That's what I'm having a problem with... last four years were emotional, exciting and hopeful for me. If I was an airplane, it's like I flew into the side of a mountain. The letdown is almost unbearable, and my gloating wife has... you haven't seen a hopeless case of TDS yet. I have never seen such hatred.
I am in the same situation in reverse as you can see. Thank God almighty that I had the vasectomy. ?
Of course I'm a NATZEE, racist, misogynist and I belong in a mental hospital, that's a foregone conclusion. ? Yes, she really screamed it at me-right out of the Soviet manual.
Here: https://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Union
She might be right on the misogynist part. All the dem psychopaths now are women and her hatred is just about finishing the job.
I'm "keeping the ship in the air," but I can't get any climb power. It's tough.
Thanks for letting me vent!
That's what I'm having a problem with... last four years were emotional, exciting and hopeful for me. If I was an airplane, it's like I flew into the side of a mountain. The letdown is almost unbearable, and my gloating wife has... you haven't seen a hopeless case of TDS yet. I have never seen such hatred. Of course I'm a NATZEE, racist, misogynist and I belong in a mental hospital, that's a foregone conclusion. ? Yes, she really screamed it at me-right out of the Soviet manual. Here: https://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Union She might be right on the misogynist part. All the dem psychopaths now are women and her hatred is just about finishing the job. I'm "keeping the ship in the air," but I can't get any climb power. It's tough.
Thanks for letting me vent ?
Don't feel bad-my wife is far, far gone. Fanatic, way left of Lenin. Young and stupid in 91 when I married, paid no attn. to politics, now I'm paying the piper. She has TDS, terminal. Really bad. I mean it.
Gotta be a good salesman to redpill, I think, and I am not one. I'm not a people person and don't have the gift of dealing with them. So I have one end of the house and she has the other, and I prefer it that way.
In the times that politics come up-pushed by her-my choice is to avoid it with her-typical leftist screams and cuts me off at the mere thought of Trump. Oh, yeah, I'm a: Racist, misogynist Nazi that belongs in a mental hospital, didn't you know? So I prefer my own and canine company.
Not in a financial or age position to leave.
I know you wanted success stories but this all came tumbling out. Thanks for reading-having a tough time right now in enemy territory.
A good pilot doesn't fly into a thunderstorm. --me
"....man's got to know his limitations.." --Clint Eastwood
I'm almost sure that's the whole plan. I see a lot of folks in various forums saying how they're calling on the Lord or getting closer to Him. So I don't think this whole thing is Q's plan-it's God's plan, to get us tempered in the fire and see how many of us have what it takes to see it through to the end, or the beginning, whichever way you choose to look at it.
I have pretty bad anxiety/depression, plus a wife that's left of Lenin, so I'm definitely being tried. Really, really bad TDS. Thank God for Youtube white noise vids to drown out her hatred when she talks to her friends. (Politics didn't matter in 1991 when we got married. Little did I know)
Savitri Devi of National Socialist fame had a book titled "Gold in the Furnace." That's about it for all of us, I think. Tried in the fire-us here and the U.S.
Major stress... have to confess I've had to pop the dog's Xanax a few times! ?
Trying hard to apply 2 Tim. 1:7
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
Time to take this fucker out-period.