The vegan thing confuses me. My wife is a dedicated vegan which means I, as the official family cook, am mostly vegan as well simply because I’m not cooking one meal for her, one for me and yet another for my two picky-ass kids. I don’t mind it. I enjoy the food, get plenty of protein etc don’t really miss meat or dairy etc…but if I really feel like having some steak or eggs or whatever, I’ll have it.
What confuses me is that the meat and dairy industry absolutely IS as corrupt and inhumane as any and all the others. “Organic” and “pasture raised” is a sham.
I dunno…seems like no matter how you choose to eat, it’s the wrong thing to do.
My wife also shuns politics and doesn’t think deeply, but she must follow the herd. I love her deeply and dearly but it has changed something in me that she refused to hear my concerns because “everyone was doing it”.
I take the word of people who have had near death experiences. There’s no way it’s just a surge of DMT or hallucinations due to lack of oxygen or whatever reductionist horseshit “the science (tm)” theorizes. These people see and hear conversations around them. They can describe details they would have no way of knowing. They meet guides. They get knowledge they didn’t have previously. I’ve read/heard many accounts of people meeting dead relatives they had never seen before and didn’t even know they had that were later confirmed much to everyone’s amazement . Some meet the divine beings of whatever religion they subscribed to in life. Some were agnostic or atheist and still found themselves in a place of absolute peace, beauty and joy, surrounded by life. But above all they know they are loved beyond unconditionally by God/Creator/Source of Everything, who by most accounts doesn’t seem to be overly concerned with one’s religion or lack thereof, and pretty universally state that love is the single most important and impactful thing that exists, and make it their primary mission in life to increase the love on earth.
I still have trouble squaring all that with the absolutely horrific evil and the suffering it creates that is permitted to exist in this life, but it is comforting for me to know it’s all temporary and it truly does appear that we are eternal, spiritual beings who move on to a much better place when we leave this realm of reality.
I have a similar story with anxiety/panic disorder. Unfortunately I never had any mystical experiences during my time in that particular Hell lol. I am recovered from it though. I whole heartily recommend a book (and app) called DARE by Barry McDunnogue (I might have the spelling wrong there but easy book to find). It’s a very simple process that teaches you “the right way” to have/respond to anxiety, which gradually eliminates it. In a nutshell it retrains your brain to think “Anxiety? Who cares?”, which deprives the anxiety itself of the fuel it needs (your resistance to it) to perpetuate itself. Really brilliant approach and it really works. Just thought I’d mention it, as I know very well how terrible chronic anxiety can be.
Yup. The depths of the evil blows my mind. I want…need…to see Good on the same scale.
Recently I’ve been doing a lot of deep diving on Near Death Experiences. People of every conceivable stripe have had them and the vast majority do not seem to view the world in the same light as we do, upon return. They acknowledge the dark, but pay it very little mind. The dark is simply playing their role in the divine play. They see this life as but a stepping stone and a blip in the soul’s eternal journey, which is in a perpetual upward spiral through learning and experience. They are determined to only increase the love here on earth. I find listening/reading their accounts to be deeply comforting in this extremely difficult reality we find ourselves in.
Well if you’re correct, then I just simply don’t get it. Why would they do that? The only other alternative explanation that comes to my mind is that all those nurses are sociopaths and just got a big kick out of the grift and rubbing it in our faces in the most weird way possible.
The dancing nurses were so WTF level bizarre and twilight zone-esque, I’ve seriously wondered if they were intentionally trying to get the truth out to the public by “telling us without telling us”. I honestly can’t think of any other motivation for doing that in light of the 24/7/365 onslaught of existential panic-porn we were being force fed through the MSM firehose.
I just wanna know who opened the door for the cops, cause if you watch the footage it wasn’t either one of these two weirdos. Hammer guy has his hands full and Paul’s got one hand on the hammer and the other is holding his drink AS THE DOOR IS OPENED. A 3rd unseen party opened the door.
There have been quite a few admissions I think. Admissions of intentional dishonesty and obfuscation in order to ramp up fear and intimidation to get people vaxxed. Admission of having no idea of the safety and efficacy while blasting SAFE AND EFFECTIVE from every screen and speaker 24/7/365. Dr Birx was laughing about it on camera. But yeah somehow this dweeb bragging about profiting off of suffering and death as a tactic to getting laid takes the cake!
