The repercussions or effects of the assassination has already reached a scale i wasnt anticipating, not that its surprising. Just perfoundly disapointed in the sense that there are way more liberals in my circle than I had anticipated, it has made life very complicated in a very short period of time. For my area(WA) it is aproximately as complicated as covid was if not more so. My facebook which i use for my racing/car hobbies has devolved disgustinly at a rate i couldnt have predicted. People i looked up to, respected. Work even more so. The delicate ballance of my life, for all the activities im involved in has become a nightmare i wasnt prepared for, ive skirted along all this time in my networking (friends and jobs) by keeping my mouth shut politically as im a bit of an empath, i try not to hate anyone. I try to empesize the point of view of the brainwashed, seed alternatives. but hearing the left draw lines in the sand i fear i cannot contain my mind and mouth any further. My job, my hobbies, my house are all subject to be washed away. Part of me doesnt care. But the tension and stress is real and i feel it. Been a hard year.
Love all of you, i know we all going though hardship. God bless and Wwg1wga. Also sorry for bitchin, not much else but family and faith holding my life together. May we all see a brighter future. For our children.
Please, God, help our brother with the strength to endure and find peace in the sure knowledge that your beloved Son is the way through the chaos of this world.
I thank you brother, for your prayers, but I insist you pray not for me but for us all. For many endure hardships. Wwg1wga. Bless you and your family.
I am a sister, and I shall. And it's OK to need a prayer. I have and have felt that power and peace.
Apologies sister. I will join you.
It's easy to be moral sitting alone on top of a mountain , much harder in the mud with the masses of swine. But the hardest challenges are given to those who like the challenge.
Maybe your focus is slightly off target:
"Neither shall men say, Lo here, or lo there: for behold, the kingdom of God is within you." -- Luke 17: 21
O'Keefe said Charlie Kirk asked him "Do you love yourself ?"
Fren, Life in Washington state is very hard for non-libtards. Breaks my heart how it is there, since I wanted to go there to be with family (Conservatives) for decades and now there is just no way. I FEAR the state, it is twisted!!
I don't think you really want everything you have to go into the crapper because of words that come out of your mouth. If you want to stay in WA, continue to bite your tongue.
What is your actual alternative? Pull up roots and go somewhere else, even just over to Idaho, you would have more peace. You feel as stuck, as I feel, trapped where I am because of family I would uproot if I leave. It makes one wonder, doesn't it... what is life for, are we REALLY supposed to tough it out in shit environments in order to not rock the boat? Or does our happiness, matter too? If you were really ready to make that decision, you would make it... I have learned though, that if a decision just cannot be found, then it is not time to make it, too much information is lacking. Just don't feel like the lone ranger.... feeling as attacked and despondent as you do, is being felt by many, many patriots at this time. Ask Jesus for peace of mind to get through it. This is a rocky road we are on.
Idk why all of a sudden I got this verse after reading your post.. so I will share it here
Matthew 5:14-16 King James Version
14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.
15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Thank you for the verse. God bless you and your family.
God bless you too Norseman. May the Lord guide and keep you always, lending you courage and strength in the storm.
Thank you again, may he guide us all as we weather this storm and rain together so that we may see flowers and peace after.
Amen, Fren!
I am praying for you. Sincerely. I am so sorry you feel isolated and alone. They can’t understand or won’t understand and they may be lashing out in a form of defensiveness. Perhaps as a way of acting strong in their own fear. My time today in liberal sites clearly shows a prepare they are going to attack us for this narrative. You absolutely don’t deserve this just because you have a different opinion on politics. You don’t deserve to fear loss of lively hood and family and friends because you have your own opinion. I am sorry fren truly. Being surrounded by those who think you are the enemy is hard and stressful. Is relocating at all a possibility? That sucks but may at least bring some comfort. Document everything at work just in case and try and remain a voice of reason even to those who don’t deserve it. It is likely someone around you will come out of the conservative closet at some point and you may discover you have strengthened someone
I have already fought battles at work, while I gained respect by some, I am now watched. I challenged covid draconian policies at my casino. I documented everything hoping to one day strike. They attempted to segregate Vax and unvaxxed. They own local medical facilities that relayed medical information without consent, made lists taped to all department walls. Required Vax certification from their own facilities only. Tried to make unvax wear masks while vaxed did not. Cororcion, threat of firing. The tribe teamed up with WHO, brought in speakers who insulted my family when I asked questions. I sent them laws they had broken, and when hr couldn't counter me they insulted. So I called em all communist pigs. That opened up all hell but I won. Now I exist on eggshells as im watched, their finger ready to fire.
