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Martha1776 10 points ago +10 / -0

Raised in a religion that discourages alcohol, however didn’t stay active in my church when I turned 18 and joined the military. Alcohol is very big in the military and I was already insecure and shy, alcohol lowered inhibitions and I would loosen up and feel like I was having fun. To have fun I’d have to drink, however I drank to get drunk, then felt like crap the next day or 2. Acted a fool, did stupid stuff and embarrassed myself quite often. Led to extreme depression. Quit drinking at 22 and don’t regret it one bit. Any type of drugs or alcohol that take away control are experience killers. I have a sis who is an alcoholic and most times I talk to her she is drunk. I can’t imagine spending my life not in control, however I’m a bit of a control freak which isn’t great either. When I had back surgery I had no problem stopping pain killer because I hate feeling sluggish or tired or not in control. I agree with you! I’ve taught my kids very openly and honestly about it and I’m hopeful they will steer clear. So far they seem fine.

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Martha1776 1 point ago +1 / -0

My only suggestion would be to try to get an exemption from a doctor. We left our home state 4 months before covid with the intent of flying back to visit all of our family and friends. It’s a 3 day drive, and we have a special needs son. I didn’t know they had exemptions at all but I was informed just recently if you can get a doctors note you can get an exemption from the airline. My son is developmentally delayed (8 yo but more like a toddler, non verbal). He won’t even let anyone near him with one. If you could find a doctor to say he had a sensory disorder or something like that perhaps you could be exempted. I shared via Facebook Fauci saying masks should be permanent and complaining about never being able to fly. I just don’t know how difficult it is to get any exemption for you.

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Martha1776 4 points ago +4 / -0

I didn’t say it wasn’t, I said I believe it was created through gain of function as a bio weapon. I do believe there are therapeutics that can help and the hospital protocols have killed many of the people. When I was 30 I got a horrible cold or flu, my whole family got it. Could have been RSV, who knows. I got walking pneumonia and had I had it when there was mass hysteria I likely would have gone to the hospital and thinking about it now if they did protocols like they do to people now, sure it could have killed me. I was a young mom back then, had 4 kids and no desire to go to the doctor but I remember one afternoon struggling to breathe, coughing and gasping. We went to a CVS walk in clinic, got nebulizer for myself and 2 of my kids and we got better. My moms friends, maybe in her 50’s, years ago got the flu and died. People act like there were never deadly flu’s or cold before now but there were. However some people panic, go to the hospital, they don’t give hcq, ivermectin etc and give things that can be harmful or ventilate (like my cousin) that can be a death sentence. Nasty colds and flu have spread before. I stand by my point, the hysteria was a hoax, the tests aren’t accurate and pick up the flu and no one can know 100% for sure if they have a coronavirus or influenza. Especially when they test get a negative, test get a positive, then get a negative.

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Martha1776 4 points ago +4 / -0

Covid is a coronavirus aka a cold. Colds are Corona viruses . When people claim “covid is fake” it’s the strain covid 19 as they never isolated the strain as far as I know. I have always believed covid/coronavirus is real and was created in a lab. However the hysteria was fake, the PCR tests don’t work and they count everything as covid- even the flu which would be fake. it is a really bad cold that hits some people harder than others. The pandemic was a hoax, the protocols killed more people the the virus did.

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Martha1776 6 points ago +6 / -0

Ok, now I’m going to cry. As parents we want that for them as well, I hope you can find peace, I feel there isn’t much more I can say. Saying sorry for your loss seems so inadequate but I’ll pray for your peace and comfort.

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Martha1776 8 points ago +8 / -0

I have a special needs son who I thank the Lord has been very very healthy. However my father was born into a family that was very abusive, I read his journals after his death (he died when I was 7, read his journals at 15). He struggled with all sorts of mental health issues, abuse like I never could have imagined, homosexuality, etc until he died at the age of 37. My mom saw his counselor not long after his death who said he was doing great and the counselor had never met anyone outside of prison who had endured the nightmares my father had and could be a good loving person. He never hit us, never could. I was always so upset about losing my father, I still get jealous of people who have theirs and I’m 44. I always wondered why! My mom told me maybe 10 years ago she believes the Lord looked at my father when his time came and said “you have endured and proved yourself, you don’t have to suffer anymore and can return home” Your son gained a body and was a perfect human being, no faults, no spiritual imperfections, no sin, just like my little boy. He can’t be tempted by Satan or his minions, your son must have been a very elect soul that was protected in an imperfect body to fulfill a preordained mission in this life. He touched you and I’m sure so many others in his short life, and returned home in perfect glory unblemished by sin and no more pain. The ones here are the ones who hurt from the loss, it sucks. I’ve lost too many loved ones in my early life to not sometimes have bitter feelings about it. I went through counseling a few years back and I learned that our sorrow and pain is the price we pay for the love we have and the joy of knowing the time we had. I can’t understand the pain of losing a child, I can’t imagine how unbearable it is and my heart aches for you. However, having lost as a young child the opposite way and I can tell you time helps. Being the mom of a special needs child I truly feel you were chosen specially to take care of of him and it sounds like you loved him like no one else could but God. My prayers are with you

