Didn’t cheat on her, commit dv or anything like that but I messed up pretty bad and my engagement is on the rocks now. I am so upset with myself that I haven’t ate in two days and it’s one of those things where my words don’t matter at the moment so I just feel powerless because nothing in the immediate will fix it. Only time and action will help it. I have made a plan of action I just hope she gives me the chance so I can weather this storm.
I don’t want to go into the details here but if you could pray for me I would appreciate it.
I think this comment is really good. Maybe it's also important to understand why you took the action you did which hurt her and seek to address the cause or the point at which you two may have started to diverge from a healthy relationship and why.
Yes, excellent advice. Introspection would be good.