I am not DOOMING.
I believe.
I am just having to go through all this information and news alone. Most days I am strong and believe that GOOD will win. I will admit to being AFRAID.
I am afraid of what is to come. I am of the generation who thought nothing like this could happen to America. Yet here we are. I am surrounded by people who have NO IDEA what is happening around them. They just plod along like the zombies they are.
I have made the effort to share (redpill) people, but some just live in an alternate reality.
I am doing my best at preparing to have energy, food, water, and supplies, but struggle with creating community. Anyone who listens to Lynette Zang, will know what I am talking about.
It is hard to find others in person. Fear of whether that person is FRIEND OR FOE.
Just wanted to know if there is anyone out there that feels like I do.
Thanks.
No one in this world is alone. This is about time to turn to God for answers. I know prayer and faith are not in everyones wheeelhouse. But in God you will find your closest ally.
The question of God. I used to spend time extolling and following his word.
I don't anymore. I let go of that string or maybe I just let it out to its infinity.
The phrase that stayed in my mind from all the years of studying the word was in Revelations. I am sure I will get it wrong but it essentially said "your human mind cannot fathom what has been shown to you". With that phrase I decided to let go. I realized the need to constantly reassure myself was a burden. I cast myself adrift.
Whether God exists is not for my little mind to try and understand. I simply accept the immense majesty of the world around me.
People who need labels would call this Apatheism.
If you were once in God, there would be no fear in you, yet you admit you are afraid. True faith and trust in God will eliminate this fear, because God is not the author of fear, but of peace.
Whether God exists is for you to know, for you are His creation. Should the created thing not know of its maker? Certainly it should! Just as a child knows their parents, you too should know your Father.
God is there my fren. He is aware of your struggle. He’s cheering for you. Keep an eye open and you’ll see His hand in your life. He doesn’t make suffering disappear - but He will help if you ask.
I felt alone for a while, but my immediate family and wife are now redpilled. Her family is conservative but look at me like the conspiracy theorist when I bring stuff up. They are starting to come around though - they can see through the COVID BS (at least some things).
I look at it this way:
My job right now is to be a student -- to learn everything I can about what's really been going on.
After the SHTF and the normies are awake, but stunned, my job will change over to that of teacher and hand-holder.
You're not alone fren. You're here with us...right where you were meant to be. Someone is always here 24x7.
WWG1WGA
Great take on this, thanks
^^^ This exactly. Could not state it better myself.
I have faith so I am not afraid but I feel alone as nobody I know is awake - not for lack of effort on my part. People on here are my only outlet and support. I get a lot of comfort knowing there are others who see things the same way and understand what is going on.
I am with you in your situation. This forum is all that I have for news and information. I have left social media, I don't watch the news, or subscribe to MSM.
I am always available to chat.
Me too :)
Yup, what's up with us and our cats? Seriously. I've found more cat people here than any other forum. Cat people aren't the most popular in certain circles, but I'm an equal opportunity life lover meaning I have all sorts of animal friends. I shy away from the ownership role, cause I feel more like staff than owner, lol, and I'm in a vary urban area. Is this a coincidence?
We just lost our oldest, a 17 year old 25 pound (yes, 25 lbs) gray & black male tabby. He ran the house like a mob boss. The female (brown and black calico) took it pretty hard, but she is coming out of it. She is probably the same age, but we don't know for sure cause she has Peter Pan syndrome. The third is a feral female alley cat that has staked out at least two blocks of the city and lives on my patio. She's been fun to watch the past year. Birds don't stand a chance with her. They are all pretty smart and have their own personalities. Everyone is still adjusting to the death of the oldest. He was a show stopper.
Thank you.
It is just me and my cats too.
I only have a little bit of family left. My mother is getting up there, which is stressing enough and I just found out my brother has gotten the jab. We have never been very close, which is my fault. He worshiped me as a child and all I did was hurt him. Now as an adult, I thought I would be able to make it up and prepare a place for us when things got bad, but now I know his life is forfeit.
I failed him.
I tried to redpill a neighbor recently. I mentioned coming up with a plan for our building in case militant groups were to storm it. He replied with "you are right, with what happened on Jan 6 we should have a plan". I was dumbfounded. I replied to his text with "I really wasn't thinking that people who wanted to make sure the election was legal would be storming our building but more like gangs and militant groups (Antifa or BLM) would." I haven't heard back from him. There is no getting through to someone like that.
I feel you...
All of my family is extremely brain-washed, I tried my best, I talked about how masks are worthless, tried to talk them out of getting the vaccine, tried helping them see how the statistics make no sense, but it was all for nothing... anytime I bring anything up they immediately start regurgitating whatever it is they hear from "specialists" on MSM and such...
Just the other day I had quite a bit of a heated argument with my father once I said I was not getting vaccinated, I could've handled that better honestly... but I'm quite exhausted from being seemingly the one person that sees truth that I know at least.
