I can relate for sure…not going through the exact same situation, but definitely have no empathy for long term friends who couldn’t seem to think for themselves…not much you can do, really…harsh reality.
I'm guessing "they blew me off" means they were unkind about it. They wanted you to respect THEIR point of view but didn't respect yours. It's possible they never DID treat you with respect; "vax" Nazis are, pretty much by definition, not people who "live and let live".
Whatever the details, I'm sorry for your situation. No, I don't think you're a bad person; I think you grew up on a dysfunctional family. You feel nothing about it because the grief and anger of having family treat you as they did throughout childhood and into adulthood gets repressed, automatically, to preserve real-world function.
Draining some of that repressed feeling off by fully experiencing it (for the first time, actually) could improve your life but it's not an easy process and not everyone needs to do it. Neurosis -- the repression of feeling -- is the default condition of mankind and you can see the symptoms everywhere: unkindness, corruption, drug and alcohol use, addictions of every type (excessive shopping, eating, working, sex with strangers, unprovoked violence, and a thousand other things are used to distract from the pain of too-little love and respect early in life). Some emotional defenses can be positive in the here-and-now -- commitments to exercise, to doing especially well on a meaningful or necessary job, to helping others -- but many are outright harmful.
Reducing neurosis world-wide is a BIG part of the Great Awakening, IMO. We will NEVER have an uncorrupt world of peace, compassion, and brotherhood with societies full of emotionally damaged people.
Read what Jesus has to say about the treatment of children to remind yourself of how important the topic is.
I'm sure the lessons from your own family of origin have helped you avoid at least some of the same mistakes with your wife and children. If not, doing so would be a worthy goal.
I would add that despite some family and friends not respecting my choice to stay pure blood I still am respectful towards friends and family even if they have fallen for the plandemic.
This is one great example of taking the high road as much as possible.
We are weary of the abuse thrust upon us. Hold strong, conserve your energy for the important fight. If they survive, maybe there's hope for them. Be their beacon, they may need it. Until then, keep the light as bright as you can.
There is a degree of sadness we feel with what we know. But on the other hand we must accept the choices people make even if they are not informed or unawake.
It is tough but we can only open the door for the unawake to walk through. The rest is up to them IMO.
Not imo...your family chose a different path...why does that make you angry? Because they wouldn't listen to you? That's their choice to make as was your choice to choose not to vaxx.
Living in a test state where the deep state tested how far they can push populations and this bunch of sheep would suck a cock if the government told them to. Most locked down people on this earth.
700+ days locked out of the workforce because I refuse to wear a mask at work,
300+ days locked out of the workforce because I am not Vaxed.
Council chasing me for Rates and threatening court actions, no hot water, my ass through my jeans and no money to buy more. Mortgage payments unsustainable.
I may lose my house.
Yeah, it's my fucking ego making me angry.
Metaphysical Kumbayas will not pay my mortgage which is the bottom line for me ATM.
Peeps telling me not to be angry or making the single most fucking cliche' statement ever made that "anger only ever hurts yourself" can just fuck right off at this juncture despite it being true. Talk about throwing a drowning man a glass of water.
Don't start me on my so called Family.
Some people are very far from the mindset of a metaphysical, calm acceptance of others shirking the truth and living in denial ATM. I also think it is unreasonable to expect us to be embroiled in a war (and we are on the front lines no less) and not get angry.
Edit:- I checked out your comment history and I have to say nice work with ripping organized religion and the King James Bible as a load of deep state propaganda. Let the truth come out.
https://jkrishnamurti.org/content/series-i-chapter-30-anger. I found understanding anger ..why and where...helped me get rid of it. What used to make me angry makes me giggle..sometimes i get a one second spurt in my solar plexus but it is not sustained.
If you don't know about krishnamurty. He was picked up as a young child on a beach in India with designs of turning him into the next Messiah.. fortunately for us all at 21 he dissolved the vast paraphernalia surrounding him by the theosophical society and gave back all the vast wealth etc..he declared that the truth is a pathless land... He despises all religions.
Thank you for the positive words. I know what you said about anger has validity.
