It's hard sometimes brother. The void left behind and projected future eliminated hurts to the core. It's literally like being shattered. Sorry you're in pain.

Yes, family you're born into are hit or miss. I've got closer "family" I've picked up along the way than I was born into. Some are real shit... especially when money is involved. Not even in the ground yet, looking for "their cut". Bastards.

The fact of the matter is, you're here right now with the rest of us - doing what we can in the war against good and evil. Yes, we're all "anons", but the fact if the matter is, we're all linked together in spirit, fighting on the same team. It's real.

WWG1WGA - towards God. There's no other place to go. Glad you're with us on the team.