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Yeah... I made some efforts to start thinking without my inner monologue, and now I'm seeing trippy stuff when I close my eyes. It did that anyways, but now it's constant objects materializing and morphing.
It reminded me of this video I saw a month back: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fDJXmqdN-A
I'm not sure if I'm getting visions, this is some sort of meditation, shamanistic vision-scrying, dream projection, or something else, but it's making it pretty hard to concentrate like "normal."
I know WHAT I'm seeing, but it's all just random stuff morphing into shape.
Are there any mediums or psychics that can give me some idea of if I'm crazy or figured out how to do the thing. How do I turn it off?
I've been doing some research into Project LookingGlass, as well. I think I understand how it works, it's freakin' nutzo bonkers, but my brain don't work gud right now so that post explaining why Twitter (and all Social Media) are literal weapons of mass destruction is gonna have to stay in the oven a bit longer, ya dig?
Dont know much about this however my go to person for questions such as this, is our very own, absolutely full of love, sister in Christ u/2rainbows
I'm gonna tag her just because she is the one thats came to mind when reading your message. Dont know if she can help. She has helped me countless times. Hoping she can help guide u a little and help u better understand
Slightly off topic but I had a dream recently that maybe you can help with. It may sound crazy, this has never happened before. In the dream it was Michael, yeah that Michael, and he said “Prepare. Know the word. Get right.” And that was it. I rarely remember dreams but that one has been with me for weeks now. Seems pretty self explanatory just wondering if any others are experiencing this. Impending or ongoing spiritual war? Something big, as in biblical, is coming? Maybe just a personal message?
My spouse’s moral compass points more northward than my does, and the last 2 years there have been some interesting Revelation dreams, some of which I’ve heard in her sleep. Chilling.
I honestly rarely remember my dreams. Part of me feels I dont even dream but I think I just dont remember. All my revelations have come during being awake. Like almost in a dream state but your still awake. Like a thought is uploaded into my brain and it starts to paint a picture. The picture is always a postive visual of great change, unity and light. Really hard to put into words. I would encourage u to keep documenting these things and to give time each day dedicated to praying on this topic. God is speaking to each of us right now. It's just about us aligning with him so we can best hear it. Something big is definitely coming my fren.
I read it, just haven't been able to respond just yet. Thanks for the beautiful response to him. I pray he takes it in. Will respond over there after work
I tried focusing on milk yesterday -- I just chose a random subject.
I can visualize things in my mind's eye and rotate them around, and even break them down and unfold them like if they are origami.
The milk led me to some weird art instillations I've never seen before, made of organically-carved wood and suspension wires, and then ended with the old adidas logo that looks like three leaves.
There are lots of mediums and psychics that will give you ideas of how your head is working. But any time you're not confident in your head's inner workings is the absolute worst time to seek them out.
There are honest people with paranormal gifts, and some can help, but the field is wide open to charlatans. Be careful: every con artist is a professional con artist, while each victim is attacked only rarely, which gives the advantage to the charlatan.
Fwiw, I know two people who manifested scary psychic insights without drugs of any kind, and when they asked God to turn it off, He did.
Been happening for years , for me it is just random people's faces, one morphs into the next, usually only when I am very relaxed just before nodding off. If I close my eyes and focus I can see it when ever but I mainly tune it out. I think is just a function of tapping into the collective unconscious, similar to remote viewing but not trying to tune into a specific channel instead just getting random background noise (images).
That's my best guess, instead of trying to turn it off maybe see if you can direct your focus, try specific targeting.
I've had that experience for most of my life. When my mind is in a good place, or even just an okay place, I have that vision of shifting and changing objects and colors when my eyes are closed. Sometimes it looks like outer space. When I'm in a bad place mentally, I see awful things. Dead bodies, demonic faces, etc. If you're seeing things that don't upset you, then I'd just roll with it. It can lead to some interesting observations and states of mind. It can be good for the imagination as well.
I talked to a therapist once about the dark images, and apparently it's common with OCD, like a form of intrusive thoughts. But the other types of images I think are just our brains expanding on things in our unconscious mind, like a waking dream.
I don't know if you can turn it off unless you just ignore it and focus on something else. If it bothers you, practice visualizing something specific in your mind. That helps for me, like turning the channel on a TV. Praying will also help.
Yes!
Exactly.
The latter are very grim looking things.
Yeah, that can be very upsetting. When it gets bad for me, I have trouble sleeping. The only thing that works is to practice visualizing something else to replace those images. Watch a movie in your head of something that makes you feel happy and positive.