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

I also did 3 notches, I’m 155 and used duramectin. I’m about 95% convinced it was some sort of covid but when I realized I was actually getting something I took quercetin, zinc, vitamin d and c Motrin for headache when needed or a Tylenol cold/sinus and hcq for about 4 days before I started getting some very uncomfortable chest congestion I added the duramectin at night. I wasn’t worse the next day but the next night it would start to hurt so another dose. Did this for about 3 days but my ears and nose hurt so I added Benadryl one night (hate hate hate Benadryl) but felt much better the next day. Used 7 days hcq, 5 days ivermectin and almost back to normal, one night Benadryl. I started a nasal rinse today to help clean out nostrils, did not completely lose taste but did lose sense of smell which isn’t uncommon for me. I should have continued on with a few more days of ivermectin. Still pretty tired and small cough but I say less than a week of being sick, not too bad. Got showers helped with those tablets you drop in that smell like vicks. Drink lots of fluids

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Martha1776 1 point ago +1 / -0

Well if it’s about making sure there are no covid positive people there I would tell them everyone should do it because the majority of people testing positive are vaxxed. Might be an eye opener if everyone takes a test and the vaxxed turn up positive and the unvaxxed don’t. Also you could share the PCR tests are being recalled for being crap. Personally I would say no, but I’m a mom of Six kids still at home and that’s all that matters to me. Could care less if someone disinvited me or didn’t want to come because I won’t test or vax

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Martha1776 1 point ago +1 / -0

I am officially antivaxx now. All of my kids were vaccinated up until covid hit and then one got his booster mid year but my 17 yo was required to get one and I became so concerned about doing anymore I gave him the choice. He said no and I don’t trust anyone of them anymore. We got flu shots every year until covid but from here out we will not get any vaccines. I have multiple antivaxx friends and I always understand their fear but I feared the disease more than the jab, I realize now how manipulative they have been. Fear mongers, liars, evil, I can’t trust anything they would give us. You have to be able to trust what is in the shot is what they say it is.. I don’t trust anymore

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

I went through this 3 times last school year with my special needs son who doesn’t wear a mask (1st grade). There was nothing I could say or do to change their mind. My only option would have been to take him and force them to keep him but I was told by other parents who tried, the students would be isolated from the rest of the school. Other parents were told CPS was called for child abandonment. I’m in Kansas, I’ve been fighting this none-sense since day one, and got all of my kids mask exemptions. They don’t care 🤷‍♀️

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Martha1776 4 points ago +4 / -0

Benadryl! I used everything, including horse paste. Not sure if it was covid but after starting horse paste nothing got worse but was taking time to get better. I added Benadryl at night and I was much better the next morning. I still have some mucus and last bit of congestion but hoping it will clear out soon.

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

I believe homosexuality in men is often times directly linked to sexual abuse. My father was severely sexually abused as a child, he struggled with homosexuality until he died when I was 7. Talking with others who have seen it also believe the same. I saw that post where the men were talking about the first time they got ****, and I noticed most of them were just babies being sexually abused. When it comes to girls it is has more to do with empathy, feelings, women are more fluid so lack of values on this subject could be a part. I’m not denying there are people who really seem to be born that way, my nephew, we were pretty sure he was going to be gay since he was little but I strongly believe there is a link between sexual abuse in men and homosexuality

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Martha1776 3 points ago +3 / -0

Which is why I said very very very rare. I’ve only known of a couple. One, the woman was warned to not get pregnant. She had had multiple c- sections and could not carry another pregnancy. She got pregnant anyway, they warned her not to continue, she did anyway. She died from rupture (risk after csections) I believe, baby survived but left behind like 6 kids. Another case mom diagnosed with cancer, she chose to carry baby as far as she could but she wasn’t able to fight the cancer and died. The baby actually got the cancer, it was a really weird case and shocked medical professionals because they had never seen it. As far as I know baby survived. Having kids is not risk free, having abortions is not risk free. Brain aneurisms, will kill during labor I had a friend who tried over and over to get pregnant and had miscarriage after miscarriage. Heartbroken and angry for years, found out she had an aneurism, it would have killed her. Another friend, almost died with her son, doctors told her she had a genetic issue and another pregnancy would likely kill her so she chose not to have anymore kids. My mother in law almost died after her 4th, they told her she would die if she had anymore and not long after had to have a total hysterectomy. I could never judge another mother facing something like that. I leave that to God however, partial birth abortion is NEVER necessary, it is a form of horrific birth control, population control, and evil! I try not to judge women who have had abortions, I do judge those who pressure, commit the murders, and profit off the carnage. They are evil