Despite this I don't think all anger should be eschewed reflexively. Some has validity, place and purpose. I also acknowledge that I have an abundance of it and I try to distract myself with other things from the slow pace of progress of anything that breaks the threshold the normie firewall.
I feel the way you do, too. I like to share stories (based on facts and truth) and here how others are coping with other people who want to live in a world of lies. So, thank you!! for sharing one of your stories.
Here’s one of mine from the other day…….talking with my parents in the phone (my Dads B-Day). He and my mom are normies. He says that his brother and wife recently fought through ‘covid’. Mind you that my dads brother and wife and not in the best of shape physically, and have had a close call or two in the past with health complications. So, apparently that got it pretty bad. The brother said it made his throat hurt really bad. The brothers wife said it affected their GI tract (and made her lose 25 pounds, which was a good thing!). The treatment…..ivermectin and other supplements!!! I could not believe that my Dad said this! It was great to hear from his mouth. He also goes on to add that both of these two had previously gotten the shots and boosters (probably four each). I can verify at least three each from previous updates in annual Christmas letters. So, my Dad knows that they got it (whatever it was) even with having taken a bunch of shots to prevent them from getting it. I supported my dad for talking about it. I have not had luck red pilling him (or my mom), so I feel like I’m in a place where I can only support him when his world doesn’t add up for him…..anyway, thanks to you and all on GAW for giving us an opportunity to share our struggles with like minded folks!💯
My "best friend" of 30 years is a vaxtard, masktard and over the plandemic I realized he's generally a retard.
I can't believe I didn't see in the years prior but I always knew he was "bitch made" in the back of my mind.
Needless to say, we do not speak much anymore and my life has gotten better. These people are sick and there's nothing you can do for them.
it sucks outgrowing your friends and/or family
I relate 100%.
I feel no sorrow, nor joy.
My living family is as much a memory as are my deceased family.
We’re all weary of the unrelenting dumb. We are only human.
Same boat fren … you are not alone.
I can relate for sure…not going through the exact same situation, but definitely have no empathy for long term friends who couldn’t seem to think for themselves…not much you can do, really…harsh reality.
Same here.
I told them not to take the vax and they all signed up as fast as they can.
I'm guessing "they blew me off" means they were unkind about it. They wanted you to respect THEIR point of view but didn't respect yours. It's possible they never DID treat you with respect; "vax" Nazis are, pretty much by definition, not people who "live and let live".
Whatever the details, I'm sorry for your situation. No, I don't think you're a bad person; I think you grew up on a dysfunctional family. You feel nothing about it because the grief and anger of having family treat you as they did throughout childhood and into adulthood gets repressed, automatically, to preserve real-world function.
Draining some of that repressed feeling off by fully experiencing it (for the first time, actually) could improve your life but it's not an easy process and not everyone needs to do it. Neurosis -- the repression of feeling -- is the default condition of mankind and you can see the symptoms everywhere: unkindness, corruption, drug and alcohol use, addictions of every type (excessive shopping, eating, working, sex with strangers, unprovoked violence, and a thousand other things are used to distract from the pain of too-little love and respect early in life). Some emotional defenses can be positive in the here-and-now -- commitments to exercise, to doing especially well on a meaningful or necessary job, to helping others -- but many are outright harmful.
Reducing neurosis world-wide is a BIG part of the Great Awakening, IMO. We will NEVER have an uncorrupt world of peace, compassion, and brotherhood with societies full of emotionally damaged people.
Read what Jesus has to say about the treatment of children to remind yourself of how important the topic is.
I'm sure the lessons from your own family of origin have helped you avoid at least some of the same mistakes with your wife and children. If not, doing so would be a worthy goal.
Great points all around.
I would add that despite some family and friends not respecting my choice to stay pure blood I still am respectful towards friends and family even if they have fallen for the plandemic.
This is one great example of taking the high road as much as possible.
Agreed. Thanks for that (especially the last paragraph…..good reminder to not allow heartlessness into our lives).
We are weary of the abuse thrust upon us. Hold strong, conserve your energy for the important fight. If they survive, maybe there's hope for them. Be their beacon, they may need it. Until then, keep the light as bright as you can.
