Think of it like this. This is a hard job. No denying it. But the payoff at the end will be soooooo worth it.
Play some awesome Viking music or some motivational videos. We've got this fren. Were leaving this planet as fuckin hero's.
The talking heads i listened to, to hear their advice and view point on various subjects has been shattered.
To think, all this time they were just like the towns folk outside of Auschwitz. Denying what was happening and saying they deserved it.
For me, overcoming that fear of being kicked out is knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that GOD (minus my free will) is in control. Has my back, Granted me life after this charade is over, Loves me (even after I've done some stupid things), And that i will greet all of my friends and family after all of THIS.
There's a point on the path to ascension that the person realizes that this isn't a fight between good vs evil. But that we are all in a birds nest of sorts as little chicks growing and learning to sprout our little wings trying to fly. The good vs bad mind thought is just part of the growing process.
What's next. Throwing us to the lions?