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Cheers!
My brother … I was where you are not long ago. First thing, cut way back on the drinking. I was a 10-20 drinks a night drinker less than a year ago. Bourbon. I decided not to let the evil in this world influence my habits. Cut way back. Changed my diet to ‘paleo-light’. Within a week my sleep was 100% better, my energy was off the charts, half the aches and pains vanished, AND MOST OF ALL … THE WORLD IS LESS DEPRESSING.
You gotta let go of the negative bullshit. That’s Lucifers psychic assassins at work. Fuck those monsters. Embrace the suck and trust in the Lord. Ask him for help. Just ask. Thats it. Guess what, that help will show up in ways you cant even imagine.
If nothing else, breaking away from drinking is an immediate step to significant self improvement.
Best to drink as an occasional treat, not as a coping mechanism. The latter is how it takes control of you.
I don’t drink nearly that much. I’m at like half a dozen which is more than two.
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