During this scamdemic, and for the first time in my life, my ability to stand by my values has seriously been put into question. I have caved to pressure almost my entire life and have always resented myself for this. I always wondered if would cower in a situation that pit my morals against authority.
These past few years have helped me solidify myself internally and spiritually. Almost like I am a rock that cannot be broken now. I witness coworkers and friends who are reluctantly willing to cave into the pressure exerted by the gov, but I am comfortably not in that group anymore. They are uncertain of their future, while I am quite comfortably certain of mine.
I had family members who came to me last year wanting me to join in starting a covid testing business. Lots of $ to be made but I couldn't sell my soul like that. Looking back, I could not be happier.
I get the motto that "If I don't do it, then someone else will" But when it comes to something I believe to be completely against my morals, no amount of money is going to change my stance.
I have never gotten a "test"
I will never get a "test"
Therefore, I cannot encourage anyone to be "tested".
I will not participate in this con
I hope this has been as much of a growing experience for you all as it has been for me.
Lots of love
I knew this was going to happen in 2011-2014, after 9/11 I was a big-time 9/11 truther.. then I started finding out about the ugly truth of government. I started looking into the U.N. eugenics/depopulation agenda.. that's when it hit me hard:
There will be a time in my life where I would have to choose a side, be a robot for the New World Order elite, or fight against it. So, this is the hill I will die on. No matter how much insane pressure is put upon me, I will never give in.
Today, the pressure is family.. being denied love from family because I refuse to take the vaccine. That hurts bad, but if they refuse to even remotely entertain the FACT that there are evil people out there that want us depopulated.. well, that's on them. If they want to ex me out of their life, fine with me.. I will make my own family, I will befriend those that understand that there is an evil group/cabal out there that want to destroy humanity.
I do believe God is guiding me, and he will guide me the right way. Because I am here for a reason, to fight against the devil's kingdom. I will until death and beyond.
Amazing!
A lot of us would have never gotten this stronger if it was just another typical four-year election.
Exactly! The harder we struggle to WIN this WAR, the sweeter the VICTORY will be!!!
Uhtred, forgiveness is a powerful thing. I'm awoman, never beaten like your story, but my uncle abused me as a child. Although our stories are different, our foundation of pain is the same. Chicken Soup for the Soul published a letter I wrote to my abuser. Forgiveness truly is the only way to peace. God bless you in your journey.
www.cheryllsnow.com/i-am-a-survivor
Anon, some times people will never apologize.
Stuff like that can burden people their entire life, and it weighs them down like a backpack filled with boulders.
Forgiving them is going to have to be done either way, if they apologize or not. I know this might seem impossible, but if you try forgive some small things, come to peace with them, it can become like riding a bike. Once you get the hang of it you can forgive the big things. And once you're free of it, if they ever do apologize, it will feel 100's of times better, since you already dealt with it and you can say with a smile "i already forgave you" and if they still seem troubled, advice them to forgive themselves.
It's sad to hear you say all these things, but i know how it is, and i too had to unlatch that weight on my back so i could heal. No easy task, but i'd be a bitter unhappy person, maybe even dead, if i didn't.
+1 for the forgiveness thing.
Still 100% behind you on everything you said. Just know, the only end of this road FOR YOU, is forgiveness.
"Easier said than done" could very well be another tattoo you get, because it's ridiculously difficult to do. Christ knew. And to a lesser, much more fallible extent I know too... Going through the End Game on my Last Big Hangup here as well.
Proud of you, proud of me, proud of all of us. We all need forgiveness. It's literally the main message of Christ's story.
It's one of the hardest things to do. Quite a niggler, since in theory it seems like it should be easy. It's not easy.
I wish you all the best on this narrow, seemingly unending road. o7
I am very sorry you had to go through all of that. From someone who was abused too…not to the degree of yours… it has a way of making you a very strong person. As you get older in life you are more apt to not take much bull shit. Stay strong my fren. Sending you love and prayers. God bless
My man. Proud to share this timeline with you.
Don't sweat the family, they'll come around. My sister is coming from the same place; like J Edgar Hoover said:
"The individual comes face-to-face with a conspiracy so monstrous he cannot believe it exists. The American mind has not come to a realisation of the evil which has been introduced into our midst. It rejects even the assumption that human creatures could espouse a philosophy which must ultimately destroy all that is good and decent."
Proud of you! Proud of us all!
Also Proud of you u/StickToThePlan! You didn't fold or buckle...you Rose to the challenge and kept your integrity.
We are all here for a reason. God is Refining us in the fire like a fine steel...unbreakable.