I was seeing Dr. Michael Gerber for years. He was the head of the homeopathic board in Nevada for years. Did a lot of detox - all kinds of techniques and modalities. It actually heightened my sensitivities. Even Gerber was stumped. Other than the occasional ozone therapy and some IV vitamin and Meyers cocktail treatments I received for various ailments, I can't say the experience left me with anything other than an empty wallet. Although it was fun playing stump the doctor when I went in. I always brought him something he was not aware of and I knew he would look it up as soon as I left. He has always been really good about that - never being close minded and in a box. His son has been following in his footsteps but I have not seen him for some time. I am not made of money.

Almost everything has the opposite effect of what is expected. I am a weird one for sure. Some of my stuff has made it into the literature as case studies - allopathic as well as alternative. I was told by one of the best acupuncturists in the country that at this point in my life, trying to adjust what is innate in my being in order for me to function in this world is a hit and miss. He basically told me to do what helps, but understand that it is a moving target and that some things could actually make me worse. He was the only provider honest enough to admit I was an unusual case and didn't fit the normal molds. This was after confounding 3 other acupuncturists in the practice. Coming from him, I had no reason to doubt - he is that good. He is almost impossible to get for an appointment now. He is in the book writing and teaching phase of his career.

DoTerra branched off from Young Living. Many of their methods and suppliers are the same. These are the only two EO makers I will mess with. Thanks for the information though. I have studied the subject on a more biochemical basis. Getting into the vibrational energy of the oils and tapping into those forces is not something I dug into much. On my bucket list for sure.

At this point after years of seeking answers and spending a small fortune, I have decided to just roll with the flow. My life is my life, such as it is. The Almighty placed me in this garment and he had his reasons for making it the way he did. So who am I to argue. Rather than trying to change it, the test and challenge is to learn the lessons that I am supposed to carry to the next life - the real goal. This existence is not the sum total of our reality, but is only the proofing ground. We are to be reflections of his light and love to the world in spite of the obstacles put in our way by him. I think sometimes we can exhaust ourselves fighting against the very one trying to help us. Revelation repeats the phrase... "to him who overcomes." What are we to overcome? This life. I desire to have the attitude of Paul, learning to be content in all things - whether abased or whether abounding. I also desire to be like Aaron - the peacemaker. I think both are worthy of endeavor.

Much love and light fren. God bless you.