I feel like they were “got to” in the interim between Joshua Tree/Rattle & Hum and Achtung Baby and their subsequent reinvention of themselves. Maybe I’m naive and they sold out long before then but “the change” is very obvious to see in hindsight.
Bono and U2 were my rock n roll heroes in the 80s and 90s. Saw many shows during the early 90s ZOO TV tour. Looking at footage from those shows, they literally were rapidly flashing messages like “Everything you know is wrong”, “Watch more TV” “Obey” “Cannibalism is art” etc up on the several dozen massive screens they had placed all over the stage setup. At the time I just thought it was cool and subversive. Right in our faces.
Eh…I’m 48. The “change” began in my late 20s. I figured it was temporary, as up until then weed was definitely my friend. I tried (and tried…and tried) to power through and get back to base. Different strains, different potencies etc. always the same shitty effects. Finally came to the disappointing conclusion that it just ain’t for me anymore.
Funny story… this past July was hanging out w some old buddies I hadn’t seen in a few years. Beers, burgs on the grill, guitars…just chillin havin a good time. So one guy Has a vape pen and I say fuck it - hey John lemme hit that. I take one small hit. I was fine for the first 10 minutes or so then I started feeling waaaaayyyyyyy too high. Like higher than have ever been by far. I get up to walk and try to clear my head a little, realize I’m just getting higher and higher by the second and sit down on a bench in the vegetable garden. And that’s where I remained for the next 2 hours as the world around me disappeared completely. Hallucinated, puked my guts out, felt like I was trapped in an internal hall of mirrors. When I finally was able to speak again, I said “Wtf is that shit John?” He sheepishly says “oh yeah, that’s’banana headband’ - it’s 95% THC. Probably shoulda warned ya”. Lol. The crazy bit (to me) is, he was casually hitting that pen all night and was perfectly functional.
So yeah I think I’m permanently sidelined in the weed game 🤷
Wish I could go this route. Though in my younger years cannabis was benign, at some point the tables turned. Now even a very low dose causes me to TRIP BALLS (in a really bad way) for several hours, followed by days of brain fog, anxiety and depression. I’m jealous of adults who can still get the many benefits of cannabis.
What really fcks my brain is that my MIL is a nurse and was deeply mentally/emotionally effected by the “mass death” she was seeing daily. She was completely terrified of getting Covid and I’m sure is always current with her vax top offs. I guarantee she’s not featured in any dancing nurse videos. She is one of the kindest, most caring and most excellent people I’ve ever known and I cannot imagine in a million years she’d lie about what she was seeing at work. Whole thing confuses the fuck outta me.
1/2 apple
1/2 banana
Hunk of ginger root
Handful of blueberries
Spinach
Turmeric + a few cranks of black pepper
Good pinch of CAYANNE
Tbs hemp hearts/chia seeds
2 tbs olive oil
1 clove garlic
Shot of ACV
Water
Blend it up and enjoy! DELICIOUS, incredibly beneficial for general health and wellbeing and definitely has a nice spicy kick!
Been making this for breakfast and lunch for years on and off. LOVE it. Sometimes I’ll even throw in a little horseradish and/or a jalapeño. Spicier the better IMO!
I’ve had 3 very solid sightings in my life. Saw the triangle through IR binocs*. There with the binocs on, gone to the naked eye. More recently I watched a plain white rectangle cruise right on over my town. It looked low…maybe 75-100 feet up and about the size of a van. That one was somehow weirder than the triangle. But the real mindblower looked biological, almost like a constantly morphing, color changing amoeba or jellyfish just hovering in the sky. This thing was very bizarre and I was filled with awe and a bit of fear. I watched it for a couple minutes, took my eyes off it for literally two seconds and when I looked again it was gone. I was so upset that I didn’t witness it zoom off or just blink out or whatever happened. The triangle I’m strongly assuming is man-made. The white rectangle, no idea. The “jellyfish”? That thing looked less like a craft and more like a being. If it was “ours”, we have some VERY strange and exotic stuff up there.
- I saw lots of things using the IR binocs. The most notable and fascinating were the (up to basketball sized) “happy” seeming orbs that would float all around me. The most logical explanation is bugs, but I saw plenty of bugs too, and they appear as bugs. These were perfectly round, three dimensional spheres that by all appearances seemed curious and intelligent. But at the end of the day I have no idea wtf they were.
THE OKAY AT BEST AWAKENING