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I've struggled with mental illness since my early 20s. I'm now 33. When lockdowns started in 2020, I was sent over the edge and had a break with reality. The thoughts I was having were WILD. I was certain civil war was brewing between red and blue. I thought I was being sex trafficked and recorded without my knowledge. It got as bad as me thinking I was going to birth both Jesus and the devil. The following months after hospitalizations were very hard to pick up the pieces when the world is still going to shit. There was so much hopium on this site at the time, it felt (and still feels) like a hopeful place populated by kind and extremely smart people here kept me inspired that the world can be helped.
Anyone else here have a literal break from reality during their great awakening? Think I'm a whimp?
Edit: thank you so much, frens
No lol you aren't a whimp. You're psychologically attuned to chaos. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, you have the gift of being sensitive to vibrational frequencies, but it may be that your mind is interpreting them in a confusing manner. That's typical to be honest, and takes time to work through. Chaos isn't evil, it's just a state of disorder. Evil needs order to function, that's why I've said many times that the greatest enemy of evil is not good, but chaos. I hope you are doing well and message me any time if you need someone to talk to that you may think others may not understand.
What's transpired with others within these past years for others already happened to me after 9/11 (I was twelve then). So for me, it's not so much of a full body and spirit transformation as it is an attenuation to a much more chaotic realm that others perceive, whereas I don't, since I predicted at some point it would have to happen. I didnt know how it would, but to keep in balance, it was inevitable. I just wish we could have done this without so many casualties, but that's how unwilling some were to understand that we can't live in a binary system of beliefs.
That is so kind of you :)
I struggle too. I'm not without flaws. Life is hell right now, I totally understand. But you can only control you. Do what you can to help others, but understand that you can only do so much. Reaching an equilibrium after reality is shattered is hard to do, and though I struggle with it myself, I know it can be done
And now you've got pedes all over praying for you too, so there's that. 😊
It seems I cannot message you. No idea why
Just breathe, fren.
I’ve suffered with mental illness most of my life. The one treatment that has actually helped is ketamine infusions for depression. Right now they’re not covered by insurance, so it could be costly depending on what area you live in. If you want further information, DM me. I have all manner of information, and it’s the one thing that’s changed my life completely. The last three years I’ve been able to function, get up, and even go to a pet sitting job. I’m so grateful to the Lord for this new treatment, and I’m hoping it will help you as well.
No, you’re not a wimp, no, you’re not crazy, you’re dealing with the realities of life. And sometimes when you see everything all at once, it can be so overwhelming. The rest of the world is asleep, if they weren’t… They’d all be in mental institutions as well. I think that’s the thing People are worried about. Once they do wake up, we need to be there for them so they don’t end up in institutions and brainwashed again. God bless you, keep your eyes on Jesus Christ, and I hope he is your Lord and Savior. This is a huge change besides the ketamine. Without Christ I would be lost. My hope and prayers are with you.
So true! However, this month when I go to get my treatment, a portion of it will be covered by my insurance. This is after three years of paying cash. I am grateful!
Also, I recently spoke with my psychologist, and he went to a meeting for mental doctors, and they were discussing clinicians walking people through their ketamine treatments. They say that there’s going to be more people using this treatment, and a need for clinicians to walk people through their treatments.
I’ve been doing it for so long now, I don’t need any assistance. Well, I never did, I did acid in the 80s. I was prepared for the experience lol. But I guess some people do find it terrifying, and it would be helpful to have somebody there with them. The location I go to, refer to me as the OG of ketamine treatments! I’m a real success story for them, and that helps him want to continue what they’re doing.
It’s not just the ketamine, though, you have to continue taking your other medication, going to your psychologist appointments. In addition, the big change in my life is returning to my walk in Christ. That’s been the key to everything. Some people show up thinking the ketamine is going to solve all the problems and it doesn’t. There’s so much involved in, finally getting over that hump, and getting your life back after suffering from severe depression.
However; from personal experience… If somebody does not have Jesus Christ in their heart, I would not recommend the ketamine. There’s too much risk for the evil one to come in when you’re in that much of an Altar’d State. But that’s just my personal opinion not a clinical one.
Absolutely not. Don’t be so hard on yourself. We all have a breaking point, but friends help put the pieces back together. Stay strong🙏🏻🇺🇸
You most certainly were not the only one... A lot of people, myself included, got weirdly into all these pseudo-religious / spiritual telegram groups and it's as if there was insanity in the air. Don't even wanna go into what I thought but I went down some weird gematria rabbit whole thinking it was some form of hidden code lol.