the thickness of his medical chart.
A very good book published in 1938 is "Mind and Disease," by M. P. Leahy. He stresses that the mind is a factor in disease and acts sometimes by virtue of willpower or at other times by virtue of the imagination.
So, why are we not told this? Why do we not consider this? Why are we not smart enough to figure it out ourselves? It's the same old thing. Good health is never discussed. It is never presented. Sickness. That's all we hear about. Take this medication. Take this shot. Way too many people actually enjoy being sick.
...wonderful addendum....
It's often the only attention they get....sad..
Thank you for such an in-depth post.
Here is my contribution: https://odysee.com/@WrongthinkInc:e/The-End-of-Germ-Theorylbryrehosted:4
...message that to me and we will Unleash it later today...
Going against the programming of decades is brave. I appreciate this analysis, very interesting. Definite food for thought, as I do know that beliefs, thoughts, social programming are the primary creators of disease.
God blessed you with an open mind...
...a rarity these days....
I hope the author can explain how appendicitis is a dis-ease of the mind. The only thing I can come up with is that the day I woke up with it I was supposed to be at an all-day business conference that I had no interest in and didn't want to attend. But I'd thought things like that before and never became ill...perhaps, though, all those thoughts had accumulated over time and finally erupted into appendicitis.
The situation taught me something very important, which is that a lot of doctors are fools. It took 5 of them 4 weeks to determine appendicitis was the problem, and this despite the fact that I told the first few of them I thought that's what was going on. If I wasn't so incredibly healthy, at the rate they were going they could have killed me, and one of them had the audacity to tell me I have a weird system. He didn't elaborate, but I think it's because I never fit any of their test parameters (temperature, white count, etc.)
I had an appendicitis also, my side hurt but it was more of an annoyance than anything. After a day or so, went to doctor, he tested my white blood cell count, it was normal. Doc was baffled, he said I feel like you have appendicitis, but the tests don't say that. So I went to get scanned with dye, and yup that's what I had. Told me to go to the emergency room so I could get the surgery done right away. Well because of the scamdemic there were no rooms available for people without cvd19, being I wasn't in real bad pain they put surgery off till morning. So I staid the whole freaking night in the ER room with IV fluids with meds. Fun having to ask nurses to constantly unhook my IV every time I had to walk down the hall to use the bathroom because of all the fluids pumping into me, mind you holding my damn gown around me so I didn't flash people. And can you believe as if it wasn't uncomfortable enough on that hard ER bed, they had absolutely no pillows for me to use. Sleepless night to first thing in morning getting surgery. Guess where they had to put me to recover? In a wing of the hospital that had babies/children in because of it probably being the only area open to people without cvd19. And at that time, my husband couldn't be with me at any point on entering the ER to picking me up in front of hospital when I could go home.
I knew a woman who a few months after my ordeal went to the ER for pain in her right side, which she suspected was appendicitis. She didn't fit any of the test parameters either, and the doctors were about ready to dismiss her, but she had my history and told the doctors about it. Fortunately they decided to listen to her and promptly removed her appendix.
I read appendicitis diagnosis was usually wrong and it was constipation.
The mere fact of the word dis ease ..your mind is not at ease ...shows that when the mind is calm so is the body.
I think I know the difference between constipation, which I've rarely had, and an excruciating pain in my right side where the appendix was. After it was out, no more pain, no more fever and I got back to being my normal self.
I am only quoting a medical opinion here...I know what you are saying though...
I am only quoting a medical opinion here...I know what you are saying though...
Hi Taffy,
All the various dis-eases people suffer are not "of the mind", as in you are just mistakenly believing something is wrong with your body. The dis-ease process STARTS IN THE MIND when an unexpected situation happens to you that you're not able to quickly resolve. Your psyche does its best to interpret your FIGURATIVE thoughts into a LITERAL way to help you resolve your conflict. Typically you don't notice any dis-ease or symptoms during this entire period as the tissue/organ that is being temporarily adjusted by your psyche is actually functioning better and more optimally then normal. And when you finally do resolve your conflict the psyche then reverses the temporary tissue adaptation and this is when the improperly named "dis-ease" starts and symptoms begin.
An appendicitis is a double-conflict situation with the kidney water retention biological program that was causual in exacerbating the appendix healing phase. The initial conflict is known as an "Indigestible Situation/Event Conflict", specifically something you feel that is "Ugly or Dirty" situation/event when it reaches into the colon. It would have been something that you "had to swallow and digest", so to speak, but you could not fully "let it go" and "get rid of it". Your conflict would have started, presuming the business conference was the culprit, when you first learned you had to go to the conference. You first resolved the conflict when you arrived at the conference as "what was done, was done" so to speak. In other words, you no longer had to worry or think about it now as you were finally there.
You likely would have had a tiny "tumor" in your colon which is the tissue adaptation your psyche would have run during your conflict in order to help you "RELEASE" your FIGURATIVE "I can't get rid of this situation" conflict. Your psyche interprets this as you having an inability to "release the morsel/event" and thus your colon would have had improved function in order to breakdown this "stuck morsel/event/situation". And have no fear, everybody gets "tumors" all the time for a wide variety of different types of conflicts. The normal resolution of these "tumors" is SPONTANEOUS REMISSION as the psyche simply recruits bacteria to remove the temporary excess "cancer cell" tissue. The reason some "tumors" become problematic is due to a person holding onto a life situation conflict for extremely lengthy periods of time, as in many months and years.
