I don't know what to do anymore. I have been unemployed for six months. I have applied for hundreds of jobs and I start a part time minimum wage job soon. So I cashed out my 401k to get a car to get to said job, but that broke down 3 days later.
My family thinks I am lazy so they don't want to give me rides anymore. I tried to walk to get groceries but that's exhausting, I have four young kids we need a lot of stuff.
I built my dream home on the family farm so I have almost no bills. But I don't know what to do. I just feel hopeless. If I move to a job I would have to pay thousands more a month for rent but I am broke. My husband is deeply depressed so he definitely can't help with anything. My family wants me to kick him out and marry a rich guy but that seems like a terribly immortal thing to do.
I've always believed that when God closes a door he opens a window but I can't find a way out of this.
You need to get your husband moving. Pray for him, encourage him, but also draw lines. He is the provider for the family, and if he’s not doing that then he is failing in his main obligation.
If there's no work there's no work. What's he supposed to do?
Create your own jobs.
There are signs on every store and restaurant that they are hiring.
Silly, silly you could literally sign up for door dash in 5 minutes and start delivering immediately. Thats just a single example. There are hundreds of opportunities for someone who actually wants to work.