Then again I don't know that many people so...
But yeah, the one thing that keeps me from going insane is God, no one is ever really alone, just stand strong, and have faith.
This silent majority is getting bigger and bigger. I have hope and faith the future is bright. 😎 WWG1WGA WW ! 🇦🇺🇺🇸
I conjured up an image in my head of people in space slowly drifting away from each other......in the image there are computers floating around us and a each person is holding a string that connect them to a handuful of computers ( representing social media or online forums)
In other words we are at a time when people are drifting away from each other and the only thing holding like minded togther are forums like this one.....
I hope in time they can also bring us closer together in space and distance and those of like mind reform into local physical communities...
Im ramblin but some may get what Im saying
I believe it will be us closer in space because we are realizing that social structures will need to be made anew. Not fixed. Made anew.
I think of it this way.
Dependence (can lead to) Independence (which can respectfully build new systems of) Interdependence.
The short cut we took and now realize is a dead end is: dependence (can lead to) central control (enabling) kleptocracy.
I'm a lot like you. Everyone I try to red pill are either brain washed or disinterested. Fortunately my boyfriend and some of his family are based. I've given up on my family. Trying to red pill them only results in fights and the silent treatment. I occasionally come across someone in the community who understands what's really happening and it gives me hope. I live in a really beautiful but libtard part of the country so I can understand your feelings of isolation. Stay strong and remember you are a patriot on the side of good and the evil will be exposed!!!
Hey
Please drop me a message if you ever want to chat. I can't promise I'll be interesting but the offer is there. :) That goes for anyone else who feels like they just want to have a chat with another person. God knows I need that more and more each day.
I know how you feel about being lonely. I'm in England right now listening to everyone around me watching the football. We are still in lockdown and vaccine passports are becoming more and more of an option (despite the gov saying the opposite). However, football is the most important thing to everyone I know. It's all they will talk about and I feel lonely and insane.
Stay sane and God bless
Pretty much here. The hubby is a Trump supporter yet he doesn’t believe that this is good verses evil. That we are on the brink of socialism/communism. He doesn’t think 9-11 was a planned event. He doesn’t believe almost everything I tell him or that theres a plan. The election fraud he believes but he also thinks nothing can be done about it. Every time I try to tell him anything he becomes belligerent and talks over me. It always ends in a fight unless he just plain ignores me. He’s got our few friends thinking I’m just a CT. All of what’s going on weighs very heavy. All I can say is thank God I found this place and you all here. It keeps me grounded and gives me strength. I have learned so much since being here, many are very knowledgeable. I thank you all.
Hang in there. Much love ❤️
It is hard to make someone understand what is happening because the last 100 years we as americans have became so trusting to the media. For years families have sat down at the dinner table and listened or watched the news instead of using that time to build a relationship with their family.
Most people will not wake up until something directly involves them and by that time its usually to late. Here is a personal example. I informed my mom about the negative side effects of the vax. We talked about it for weeks. She told me she wasnt going to get it. Then her Doctor told her he is unable to treat her unless she gets it. A few weeks after her 2nd dose she told me she got it. I replied that I have been hearing women over 50 (she is 57) were getting their periods again after the shot. 2 weeks later she told me that she got her period. She hasn't had one in over 15 years. She has other complications that I believe are vax induced now too. She told me last week that she thinks she made a mistake.
What I learned over the last couple years. Don't pressure anyone because that will push them away. But leaving little subdued bread crumbs over a long period of time will draw interest. It works even better if you can make the person relate to the topic. To bad it didnt work 100% on my mom. She had to find out the hard way, but she is super stubborn.
Fear, God and even faith it's all good but one should always find something to follow and believe in.... Whether you believe in God or not just maybe he's somehow led you down this path?
Helping you to find these forums and in support. For me live one day at a time and be ready for anything that might happen.
I believe God somehow led me to my first online Trump rally and as I began learning the truth about crazy things. Now I knew the Clintons we're bad people but man I've learned a lot these past few years...
So in some ways no one is truly alone and my parents I will be here for them when this all starts happening so they to won't be alone.
I'm not much a religious person and do not ascribe to any major faith after studying many. My true faith being more a form of solipsism mixed with psychedelia, I cannot explain the dream world and have no way to ensure I am not just in a part of that already, so the most scientific conclusion I've come up with is when we die, that state becomes permanent, with the science being the pineal gland unleashing DMT into the brain at the last moment.. So there's my crazy out of the way, now here's how I combat my emotions.
My family has many suicides in it, alzheimers and diabetes being the other main culprits. I feel that suicide is one I have the most control over (and I've had many dark times in my life). When I am weak, I will work out, when I realize I am hot, I will cool down, and when I am truly afraid of the dark, I will seek the light in form of positivity.