Have you ever heard of Jerry Marzinsky? He has a YouTube channel. He's a former licensed psychotherapist and talks about how negative thoughts and emotions come from outside sources like demons or evil entities. It's pretty fascinating and has helped me a lot when I start having that problem. The entities will take advantage of our minds when they find a way to get in and will do whatever they can to make us feel bad and then feed off the fear and negativity. Check him out.
I am not a psychic or a medium, however I do have some spiritual gifts. I’ve had them my entire life. I could go into my whole journey but that’s a song for another day and one that I really don’t share. My spouse is the only one who really knows the extent of it. We have been together since we were 16 and to get weird, probably life times before.
I experience what you are saying and really notice it when I am able to connect to my surroundings. I can only describe it to you in terms of frequency....that is what you are seeing. You are awakening to a higher vibrational state. It looks like a kaleidoscope to me when I see it. I not only see it, but feel it. It’s a buzzing my body gets. It’s how I read people and any situation I walk into. Only alone, do I see the intricate patterns. Here is a video that shows just how frequencies affect physical matter.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wvJAgrUBF4w
Being in crowds is very difficult. I feel so much of what everyone is feeling due to frequencies they emit. When I am in a good state, I can bring so much joy to my surroundings. Meaning, I can connect with someone and deliver exactly what it is they need at that exact moment. Whether it be a simple conversation, compliment, advice, recommendation, etc. People literally tell me, “that’s exactly what I needed, how did you know?” These are complete strangers by the way. However, this can be draining. It can cause you to want to become a hermit, to never want to talk to anyone, or even leave your house. The problem with this, is you will fall into such a deep dark place because you are not shining your light just like God intended. Here’s a link that explains human frequencies a bit. Disclaimer: the have not watched the video just thought the descriptions of human frequencies was worth sharing.
https://jean-paulblommaert.com/human-vibration-frequency-explained/
After reading a bit there, it will make more sense
when I say, I don’t see “auras” like you commonly hear of people being able to do, but I feel/hear/see frequencies.
If you want to escape the patterns try some mindfulness exercises and picture what they are saying. In regards to your inner voice, listen to it! It’s a spiritual gift beyond none other and it is my favorite one, clairaudience. It is the holy spirit and your angels connecting with you. Beware though, sometimes it can cause anxiety, especially if you are living in a lower vibrational state. It can cause anxiety and worry because you think you know what is going on but it’s really just lowly old human worry. This is why meditation, and mindfulness/prayer come in handy. It allows you to connect with you higher self.
https://m.youtube.com/c/TheHonestGuys
Geez, I really don’t share my secrets like this. It’s always been such a taboo type of topic. I’m happy to hear others are awakening to these types of things. I believe, like my user name says, we will all be living in 5D very soon.
Side note: Look into healing crystals. They can help absorb and channel some of the new sensations you are experiencing. They are by far my favorite tool. I gift them to people often.
Oh, and my Narcolepsy dreams (which already are as real as watching a movie) now include the ability to touch and feel things in the dream. Mostly, it's usually me feeling gravel/porous stone. Soft or smooth stuff doesn't have a sensation yet.
Can anyone smell/taste in their dreams? I feel like I'm breaking into that next.
Is this normal? or am I just ignorant to what others have always been able to do?
To that movie you added "I'm seeing...all just random stuff morphing into shape but it's making it pretty hard to concentrate like "normal." -- Relevant Question (re free-flow nonsense) Why? are you allowing... any of That? = I looked in your POST profile, & sure enuf there it is "Negative, more Negative, & in your longest post, you started with "Suicide weekend will come when.." - You are spending your life IN a perpetual DARK place.
Totally opposite from YOU being at peace & Loving yourself, let alone YOU serve God...like Jesus so much wants...
As a small child in a communist country I felt Jesus's Love... filling me with Hope + thus I dreamt... of a Good future, & while awake held fast in my Mind to Good things (while in Grampa's garden, & playing with food on my plate, & with my Teddy & Store I allowed in my INternal world Only good/Happy things...
Because God created EACH human with the Ability to Live... in the UNseen world, children do it Naturally. Until foolishly they trade-IN their God-Blest abilities, to become an 'adult.' And poof, these abilities are mostly gone.
But (except for adult abuse), I stayed True to what Jesus says in Matthew 18:2-4 "where I am, You want to live in Heaven? Then you must Change/Convert+ become as a LITTLE child" . Nearly all adults have nary a clue what Jesus says there... Look at these 46 awesome skills of a LITTLE child https://communities.win/c/Positive/p/11S0uZnDcY/a-class-i-createdtaught-to-expec/c With these abilities I can SEE all kinds of things:
-> Why (underground) my neighbor's weeds grow where?
