I write this today, because I know I'm not alone in this and others might be feeling the same way as me.
We are going through hard times now. I believe when Q said "The end is not for all of us" I think I know what he was referring. I have a 5 months old girl named Cataleya and we call her Cat or Cathy. I want her to do well, but she wouldn't do well without both of her parents, because I know my husband would not do well alone and will never forgive me if I let my intrusive thoughts win.
I have 3 life insurances that would help my husband and baby girl to do well in these hard times, however, I'm also looking for reasons to keep fighting even if I have to be hungry.
Although, I'm a mental health professional, I'm not doing well myself. I have intrusive thought every day and I fighting them as much as possible. If you are reading this, you are not the only one who feels this way, I can make up excuses and say "ooh, I feel like this because PPSD (Post-partum Stress Disorder), but others genuinely are feeling lost, dejected, and hopeless.
I share this today, because I want to keep fighting for our future generations and our country together and check of those who says "I'm fine".
Keep fighting, stay strong. We need you in this fight!
I second that freeEagle for your name alone but doubly what you said is right on! We need OP and all the good people. The world needs all good people who see the truth. We all make more difference than what we always realize at the time, just by standing in truth and refusing denial.
I am in my 70's and have spent a lifetime treating with alternative medicine. I have dealt with major depression and even suicidal thoughts at different times in my life. I believe there are hormones and natural chemicals in the body that are responsible for much of this. I love St. John's Wort as an herb for depression. If you can diffuse oils all the citrus oils will gently lift depression...orange, lemon, grapefruit, tangerine. It works every time. Homeopathically you can use Ignatia or Natrum Mur. Also Bach Flower remedies are specifically for emotional states and are very useful. In my darkest days this is what I used to help get out of the pit that I couldn't seem to get out of.
Get outside and get some exercise...take your beautiful baby for a walk. Get those endorphins activated. And then pray...God is on duty 24/7 and He has the answer to every single problem you could imagine. He has always guided me to what I could do for myself and then always taken care of what I couldn't do. I was actually healed of fits of rage by the grace of God. Take the time to read scripture...the Psalms are wonderful. Also reread "Footprints in the Sand"...that is the absolute perfect picture of what Jesus does for us. God bless you and your family...God can make a way where there seems to be no way!
I am not a doctor but I have used these healing modalities throughout my whole life and they have been very effective for me.
I hope it's okay I screenshotted and sent this to my wife. She's seen me through some hellish times. Thank you for sharing your hard-earned advice.
Fine post. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Prayers for you, and all of us! God's will be done!
Stay strong momma. Cat and your husband need you. You can do this! Turn off any other news sources and soak in time with your family and in nature. There’s so much beauty out there.
Yes. Your family will need your knowledge and guidance as we travel through this together WWG1WGA.
They should be your priority, but keep in mind that soon in your profession, there will be hundreds that will also need your unpolluted knowledge and guidance. As we emerge on the other side you will be in a better (more effective) position than most since you have a much better perspective of our world and society.
God bless you and your young family. We need you AND we are here for you.
Friend, it IS hard. I dont need much confidence in the plan, as we know it here, bc I have complete faith in God who I know is with us. The grief we feel at horrors and injustices of atrocities is known by God. Vengeance is His and they will see their day come, truly nothing can stop that.
Thank you for sharing this, yes, Im sure many of us have these thoughts of despair when the wicked seem to prosper! But please do not ever give up on the TRUTH. The truth is that God is real, Jesus is LORD, and believing and knowing this is THE security of peace that no one can steal. There is nothing more important, literally, than this. Your family needs you, God gave them to you, and you to them. Enjoy every moment with them.
The weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds. We need to always take those thoughts and ideas captive that exalt themselves above Christ. The pain we feel at the horrors of today is a good thing, not pleasant, it HURTS. But Id far rather be grieved than be one of them who do the atrocities, or those who ignore them or stay in denial for political reasons. I know God will not let the wicked go unpunished. I am cynical and somewhat skeptical about Q plans/DT/any mans plan--but that does NOT change that I know, with no doubt, the wicked WILL be brought to justice, here or eternity or both.
The Word of God is my favorite place to be. Nothing gives perspective and strengthens faith.
And to help on very frustrating days--watch an eagle cam or any nature cam. Trust me--guaranteed you watch these, please come back tell me how happy and adorable they are. Its a true vacation from our problems. As a mental health professional you prob appreciate the movie what about bob? so you know what I mean by a vacay from probs.
Watch these for a nice break spirit--the spoiled princes eagle that is favorite of many https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4-L2nfGcuE or the adventures of the 3 bears as I calll them--3 eaglet siblings and their adorable antics https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmmAzrAkKqI or the too adorable for words 4 red tailed hawk siblings and their new adventures as they begin exploring https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvuSCLsxUFo
I've been right there with you and now take those thoughts/feelings as a clue that it's time to step away from anything that feeds the negativity, doubt, worry, etc. Take some time w/your family and try to enjoy yourself, and maybe talk w/a colleague about how you're feeling. Could be hugely beneficial to talk about it directly w/someone who can give some solid guidance. Hang in there, girl. You were chosen to be here in these crazy times for a reason. We all were. God loves you, and so do we.
Read your Bible and PRAY for peace and deliverance for our cause. Lay your burdens at the cross, and KNOW that the Lord holds you in His arms!
No matter what happens, GOD WINS!
(This is meant to be a "There IS light at the end of this tunnel" kinda story- what I wished some older person woulda told me when we were struggling) I don't know what other people mean by "do well" bcx we are dirt poor, but I prefer to think of myself as pioneer survivor or a minimalist. I do know that my happiest days were taking care of my babies. Lady frenz would marvel and say they don't know how I do it, but I would say "It's all I do." I was there for them (the kids), just doing what needed to be done. Now they call me from all over just to chat. They know what's happening (Q's plan, satans cabal, end times) and how evil the world is, but they are making friends and have found church families to worship with. I don't worry about any of us "doing well". God is faithful and will never forsake us. I do think the post partum thing needs nutritional attention. A novel is a cheap getaway and fun to look fwd to. And music. Turn some on and dance that baby fat off, lol. (((prayers)))
Pray Hope and Don’t worry!
With you, fren. Thanks for the kind words. They're a product of your battle. That means you're winning. Nothing can replace the value of your life.
If financial times are lean, it costs nothing to go chill in the nearby park for a few hours with a packed lunch, a rug, and the family in tow. Get some sunshine, walk the dog or push the stroller and meet other moms with kids of a similar age, and have some simple socializing about anything other than what we talk about here all the time. Get a support group happening, and future similar meetups scheduled with play dates for the kiddos.
Chances are, many other families would love the chance at some connections just as you & hubs would. And keep it simple.. it shouldn't be a chore but a pleasure!
Stay strong and best wishes.
The only way to change things is through elections, which seems to have been taken by the evil left.
Waking up people seems to be the intermediary step right now.
Stick around for our kids, the future. They are so worth it
I totally understand. Sometimes you feel as if the world would be a better place if you weren’t there. Nothing can be further from the truth. Again, I’ve been where you are. Spent a year and a half in therapy. I still have challenging moments but I focus on my family and my Faith. God bless you sweetie. I’ll be praying for you♥️🙏🏻♥️
Strongly recommend researching micro dosing ( psilocybin or mdma ) for mental problems especially anxiety and depression. There have been incredible successes for PTSD sufferers. It could really make a difference for a lot of people looking for real care with less side effects than pharmaceuticals.