I am not alone, some have lost more than others. I have been crying more in the last 12 months than I have for my entire life (42 years) due to my awakening, and with it, my actions towards the fight, and in effect, losing relationships, going through separation, shattering my dreams and visions. Without fail however, with all the hardships and tears, I have not weakened, but I have become stronger, even crazier. But most importantly, this place, this community, gives me the gift of laughter. And with that, thank you.
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God loves you so much that He breathed life into you.
We love you too.
Have you had a chance to start prepping because it's very likely we'll have more and far worse manufactured supply line interruptions / empty grocery store shelves sooner rather than later?
Do you have a stockpile of cans of baked beans and stews and soups, peanut butter and ramen noodles, paper towels and toilet paper, breakfast cereals and long life milk or milk powder, instant coffee and sugar? Have you gathered all of your torches and candles and matches into a single location and gathered all of your medical supplies into a single kit?
Are you collecting plastic fizzy drink bottles (or similar) so you can wash them out and fill them with water?
Do you have a plan if the water and power also goes out?
I love you too my friend, thank you for the kind words. I’m not prepared in terms of gathering supplies. I’m about to lose my house and I’ve been quite frozen with inaction during my separation.
Do you have somewhere to go?
Will you be renting or attempting to find a far cheaper house?
Even a tiny old apartment can be joyful if it's safe and you know the neighbors. My first apartment was by all standards horrible and tiny, but I kept it clean and did a lot of secret-maintenance to make it nice, embraced minimalism and it was a happy place that I loved beyond measure.
Are you in serious trouble or do you have a plan?
I do, but I can't look that far yet until my affairs are settled, this alone is an extremely painful process but I will survive.
I will be renting. I initially planned to take on another mortgage, however this is an extremely risky move due to my place of work could mandate these poisons any time soon. If they mandate and I took on a mortgage, I'm fucked.
No troubles for me my friend. I am a skilled worker and have lived in third world shirt holes as a child so I can manage what life can throw at me.
RV or tiny home on wheels. Make payments. Keep them so low you can put most of your mortgage money in savings (gold, silver) if they mandate the jab you can keep going for a while while you find a job in Texas or Florida. RVs have a large holding tank in case you get cut off.
That what I would do anyways.
Good luck. You seem pretty tough.
Converted work vans (Sprinter, Promaster Transit) are great homes on wheels. Some people even make their own recirculating shower system, so you can shower multiple times with the same water. Obviously, there are multiple filters.
I appreciate the suggestions, thank you. I'm in the prison island of Australia. But I have thought of something similar. I have some room should my work mandates, and I well capable enough to go into other industries should that be necessary.
i sell rvs. dont buy one😉
happened to me too friend! i am praying for you! the only thing keeping me going now is playing practicing guitar after work each night. music and progress is healing.
angels above me by "Stick Figure" hope it soothes you like it does me. God Bless! Stay in the Fight!🇺🇲🙏❤
Your words mean so much and gives me courage. Thank you. I’m listening to it now and it’s beautiful. Quite different and a refreshing change to the darker music I’ve been listening to. Thank you 🙏
you are welcome! Glad you like it. you'll love the Set in Stone album
I'm 43....been awake since the 90s....I was always conspiracy minded little did I know that would lead me down the road of constantly knowing seeing....not believing the narratives......I heard the stories over 20 years ago..when I spoke of them at that time everyone laughed at me...but alas it was all written in the plan of the great reset or whatever you want to call it I've been crying too much for years...and am very worried about the future..this is the point of no return if we don't turn it around now....I'm not dooming I'm sorry I just feel the pain you are feeling...and know the burden we carry on our shoulders.....stay strong....help others when needed....keep your gun close..
I don’t see you as dooming, no apologies necessary. I believe the good always prevails but I’m afraid Australia has fallen. I fought for over a year to the point that it’s severed family and broken my 10+ years relationship.
I come here every day with hope and to educate myself with what is going on. I love how I can have tears in my eyes and come across a meme and I can’t stop laughing.
Staying strong, working always to be stronger. I pray you stay strong also my friend.
I just saw in your replies to others...I too am about to lose my house...I am one year separated..and have fallen into a sort of frozen depression state...I can bring myself to do the most menial tasks ...frozen would accurately describe it...keep your head up...I'm right here with you in spirit
❤Hugs to both of you❤I'm so sorry you're both going through all of that. The strength you're already showing is remarkable. We're glad you're here🐸
Australia really has fallen hasn't it.. to weak pedophiles no less. sad we the people wont do whats needed and clean house. evil is in control and it doeasnt have to be this way. pray for strength! you are loved Aussie pede!
