I had a dream about Hillary eating a child! It was right after I listened to the police officer talking about her sacrificing a child and eating her pineal gland and looking into pizzagate deeply. I feel like it was a confirmation it was true. I was horrified and deeply disturbed for days.
I cannot afford to buy less tainted food as I just spent a lot on groceries this week that may contain this shit so now I am stuck eating babies I guess. Can eating cells cause kuru? I figured it was only caused by eating raw humans, not cells.. but still yuck! I choose to shop for junk and snacks because it’s apocalypse food and affordable. They’ve raised the roof on healthy food! Hmmm! Wonder why.. unfortunately some people will not have a choice but to buy this shit. Makes me so mad how expensive “healthy” food is.
At the very least I can speed walk. It’s so hard to not want to give up every day. But I am trying. I believe God has got my back. But he’s waiting on me to catch up to my own pace before he can show me the way further.
Yeah it sucks but I will suck it up and do it for my partner. I can’t keep having him drag me to the finish line because I am lazy and not caring about life anymore because of the insane state it is in. Being awake has done so much to me. Like when can we demand our money from the government? When can we rise up and take back power? It’s fucking insane what’s going on.
Man I feel embarrassed now laying all this out to bare to internet strangers… I’m probably going to delete my post now because I feel embarrassed about my struggles in life it’s not anyone’s fault but mine and I shouldn’t bitch and cry about it because others have it worse. I’m just sick of the choices the system gives you. Flipping is not apart of the system. They actually despise people who are not dependent on their money system or workforce.
I’m thinking maybe 500-1500$ a month will do it. I’ve seen people flip full time and I understand it’s a lot of work just like a regular job. But thanks to my dad passing the skills down to me, I feel like I can make it as a flipper. If I can’t, oh well, I will suck it up and find something I can enjoy. But the thing is.. I enjoy flipping way too much compared to a regular job. So I am just torn.
I am hopeful something will come my way that will motivate me to keep going. I’m stuck in this mindset for some reason rn that’s like well the world is ending or at the very least, cracking at the seams, should I even worry about money, bills, taxes, finding a place, etc? It’s a very anxiety driven mindset. Overthinking too. I find it hard to not fall back and give in. And he’s doing better. But I would’ve been livid if they killed my father. Because THEY released it.
I notice she’s always wearing the cry for help color yellow and covered with Sex Kitten programming with Cheetah print, over-sexualized racy pics and then some normal stuff but she also posted a cake she made and it was in the shape of a heart with a really small heart in the middle. Pedo comms?