The serenity prayer is one of my favorite gotos "God/Father grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
Also a fan of 1 Corinthians 13:11-12, embedded in my mind from the original Ghost in the Shell when I saw it in my early teens in the 90s: "When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things."
Thanks for the recommendation. I will look for it and watch.
Consider me available anytime you need to just let it out.
We are all in the same boat, Your job is to Red pill the fuck out of ppl with your knowledge. once you get to the end story and find out its all about God you have to learn you were chosen to learn what you have learned....Take advantage now and be the Leader of Your community. Learn to take in and Filter out information as you credit it.
Let them bring up the conversation then Bam, Redpilled. I dont know how many times i have put this website down on a sticky note at work and gave it to a customer.
While, I am the only one keeping up to date with info to extend the info to others in my "inner circle", I pass on info that seems directly needed and offer info on other. Most, accept the info with skepticism (need to see it to be vocal about being for it) though, wont be shocked and will be open as it happens. I only have a few who are anti-trumpers that I do speak to on and off, I do not push things on them as if, Your wrong I am right, nana nana na. We talk, if it is important and at first them were tossing up solid walls, now.. with me keeping my approach relaxed, things are looking up and getting agreement out of them on some things now but, not all.. So, its improving more and more as it goes. I never feel alone, I feel connected with millions of other Patriots and people with like views all over the world, we ARE as one with this. I do not feel this is about ME, I feel its about everyone, rather they know it or not. :)
Thank you to everyone who replied to my post.
I feel better.
This community is full of such wonderful people. WWG1WGA.
To those patriots who need a fren, I will repay the kindness many have shown me today.
I offer my eyes to read and fingers to type in response to a request for hope, peace, and love.
At time I feel similar, but know that this is only temporary
You can feel alone, but you know you’re not alone. That dissonance can be quite draining.
For me, if I spend too much time, focus or energy on this area - whether it’s this board, or the immense nonsense happening now on this country, it only increases the dissonance.
So, I try to do other things to broaden out my life abit… cook something new/good for yourself, exercise, learn about new things, go outside breath the fresh air, etc.
Then come back here and load up your red pill dispenser!
You’re not alone bud, stay true to yourself and walk the line. As far as finding others, we’re here, and that’s as real as it gets. I’m fortunate to know a few people that are physically real and very based, but they live across the country. They’re as real to me as I am to you because I rarely, if ever, see them in person. Either way, don’t fret… I think the digital age is very isolating for a reason. They’re scared you’ll find power in numbers and use distance and seclusion as a form of suppressing your motivation. We’ve got the numbers, we are the train. NCSWIC and we’re in this together.
I know what you mean. Theres a few people i throw these things at, that are ardent patriots. But most of this goes over their head.
Totally, fren. I have a mostly conservative family but I think they think I’m looney tunes sometimes. I was the guy who sent out the urgent text messages at 11pm about the Emergency alert broadcast. What was it, late Jan or Feb this year? I don’t remember now but they were all in, very engaging in conversations with me about everything pre and post election and now they kind of do that “aww bless his heart” kind of thing when I bring up any latest developments. But after I sent the text messages out about not updating your iPhone and the EBS.. My dad got a concern text from someone about me. Humiliating.
And let me tell you, it’s hard to dig yourself out when nothing apparently happens that they’re aware of. I’ve had my own probs with combat related disability and so they think it’s that. Ptsd or brain injury. It’s really hard knowing people think you’re mentally unstable, especially when here- you see what’s going on. I come here multiple times a day and read constantly and I follow people here at GAW I’d trust with my life. I know it’s real and you’re not alone at all. I’m beyond grateful for this site and will keep trying to learn. I don’t always have much to offer but I’m a sponge when it comes research. Always respectful, always thankful to you all.
I’m very surprised when someone I know out in the world.. like at work or in a bar etc, says something that makes me think they’re here at GAW. Subtle things, like referencing some bit of news that I know isn’t on MSM or knowing what’s going on with Pres Trump or having a meme that pertains. They’re out there but are afraid of talking frankly. There are many more of us than we realize and we’re each much stronger than we know.
WWG1WGA.
You are never alone my fellow patriot. God is always with us. Don't worry, God wins.
We are not alone. I'm blessed to have an awake wife and awake friends, but I live in a sea of zombies (Chicago). That said I meet awake people everyday and many others that are on the verge of waking up. I can spot who they are by how they carry themselves. It's really amazing. I now appreciate the reason for the slow rollout of information. I did not until recently and I've been fighting this war for over 25 years. God bless Anon, you are not alone.
It's very difficult to change hearts and minds. Personally, I would be careful talking about it to people whose stance is unknown.
But you can do whatever is needed to strengthen your own position privately, as you are doing, so that you can be there to manage the fallout and help other people if that time comes. People like us will be needed.