I'm in an odd situation right now. Almost so sad I don't want to admit but I have to. I have missed a very rare opportunity to bond with my estranged brother who I was hoping to redpill. All because of a scheduling mixup with my workplace we didn't think ahead on travel arrangements and I have been left behind until tomorrow when my other family member is going. Had I thought to just go along with them we could be catching up in the car for hours while he's jetlagged, along with my mom, who is on my side. I can't believe what I missed.
And here I am at home tonight. No one else is home. All my friends are asleep. Bored out of my mind.
If anyone wants to chat I'll be up late.
Listen Most of us are in the same situation we can’t get friends to engage or family They have been hit w that Stockholm syndrome. It sucks I just want people I care about to engage in the truth !!!!
Which is exactly why I am thankful for this website So that I feel like I belong ! Thanks to all that believe in the the great awakening! Cause it’s all we got !!!
Let’s do this !
I’m alone working on a remote mine site, night shift. My parents called me a crazy conspiracy theorist 18 months ago and walked out, never saw them again begged them not to take the poison but they are now triple jabbed and dying of bladder and prostate cancer. Wife jabbed herself a month ago and left me. But I’m on telegram with a local group of patriots and I’ve joined Australian One Party local group so I will make new friends when I return and I will rebuild my life in 2022. I’m not dead yet. There are adventures ahead.
My family is scattered, not having a Christmas celebration at all. A big change after hosting all the holidays for my 5 children for years. My 21 year old son works Christmas day and I will be alone, not doing anything. But for Christmas Eve I picked up KFC (a christmas tradition in Japan at least) which we enjoyed at 11 pm and have spent the last few hours discussing the bible, Jesus, heaven, hell & everything in between. What greater gift could there be.
Peace and love to all of you. There are brighter days ahead.
Even I am spending Christmas only with the birds outside my Window.
Maybe you are exactly where you are meant to be. Why not turn that feeling of regret into something beautiful for you, your bro' and your mom? And leave the red pill outside. How do you come to be in this situ? It's good to touch base with difficult feelings and often easier to do on your own.
It's a long story. Things fell apart for me multiple times already. Rebuilt again and again. Just need to find new solid people. I have no one left from any past relationships and my friends are all distant. My parents are getting old and not great social company. I basically withdrew from all social stuff when everything started and became a recluse just to not have to deal with brainwashed people in masks. Eventually lost touch with all but a few close friends who I only know online.
I hear ya. If it were up to me I'd go invisible. Thank God for God. Helps me put things into perspective. You could do a vision quest, learn through your body what's going on. Quite handy then to not have anyone around. Either way, you are an integral part of an army of frogs who have just been congratulated by Q+ for 'saving millions of lives'.
Don’t beat yourself up, it will all work out.
Still awake ?
Barely. Yeah on second thought I'm pretty tired now. I'm gonna read the comments in the morning. Thanks and goodnight
remember my fern you are never alone we are here for you..always
Im still wrapping... been late to the game this whole month. I probably spend too much time on here! Shhh! 🤫😁 everything happens for a reason, maybe ur bro wpuld have been too tired to listen or agitated from the day of travel. There will be time... where are you planning on starting?
I also am almost alone also. My son died Oct. 5. Not vaxed and I have no way of finding out if hospital vaccinated him when they admitted him for pneumonia. They made his father the contact person and because of HIPAA me, his mother, cannot get any information. The incubated him and put him in a coma immediately and would not let us see him. Approximately 10 days later my ex husband was informed he died. He was 36. My heart is broken. I have no friends anymore because of my quote conspiracy theories quote and the fact that I love president Trump.
Sorry to hear about your son.
Thank you
Fancy a game of I-Spy? :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS SPACE MONKEY!!!! 🎄
MERRY CHRISTMAS DR MCCOY!!!
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I am on my own as well. I have not seen my daughter and s-i-l for 2 years and my darling long haired Alsatian has jut died. Am I miserable and lonely? No. I have the joy of knowing how much Jesus and God the Father love me, I rejoice in my blessings. Faith and salvation are what keep me going, I highly recommend them to all :)
Everything is for a reason and for a season. Being alone means you have time to think and to listen. That is precious: use it instead of getting swamped with negative thoughts and emotions.
I lost my two closest friends a decade ago: one was my dearest sister in Christ and a sort of mother figure. Very wise, mature Christian. She lived miles away but we would often have early morning phone chats over tea together and talk. Many times I told her of something that was troubling me and she'd say "Ah, wait - I was reading this book and a passage stood out - it for you" I was, and spoke directly to my situation. When she died, my last human prop was removed and I learned to go directly to the Lord for advice.
Time on one's own is a gift, you put it to good use. Use it to grow.
LOL!
I'm sorry. I don't have kids, but that's crazy. I wish I could hug you.
Man, that is just sick. Sorry fren! Merry Christmas! May God bless you.
Oh a lot of things. My life is a trainwreck tbh. I need to make more friends. I have been a social outcast for the last 2 years.
Here in Canada one of the right wing podcasters has created regional telegram groups to connect people. "Find your friends" is one of his commonly spoken phrases. He has connected a lot of people from what I gather.
Perhaps something like this exists where you are. Or, as someone else suggested, use various freedom rallies to meet people.
Not just for the sake of social interactions. Rather, to have each other's backs if/when shtf.
" or at least share a dink with your best friend"
Haha lol that's the Christmas cheer we need around here.
Good luck on your sobriety. You got this. Make us proud IvrPede!