So what would be nice is to take blood in your youth and put it in your own cryogenic freezer for the first 18 years of your life and then put it back into you later in life.
But what actually happens is evil people just eat the young people...
Sounds like you focus too much on other people and their problems. And your family does the same. Now you are all alone in your house. This is exactly where the msm wants you divided under one roof. The light and truth will come out. Do what you can to help that out. Other then that work on your relationships. Let's say your family disowns you and moves on. Then all the truth comes out whenever it does... if you are already out of their lives... you think they are going to be like "omg you are right, so smart come back into our lives" maybe... but they will probably just say "you were right we are sorry" and move on because your relationships are dead.
If you are realizing now that you still want these relationships. Fix them up. If you have no clue where to start. Go on a walk in a park and talk to God. If you can cross bridges that's all the better. Even little ones. Check out the book 7 habits of highly effective people, it's a book to help you prioritize and focus on the doing, and also extreme ownership.
Anti also means after. There's theories we are all anti christ. After christ. I prayed for more information about this before and got lead right to alternate time line theories. And multiple resets that have already happened theories.
Interesting share.