->The Causal-emotional event of a person's disease, while sitting in front of me. And help them heal.
-> that c.m. would ban me SunAM. Never did it affect God's Peace in me & I continue happy...Yes, with Jesus I live in His heaven.
-> and further countless Good tiny & big things.... as I Listen to Jesus who lives in my heart.
sleepydude, what Good... have you learned today? :)
I've acquired tons of small facts for seemingly no purpose outside of what Good it's done to help people understand Christ -- which is an avenue that's been shut off to me since Covid started up and I now spend 90% of my day all alone. Then my mother died and now I have no one to share any of my spiritual revelations with in person.
I learn many Good, and amazing things each day about our Creator and the World He made for us. In many respects, I know too much. There's practically no subject I'm not aware of and can talk about in deep conversation.
Meanwhile, I classify myself as a fool because, though I know a lot, I do very little.
I only do things when prompted by someone else. There is no internal motivation to do anything, and I mean anything, for myself.
I'm obsessed with being useful.
Which leads me to being quite negative, you're right. When something seems like I'd be useless in any effect to change the outcome, it, by default, is a negative situation in my eyes. We, individually, can only do so little to change the world, and so everything I see is from the negative point of view only with hope that someone will come along with the capacity to fill in the "unless" part of the conversation and offer up a solution.
I'm so tired, and no matter how much sleep I get I always wake up more exhausted.
I don't know how to be positive on my own. I don't know how to be happy on my own.
Everything I try to do for myself ends in disaster, while everything I try to do for others meets some form of success. It's been three years since I've had the opportunity to help someone else. Therefore, the only time I've ever felt useful has been when I go about talking spiritually on here. This place has been my last vestige of hope that I can still be useful.
I just want to please God; be useful for God.
Hey bud, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time. I'm happy to read that you seem to have a focus on pleasing the Lord. Often He sends His servants through a wilderness phase to clarify the vision He has for them, refining them for His purpose, inducing them to rely solely upon Him and not upon their own strength. It takes longer for some than others, depending on where they started or where they're going. For Elijah, it was three years. For Jesus, it was forty days. For the nation of Israel, it was forty years.
It may seem like you're spinning your wheels doing nothing for nobody, but to disciple others, you must be a disciple yourself (took the twelve at least three years of daily training with Jesus). And that involves discipline. Taking the puzzle pieces of seemingly unrelated factoids and painstakingly putting them together to form a picture of who God says He is (not just who you think He is) and what He wants from you and for you (and not just what you think He wants but is what really what you want but slapping His name on it). Not saying you do that, but it is common. It takes time and dedication. This may be God's way of saying here's your opportunity to know Him better. No outside distractions.
Regarding mediums and psychics, don't eat off the devil's table. God has all you need. Trust Him. Seek Him. He will open the door. He is rest. Have you tried reading up on the rest of God? If so, what did you find?
Are you saying that after you lost your mother (for which I am sorry), that you are still a teen? who now is morbidly depressed & experiencing narcolepsy.
Asking partly, as to my contributing wisdom, you responded "I've acquired tons of small facts for seemingly no purpose" - Did you not understand? the enduring emotional value of what I shared...
Are you able to lucid dream? Not sure what your routine is but I’d be interested to see what you experience if you change your nightly routine to something…different, including diet.
For example, if you’re a night owl try cutting out food, non-essential medication, and news after 7. Watch cartoons or read some sort of fantasy cartoonish story before bed. Most nights I have to put my brain into overdrive in order to sleep, i.e. learn something new or read something that challenges my world view. My thought is your narcolepsy and chemical consumption is causing your mind to reconcile your daily news intake. My hope is you’re receiving supernatural messages. Just curious which one it is
Yes, and I always have the ability to fly, but when I do everyone in my dreams cannot ever recognize that I'm flying, stop talking, and effectively loose all agency. It's like they all turn into drones waiting for me to get back on script.
I woke up about 5 times this morning. The dreams were so real I could feel the snow in a field, carpet on the ground, and even the wind.
I've been fasting lately. Some days pass with only a bowl of home-made cabbage soup.
Yeah bro, when I fart in my sleep I smell it in my dreams....
Google search "dopamine fasting".
We ALL need a break from the electronics sometimes.
You're a good man sleepy dude, I will pray for you. I think a 5 day dry fast might do you really good. Fasting might be something to consider, if you don't already do that. Hang in there pal