I just wanted to start this by thanking everyone for the incredible support you offered me when I made my post 3 weeks ago. I'll include an update on where I am and what is going on, but this post is primarily going to be a cry for help. If you don't care about the details, skip down - I'll leave an ampersand on its on line where I make my request.
I am still in Georgia. I've purchased and exchanged plane tickets twice but keep getting delayed in my return to Arizona by logistical concerns. I hope to return next week to my brother's house. I realize now I made a severe fauc pas by using his name, even just his first name in my post. As he is deceased (I still can't bring myself to type those words without tearful hesitation), I understand that it no longer matters in his case. But this is not a mistake I will make again. I'm still learning, and having a very hard time wrapping my mind around the stakes.
A number of you offered one to one conversation with me and I ignored pretty much everyone. That is a flaw in my part. After some soul searching I think my problem is that I do not feel deserving of any recognition whatsoever after the way I treated my brother and the forgiving kindness he offered me in return. I feel physically ill. You'll have to be patient with me.
My brother's lawyer accepted a dollar from me. He's my lawyer now, prospectively. So he's helping me arrange the Arizona estate. I'm sure the bill ultimately won't be cheap but I have discovered about $30k my brother left to me as part of the estate, so fees will be covered after the fact. I have been applying for jobs in the area on the off chance I might be able to afford to keep the house.
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I took 3 books from my brother's house to read and haven't had the chance to do more than skim them. They are 'An Invitation to The Great Awakening, by WWGIWGA,' 'Revolution Q, by Neon Revolt,' and 'Q and The Anons, by An Anon.'
My first request is this: Are these worth reading? Revolution Q is extremely dense and the book itself is heavy. These were the only books I found that seemed to be on exactly this subject but I have reason to believe he had more in the barn, which are now lost. I did not find a manifest or title list in the house but still have more searching to do.
My second request: I am overwhelmed with information. Every rabbit trail seems to go through endless analysis and it's making it hard for me, this late in the game I suppose, to develop a clear picture of how to know what is and is not real. Has anyone attempted to develop a Q wiki or information site? What resources can I use to catch myself up to speed, and what resources should I avoid?
It seems that good, informational resources and negligent disinformational resources need some sort of unified disclaimer post somewhere as guideposts to lead people to the right place and intentionally avoid the wrong places. But there are so many places... is there a list of Q-related books, podcasts, films and documentaries, thinkers, etc?
Oh yeah, last request. Am I a "Qanon'er" or an "Anon" or what? I am not sure what I am doing, and not sure what to call myself. Is there a guide to the vernacular?
P.S. I originally posted this without this part, but going over some of the comments I received I remembered to address something by request: several of you asked me if I would consider writing. There were a few mediums suggested. I owe you at least an answer to that: yes, I absolutely will. 100%. I owe you more than just a commitment though so it may take some time to prepare myself to give you something worthwhile. This may finally be where I use my philosophy degree for something potent and important.
So sorry to hear about your loss. Your brother has achieved the most important task all Anons have. To wake another person up. He would have been incredibly proud of you.
My brother was the same as you, and he has slowly been waking up. So I know exactly how your brother would be feeling, watching you from where he is right now.
First things first. Take a deep breath. A few more if necessary.
Tell yourself it OKAY. Its okay that you feel overwhelmed by information. Its okay that you werent able to understand your brother when he was alive. Its okay that you woke up at this point in time - and its never too late.
Its okay if you feel like you dont know anything and you want to know everything.
Knowing that most of what you have been taught is false and there is so much you don't know - that is the MOST important thing, and you are already there.
Most of us would never know more than 1% of the full truth all our lives even if we spent every single day trying to learn new things and diving down new rabbit holes. And thats okay.
You have so many places to start. Pick the area that burns you the most. Vaccines? Science in general? Pedo blackmailers? History ? Clintons? Haiti? Saudis? JFK? Gold and Silver? Bible? Q Proofs? It does not matter what it is, whatever you feel calls you most urgently, start digging into that. You dont have to go too deep before you feel like changing to another topic.
Each day, learn what makes you feel happy to learn that day, and if you dont feel like anything, just dont do anything. Take a break.
Eventually, you will learn that everything leads to the same place. Everything is based in one thing - Satanism. The idea that Humans can become God by helping Satan overthrow the God, and in the process destroy any humans who dont believe in this. That is the essense of that we call Evil, and that which has been conspiring to destroy us for over 6 millenia.
When you have a free time, you can start listening to Bill Cooper's mystery babylon series - he is probably the only person I have come across who has researched into Satanism (he calls is Mystery Babylon) and how it connects to every secret society that has plagued mankind.
His style is very pleasant, very gripping, and he has done so much meticulous research with every topic he talks about.
I would also encourage you to just read the first 80 Q posts, starting here: https://qagg.news/ (press sort, so you can start with drop 0). Keep reading even if it doesnt make sense. By the time you reach 80, it will click to you just like it clicked to the Anons in those days. When you have time, you can continue reading the whole drops as you please.
You can also read some of the Q Proofs just to get a feel for the kind of proofs that got skeptical anons who did not believe anything anyone said, to realise Q was the real deal.
As BB said, Recognizing it is okay to have been woken up now is a vital key to waking up.
Every single person on this board has been, still is, and will continue to be deceived somehow at some point. There is so much information & disinformation out there that you will realize that God is the only one who knows the full truth & we are simply doing our best to learn ourselves.
Be willing to be wrong & accept new information that might change your paradigm, also be willing to accept new data/info with a heavy dose of skepticism to prevent being blow whichever way the fake new/narratives blow. There will come a point where it is mathematically impossible (incredibly low odds) that a certain viewpoint could still be correct. I certainly hold personal beliefs that many of this board simply cannot accept & have been told multiple times how I must not be looking at the data correctly, though I also see that those that are trying to swing me to their views simply refuse to even consider the counter data I provide when their deeply held beliefs might be shattered. Ultimately God is happy you want to wake up & be more informed, drawing closer to him as you gain more & more logical thinking along with discernment.
Glad to have you here with us u/AndersonAnon & I am confident your brother is excited that you are finally awake enough to sincerely ask questions & seek answers that require your own critical thoughts.