Before I found this place, I was one of the sheep that got the bullshit vax to save a job that I no longer work for.

I worked for a large government contractor that mandated that we had to get the jab or be fired. We had until December 13th of 2021 to get it, or we were instantly fired. I waited until November 29th the last day we could get it because, they didn't have any appointments in December. December 7th rolls around and we all get an email that no one is required to get the jab any longer, our CEO is forced to step down due to union demands, etc.

Three months later, I get the coof, likely brought on by the shot, and it damn near kills me. I slept for 90 hours straight, pissed on myself, couldn't eat, could only drink fluids. Sort of like your typical Irish drunkard. Recovered from that, and ordered ivermectin, have been taking that and zinc ever since, have had no issues. Left the doctor's office today, blood pressure is 187/107. I am 6'4, 238 pounds. I shouldn't have blood pressure like this. I eat healthy and exercise almost daily. Blood looks like something out of a horror movie. Like peanut buttery, doesn't look healthy at all.

I know it is likely too late to ask you guys, but does anyone have any idea what I can do other than taking the ivermectin to try to reverse this? I have been on battlefields that didn't scare me as much as the thought of leaving my two young kids behind.

I think that the clot shot is going to kill me, and I will just end up another statistic of a fucked government. Shaming me isn't going to help, because, at the end of the day, I know I fucked up. I was weak, and instead of sticking it out, I got the J n J. I know a lot of you are going to call me a dumbass, but I am truly looking for suggestions.

Thanks frogs.

I don't know what I want to accomplish with this post, I just felt I needed to get it off of my chest. Hopefully you guys and girls have some ideas.