💯 this.

I had ingrained trauma from my birth (cesarean). For the longest time I always felt like I was going to “get ripped from my bed” and had to sleep with a nightlight and looking towards the door. Even into adulthood I had this feeling even though it had never happened. I read a book called Feelings Buried Alive Never Die and the author described how things from early childhood and even our births can affect us as we get older. As I looked back at my own birth, I realized my feelings were actually valid because I had truly been “ripped” from my first bed. Once I understood that, I instantly had the feeling lifted from my spirit. It was 5-6 years ago that I read that book and I now sleep in total darkness and can have my back to the door. It still trips me out to this day and as I approach my due date with my first child, I’m going to do everything in my power to give her a peaceful birth into this world.

I don't understand why anyone would downvote your comment!!! It is so true. My heart still breaks for my son (he's 25 now), the night I brought him home he cried and cried from the pain. I wish I'd known more then.

I took a biology class in high school that was focused on “”health care”. It involved monthly field trips to the hospital. The first procedure the hospital staff brought me to see was multiple circulations of babies.

Safe to say I dropped that class a week later. Horrific.

God started the Jews young.