Had your doctors understood all of this, you never would have progressed to having an appendicitis. You would have had some mild pain and discomfort in your lower abdomen/upper colon region for a few weeks and potentially some blood in your feces as these would be the normal and expected results of the breakdown of the excess colon tissue being removed by bacteria.
An actual appendicitis arises from the second conflict added to the now resolved and healing first conflict. In this case, as mentioned above, you had an "abandonment or existence conflict" that very well could have been initiated by the failure of your doctors to properly diagnose your situation. You felt, "abandoned" by them, let down, unsupported, unassisted. This conflict activated the psyche to perform the kidney "water retention" biological program, as mentioned above regarding the shift from bronchitis to pneumonia. The excess water retention affected the active healing phase you were in regarding your indigestible situation/event conflict causing it to inflame and retain excess water to the point of bursting. This double-conflict situation, the first in the healing/restoration phase and the second in the conflict-active phase is the causal factor of an appendicitis and demonstrates how the kidney water retention biological program can often have a fatal outcome just like the example above of the bronchitis turning to pneumonia.
I hope this explanation helps you better understand and let me know if you have any other questions.
Thank you for your interest and the time you spent typing all this.
To clarify: I felt bad enough that I didn't go to the conference, so that was the end of that conflict. I've never had a regular doctor, and have only ever seen doctors for emergencies (a cat bite that got infected, the appendicitis incident and a finger tuft fracture). The excruciating pain in the area of the appendix occurred on the very first day, at which point I went to an ER, and that's when the round of doctors began. Aside from daily fevers (mostly at night) and feeling worn out, I did fairly well, though I was not able to work and I had to hire someone to help take care of the horses. The anesthesiologist told me I was one who likely would have survived the appendicitis without surgery as it was technically only a rupture and that the infection would likely have eventually erupted through my abdomen wall and drained itself, though it would probably have taken months.
RE: It would have been something that you "had to swallow and digest", so to speak, but you could not fully "let it go" and "get rid of it". I had a lot of this as a kid as a result of my parents' behavior, and their behavior continued even once I was an adult. I didn't manage to eliminate those feelings until several years later, after I stopped interacting with my parents and two sisters. While there wasn't any of this type of thing immediately preceding the appendicitis, there was certainly enough of it accumulated from the past that the appendicitis might have been related to that. I should also note that the place I worked had begun to feel problematic (things hard to swallow and digest), and I resigned a year later. Perhaps I'd just had a 'belly full' (my abdomen was distended during the appendicitis) of accepting and dealing with things that didn't feel fair and just.
I only offer all of this in case it helps you to explain the situation in a way that more accurately reflects what actually happened, but please don't feel obligated to do so.
Okay. So the sequence of conflicts could have happened prior to, and/or entirely independent of this business conference situation. I was just using that situation in an attempt to explain your symptoms. Of course it could have been anything else in your life that you were forced to "swallow and digest" but could not fully eliminate/release/accept. Had you been unable to "swallow" the situation, you would have had problems in your throat or esophagus. Had you been forced to swallow it but could not digest it, the problems would have been in your stomach or abdominal region, which is typically where "anger" conflicts register. See how this works? Remember, your psyche interprets your FIGURATIVE thoughts LITERALLY.
Your appendecitis would not have been the result of years of difficulties with your parents and siblings. You would have had symptoms long before if this were the case. But your situation with your prior job would be a much more likely candidate.
The best way to trace these back is to look at how long you had symptoms from start to finish. Typically this period matches the period when your conflict started. So if you had 2 months of symptoms roughly, look back to what happened to you 4 months before your dis-ease went away. As the amount of time in the restoration/healing is directly correlated to the amount of time your psyche was altering your tissue when you were actively entertaining your "can't stomach/digest/eliminate" conflict.
And keep in mind, the trigger of your conflict could be any number of things you might not readily think were the cause. Here's the key to understanding this, that can't be stated often enough. The "Conflict shock" is an UNEXPECTED, ACUTE, and ISOLATING moment or event in your life. All three of these are the identifiers of it. Thus, accumulated work of family problems don't fit the parameters. Your situation was caused by something that caught you off guard and that you didn't see coming your way.
Perhaps key to you working this out is that at some point in this situation you definitely felt like your EXISTENCE was threatened, or you felt ABANDONED by somebody or something, or life in general, etc. Maybe you felt you might not be able to make as much money if you quit your job or something similar like this? This is a classic "existence conflict" scenario as you may have felt your existence was now threatened due to lack of adequate funds. This was the second conflict that, again, was UNEXPECTED.
Anyway, only you can figure this out. All I can do is point you in the right direction to help you uncover the culprits. If you can't do it intellectually/mentally, ask the question to God/higher-self/Spirit, whatever you believe, and then spend a few days or weeks resting in silence, in your heart-space and the answer will eventually bubble up for you and you'll see it clearly.
Make sense?
Yes. Thank you for the additional assistance. I'll work on it.