Thank you fren! We fought so hard leading up to our convoy, and during protests. We dropped pamphlets on letterboxes, stickers, assaulted and combated propaganda on pedophile social media networks, regularly donated to campers and convoys, visited them dropping off supplies. We amassed hundreds of thousands of campers within the convoy but the division of leadership was just too much and this camp was disbanded by a mere 100 or so thugs in uniforms. It was disgusting and it demoralised a lot of us. I, like many here have now taken a passenger seat watching the rest of the world fight as the criminals in suits continue to roll out their tyrannical bullshit.
https://youtu.be/xV-lMtisZw0
https://youtu.be/C-ngNbhz5ds
sorry for commie tube links. personal favorite music foe healing through these insanely difficult times.
Set in Stone -full album. enjoy it❤🇺🇲 https://youtu.be/bU_CrTrZDnY
No apologies necessary, I am ever grateful for your insight. Have already listened to “Angels Above Me” and I feel better. I am looking forward to these gifts and be sure to appreciate these ones you’ve shared.
Heavy is the mind that knows the truth
Thank you for sharing fren. A lot of us are in the same place.
God Bless you Kaizen.
NO you are not alone. Know that. Really know that. Many of us have lost a lot personally. Relatioships, friendships, even family. It is f'ing hard. This place has provided a lifeline - BUT - this is the latest place.
Before this there was VOAT, reddit, and before that some others which I forget off the top of my head. We need to insure that if this goes down there will be other places to come together - and that in the interim, faith is maintained.
Physical survival measures, as others have pointed out, are important.
Emotional and even spiritual survival measures are as important. If you can, by whatever means, electronic, one on one, meetings with those you think might be like minded, are important. Start now while we still have this medium available. Talk to people - you will probably find that there are many around you who are thinking and feeling the same. That is the start of your network.
I hear you that you are in Aussie, I am very close by - a yank who likes long white clouds...with an evil bitch in charge.
Stay strong. God Bless.
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You're welcome, you beautiful bastard.
My brother, his wife, and my sister are all not speaking to me. I've been de-friended by years-long friends. My entire extended family is split into dumbass NPC commies and patriots.
But honestly they can go fuck themselves for awhile. The Great Awakening is coming. They can go on believing whatever they will for now. Hindsight is 20/20
can relate
Crazy as in.... not in a self destructive way. More like, as a fair person, who I believe is likeable, I feel darkness brewing inside of me that gives me strength, prepared to do everything to protect what I have left.
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Don't forget the greatest gift of all is your health, make sure to continue taking good care of yourself! Your body is a temple, take that walk, eat healthy food, and remember that you have control over your feelings and life outlook. I have definitely felt the same as you and this site has made me feel a sense of community in a time where that is rare.
You are so right. And I was just listening to this a minute ago:
Sleep and stress are my only downfall right now but I am working on it. I am an avid lifter and have been lifting regularly for a long time. I spend about 2hrs lifting in my garage gym 6 days a week and I spend about 5-9 hours a week out in the mountains on my mountain bike riding some single track. I will never allow the outside world destroy my body. Thank you friend. I love this community.
Jesus has a similar story. You are on the right path my fren
You're dreams aren't shattered. We're all on pause until the evil is decimated.
Thank you.
Both my parents are on their way our due to believing CNN and the BS about COVID. My father insisted that both got the JAB. Within weeks, both started having issues. My father with Auto Immune lung issues, and my mom with cognitive issues. Neither will admit nor acknowledge that the jabs could be the issue. Whatever. At this point, it is what it is. Heading to TX this week to start making arrangements for when they kick it.....
Not happy. Depressed. But still have to deal with it.
Whatever.
Sorry you are going through all this. Just found out from a family member that another family member, as well as her husband and children now have Covid. They are all jabbed and boosted. I don't even know what to say to these people. They think I'm crazy because I don't believe what they see on CNN. It is very depressing, but there is light at the end of this tunnel, and it's not an oncoming train. Hang in there.
Are you a woman? Edit: OP this is a serious question. I have the same affliction, crying from daily lamentations of the pervasiveness of evil in our world. I always knew good and evil existed, but the exposure over the past few years of how deep the depravity goes is difficult to bare. I was just wondering if I’m more prone to it because of my gender. DM me if you want.
I'm a 42yo man. Broken, but still running/operating. Still grieving, being attached. Trying my hardest not to cling, and refocus on having gratitude. It's a challenge everyone close to me has taken the jabs. And in the process of trying to warn them, I have become somewhat of an outcast. It's sad, and I mourn. The only thing I am guilty of is protecting my family, my loved ones, and my dreams.
Right there with ya. Thanks for the honest response.