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Martha1776 4 points ago +4 / -0

There are very very very rare cases where abortion would save a woman’s life. Early abortion I agree with you, there needs to be something in place however I think it has more to do with things like partial birth abortion, that is murder! First trimester abortion I believe is still killing a life but if a woman is diagnosed with cancer, many cancers feed off estrogen which is in high supply during pregnancy, or the event of rape -Early abortion, morning after pills etc destroy the egg before it can attach are not like second and third trimester. Getting cancer treatment while pregnant will kill the baby, but waiting moms can die, it’s happened. I have six children and in the impossible chance I was pregnant and faced with a scenario of dying because of a pregnancy or ending a pregnancy I don’t know what I would do. Is it fair to take the risk of leaving six children without a mom? I thank the Lord I’ve never had to face it. However, babies past 21+ weeks have survived, but they kill the babies before they can take breath so they can harvest their parts. If a baby survives an abortion they leave it to die so they can harvest their parts, it is evil. After 15 weeks I do not believe people should be able to abort babies, give them a few more weeks and let them try to survive. That’s not what they want, they want their bodies, their organs, it’s evil, it’s sick! It needs to end! It’s no different than stealing a newborn for their parts.

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

I vaccinated all 6 of my kids until covid hit, and we skipped flu shots first time ever. Learned more and I don’t trust anything being injected into my family. I gave my 17 yo the option for a booster (I think it’s meningitis) and he said no. I had already gotten my 11 yo his but from here out I will not do another vaccination. My best friend was anti vax but had 2nd thoughts as her kids got older, her son is spectrum never vaccinated so she doesn’t really believe the correlation. Decided to take her 11 yo for vaccinations and had a reaction, cellulitis at the injection site she says she was right in the first place. My youngest is 8 so I am passed all the baby injections but I can say knowing what I know now there is no way in hell I would inject my kids with all of that again. I never realized there were so many, I just blindly trusted but I can’t trust them now. I’ve seen too much over the past 2 years. If you’re religious I would pray for guidance and then do what your heart and spirit tells you.

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Martha1776 3 points ago +3 / -0

Long time ago, I remember thinking it was good. Just made me think of Malcolm in the Middle with Hal’s college radio driving around his neighborhood seeing how far he can reach while the feds try to track him down. No clue what the laws are though.

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Martha1776 3 points ago +3 / -0

I sure hope he was a good man, I’ve always admired him and named my daughter Reagan partly because I was a history major while pregnant, love the name and the man. She was born the day of my commencement which I missed.

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

Ok that is one of the creepiest things I have watched in awhile, gave me an evil chill over my body. Wth is this?

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

Sorry, that’s his background on his computer, he just constantly tells people about Fauci and the clot shots on roblox. However they have a no politics rule and he says he just can’t stop himself. Although he should add it to his game- I’ll tell him

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Martha1776 3 points ago +3 / -0

My kids think some hack or something but they don’t know. He was pretty ticked because he paid for a bunch of advertising for his game though. I almost asked here because I thought it was weird. They lost a lot of money those 3 days, my son went on and on about it.

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Martha1776 24 points ago +24 / -0

He loves to code, he is taking a class now with Java script but has also done some C and Visual Basic. My husband rebuilds old Macs/Apples/vintage computers and he helps. He has his own commodore he has been working on. I can’t believe he actually makes money off roblox. He earns about 100,000 robux a month and cashes out over $300 . For a 14 yo that’s awesome I think, he is kind of Aspergers and has a difficult time making friends, then add his political views- he doesn’t have any friends. Coding gives him something to feel good about and he encourages his siblings with it too. He

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Martha1776 9 points ago +9 / -0

We butt heads a lot, but he is open with me and he constantly lets me know what’s going on in school. He sends me pictures all the time of stuff at school, memes, etc we have always had a tense relationship- he was a tough baby but I think he will be the one to always connect with me. I love that he loves this stuff

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Martha1776 2 points ago +2 / -0

Until the mail in votes start getting counted 😡🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 We just lost one this morning! One of mine, the “late” votes just keep chipping away at his lead. I am so freaking sick and tired of this!!! 🤬 it’s always one sided! Always! Whenever they have time they “find” the votes to “win”

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