I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
No doubt that is a big part of it. I absolutely love getting up early when the day is quite, and my head is clear, and getting the day started, but for the last year I have been really struggling with turning this damn computer off, and getting to sleep before 2, 3, 4, and sometime later than 5 o'clock in the morning. Just the time I should be getting up, I am just going to bed.
I tell myself every day, damn it, tonight I am turning the computer off at 11, and going to bed, and then I find myself watching idiotic Rumble, or YT videos like a mindless animal seemingly without any will of my own to do as I should. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
This could be a large factor - your total sleep and quality of sleep when you’re getting it. Blue Light from all the technology and possibly your overhead lights is throwing your natural circadian rhythm off and then there’s knock-on effects to other body sysytems. If your body thinks it’s noon when you finally sleep at 4 a.m. it hasn’t produced the hormones that heal and grow your body at night. Maybe you know this. There are blue light blocking glasses, or you can cut screen use an hour or so before bed, etc. You should look into Dr. Jack Kruse who focuses on importance of light, water, and magnetism. Here’s a recent ~1 hr podcast covering things high-level: https://www.thehighersidechats.com/dr-jack-kruse-light-water-magnetism-the-sacred-cows-of-health/
Thanks for the reminder - I just put mine on.
Not sure about PC, but with phones I’ve always been able to feel the radiation at times - especially since they rolled out 5G.
Probably good to avoid phones a lot more than I do.
If your not married this type of behavior/staying up is common in men,if you are married get back on a schedule/structured day/night routine.