If you watched the video, he even claimed to "not be able to breathe" before he was on the ground, which he asked to be on after acting erratic and refusing to get in the vehicle. Criminal history, Chauvin is a lot smaller in weight and height, please tell me what's wrong here?
I keep him as informed as I can, but it's as you said, busy and stressed.
You know what they say about "looking behind the curtain." Ignorance truly is bliss. There's going to need to be a lot of fixing done for the younger folks, most still think everything is a problem predicated off of equality. Whenever this system is broken down, there's going to need to be a campaign to help these people. So many are lost in the various forms of media we consume. I don't really know how we're supposed to go about doing that though, since we quite literally grew up in the digital era, and their entire lives are centered around misinformation and divisive politics that they don't even realize manipulating them.
How do I build a better connection with Christ? Everything around me is so Godless so I'm not quite sure how to do this, but I want to. Do I read the Bible? Which do I read? This is a post-secular world and while I do believe in Jesus, I wouldn't say I put as much faith in him as I should.
I fight because I believe that there are bright people who are in my situation who feel the same way that I do. I'm trying to be a good influence to the people in my life, maybe they'll follow the example. Gen Z needs its leaders, but those of us who are well informed have our voices drowned out by the incompetent ones that project the message they want every influencer to parrot. I'm not worried about reprecussion, or slander, or people demonizing me because I say what I believe to be true. The problem with that is there's not a lot of mediums for us to connect without being completely shut down.
There's a lot of demoralization, and people think they lack the ability to create change, but change always starts on an individual level. It's hard to pull people out of the melting pot of ideology.
I'm awake, and doing my best to hold on, but sometimes it feels that as the days go on I get less and less tolerant of everything, and more importantly, everyone. I've never really been a bitter person, so I try to act like the best version of myself that I can be, but I'd be a liar if I said it wasn't testing my willpower to the maximum.
I know the "unnameable," believe me. I've done an extensive search on the Private Banking System, and the players controlling it, and how we're basically going through the same process that happened in Germany in the 1920's-1930's. The CIA has been working with these elites for years, I wouldn't be surprised if they were the shotcallers for every major institution we have here in the United States, even if they themselves are a proxy for the foreign influencers.
Unfortuately, this is not much of an option for me because of a program I signed up for at the beginning of the year. I'm almost finished, just need to suffer through it a bit longer.
While the schooling is complete shit, I think the worst part of it all is being surrounded by my peers who can't think on their own, and being so aware of my environment and the situation nationally that I just can't enjoy the trends that everyone else does, because I know where they come from and why they're there.
Roughly a week from today, man. Parris Island.