Yes, went though this as well. Healing is going to take time. I hope somewhere in the back of your mind you’ll remember this post. that the major .org supposedly supporting/funding a cure with donations from families such as yourself, is based out of Minneapolis and a total scam. That family is not finding a cure for sh!t. They’re more into buying weird artwork.
I met a few years ago an Indian stevia farmer. Exports it to a beverage plant in Florida. He’s the highest caste and has two servants. I wonder what he’s decided to do.