Oh I am sorry. Can you address this at the Elders meeting? Not sure if that is an option in your tribe or the fall out if you do. So much has changed. I know some tribes still treat Elders meetings where every person gets a voice and ramifications for speaking your truth is not allowed well not openly anyway people still gonna people. Again I am sorry fren. That is an incredibly difficult position. You will likely never know those you helped by stopping runaway egos and authoritarian policies but for what it’s worth I am very proud to know you. It’s almost easier to stand up to those you don’t know than those you do. Especially in. A complicated web like tribal politics can be
Thank you, but allow me to clarify. I am not tribal myself, I am of Norse descent, I just work for the tribe. Many are friends. The tribe council is currupt to the core, WA tribes have quite the history. The council has eaten its own. This tribe has bought the local police, and employs the man that sought my undoing, who also trains the local police and acts as tribal enforcement. The SS memeber i mentioned. Quite a web. I know what I did was right, as many without voice thanked me personally in private and I got things to change but not by much. I speak out again and I will be axed by HR. This is the only place in my skills that pays enough to hold off my creeping morgage. Barely. Hence my hesitations. But I grow tired. But I know I'm not alone, we all have our battles.
Ahh. I see. Unfortunately Tribal corruption is far too rampant and too cancerous to do anything other than destroy the tribe. Glad to know you have friends and family and you’re not isolated. I imagined a very different scenario. Concern about providing is not something to be dismissed though for sure. Rock of Reality meet Hard Place of Integrity and just a guy caught between two big forces trying to provide. Not easy at all
Additionally how can we support you? How can we help? That feeling of being watched and in eggshells is crazy making and I hope you can draw strength and comfort from outside if you have none inside your circle hugs
You are too kind, this place, this site gives me strength. I'm here everyday, though I mostly lurk. I'd have lost my mind to internal screams long ago of it wasn't for anons and the many sites we have been chased from. From 4 Chan to Voat and now here at GAW. I know I'm in the right place. Just do what you do and pray for us all brother. I love you. Wwg1wga.
Back at you and same exactly. We are different breed us anons and without others I think I too would have been a hugging myself in a pillow room from the stress. Holdfast and praying for you. Men of integrity need as much prayer as possible in this current world
Feeling you, bro. I never knew Charlie was so internationally known and loved until i started seeing the posts here from around the world. A lot of people are feeling what you feel. Can you move? Is your mental health worth it? Look now, tonight, at other options for living. Even a different location within Washington might work. If not, start making a plan to get out of state and do it. Good luck.
Our family has spoken about moving, but unfortunately the complications of risk out weigh the potential gain. This is my home. It wasn't always like this. I cannot sell my house as it's co owned. My ex, Co owner, betrayed me and pulled a gun on me years ago during covid after I confronted her adultery. With a secret service member 20 years her senior no less. She is unwilling to cooperate signing for a sale. Police here are curropt. Trained by the very man. Washington favors females. Court will bankrupt me. Best lawyer around won't even try. So I work to pay for a place I'm never at and hate as morgage increases. Complications. Otherwise I'd leave. Start again, bring my remaining family. Texas perhapse. There's no easy answer.
I'm sorry to hear that, but I understand. I sincerely hope your situation changes and becomes more tenable soon.
God has a way. My experience has shown me that the darkest nights are followed by a bright new day. This too shall pass and you will find laughter and joy again in your life. And for now, while the pain is present, I'll add my prayers for you.
Yes, this! I was just thinking today that those of us Behind Enemy Lines need a post to check in and share resources. There should be some more conservative racing and car groups...maybe a long drive for you but perhaps worth it for the sake of sanity.
You are most correct, most our racing guys are conservative. But I work/volunteer at the last track in our area. They are all liberals apparently. Our racing scene is dying and we were holding it up with a minimal team. But tensions are already ripping up what remains, and it's just starting. A long drive is what it might take to proceede, but not all will make it. We are already wrought with loss as deaths among our legends have shattered attendace and will.
I hear you. So many people in my community died from the clot shots or the hospital visits. A lot of them Christians, but they feared the covid lies and trusted their doctors.
Its an unfortunate truth I'm sure many of us all bare. I pray for us all. Bless you for your understanding.
Being an empath in and of itself is a lonely existence. Treading through their feels and deciding how to address it all is exhausting under normal circumstances. I always have to remember prayer/ God first and foremost, but also that the emotions of others, and indeed of ourselves, are largely trained in by our upbringing and surroundings. At the heart of it, stripping the layers away, even the most broken and nasty are inside just human. I believe all including they are in need of much spiritual nurturing, not only from above but from peers. I challenge you to find a way to clear your mind and heart, find forgiveness, and remember the truth. The most important truth. God is love. In these most trying times of our existence, at the end of the day, the love must win. God bless you in your path.
I feel and thank you for your kind words, it's loving those that now accost me that brings me the most pain. I know not how to deal with. Times be hard. I want us all to succeed and be at peace. Family and faith.
I can tell you what I do, it will prob sound foofoo but oh well, it helps me, my path isn't so different from yours. An empath ingests others' emotions just as one drinks water or breathes air. My trick is to take time for conscious breathing. Inhale deep and long and make the breath like you're swallowing a piece of God. All love, mercy, peace. As you exhale do it more quickly, as if you're forcefully shitting out bad, evil, pain, hurt, resentment, etc all negatives. You don't need a yoga mat, do it in the car or at the store or at work and especially when surrounded by alot of ppl.
In God, out evil.
And consciously touch all things with love. If you can't touch with love, don't touch. Literally include yourself in that rule. It ain't perfect but as an empath you might understand the deeper meaning of "we are what we eat." God bless.