There is a degree of sadness we feel with what we know. But on the other hand we must accept the choices people make even if they are not informed or unawake.
It is tough but we can only open the door for the unawake to walk through. The rest is up to them IMO.
Same with mine.
You reached the point of L&L.
Live and Learn.
You still care, but you know the process is now in times hand.
Yup, same here. I'm blunt too and I say things insensitively too. I just don't give AF anymore in so many ways.
You sound angry still...when your anger is extinguished.... thefear underneath will be revealed
Anger is justified and well reasoned at this point. It is not a failing but the correct response.
Not imo...your family chose a different path...why does that make you angry? Because they wouldn't listen to you? That's their choice to make as was your choice to choose not to vaxx.
Living in a test state where the deep state tested how far they can push populations and this bunch of sheep would suck a cock if the government told them to. Most locked down people on this earth.
700+ days locked out of the workforce because I refuse to wear a mask at work,
300+ days locked out of the workforce because I am not Vaxed.
Council chasing me for Rates and threatening court actions, no hot water, my ass through my jeans and no money to buy more. Mortgage payments unsustainable.
I may lose my house. Yeah, it's my fucking ego making me angry.
Metaphysical Kumbayas will not pay my mortgage which is the bottom line for me ATM.
Peeps telling me not to be angry or making the single most fucking cliche' statement ever made that "anger only ever hurts yourself" can just fuck right off at this juncture despite it being true. Talk about throwing a drowning man a glass of water.
Don't start me on my so called Family.
Some people are very far from the mindset of a metaphysical, calm acceptance of others shirking the truth and living in denial ATM. I also think it is unreasonable to expect us to be embroiled in a war (and we are on the front lines no less) and not get angry.
Edit:- I checked out your comment history and I have to say nice work with ripping organized religion and the King James Bible as a load of deep state propaganda. Let the truth come out.
https://jkrishnamurti.org/content/series-i-chapter-30-anger. I found understanding anger ..why and where...helped me get rid of it. What used to make me angry makes me giggle..sometimes i get a one second spurt in my solar plexus but it is not sustained.
If you don't know about krishnamurty. He was picked up as a young child on a beach in India with designs of turning him into the next Messiah.. fortunately for us all at 21 he dissolved the vast paraphernalia surrounding him by the theosophical society and gave back all the vast wealth etc..he declared that the truth is a pathless land... He despises all religions.
Look how strong you have become..you have remained true despite all who opposed you.
That's your reward. Cherish it!
Thank you for the positive words. I know what you said about anger has validity.
Despite this I don't think all anger should be eschewed reflexively. Some has validity, place and purpose. I also acknowledge that I have an abundance of it and I try to distract myself with other things from the slow pace of progress of anything that breaks the threshold the normie firewall.
relevant 2-parter on substack about forgiving/how they fell for it & what to say to them about having fallen for the whole thing - a good read, imo:
https://elephantcity.substack.com/p/how-can-we-ever-forgive-them
https://elephantcity.substack.com/p/heres-what-i-really-want-to-say
Yes, it is sad, but I can relate...............
Relevant new substack article from Martin Geddes:
https://newsletter.martingeddes.com/p/learning-to-love-the-judases?s=r
Heavy is the responsibility of the awakened
I feel the way you do, too. I like to share stories (based on facts and truth) and here how others are coping with other people who want to live in a world of lies. So, thank you!! for sharing one of your stories.
Here’s one of mine from the other day…….talking with my parents in the phone (my Dads B-Day). He and my mom are normies. He says that his brother and wife recently fought through ‘covid’. Mind you that my dads brother and wife and not in the best of shape physically, and have had a close call or two in the past with health complications. So, apparently that got it pretty bad. The brother said it made his throat hurt really bad. The brothers wife said it affected their GI tract (and made her lose 25 pounds, which was a good thing!). The treatment…..ivermectin and other supplements!!! I could not believe that my Dad said this! It was great to hear from his mouth. He also goes on to add that both of these two had previously gotten the shots and boosters (probably four each). I can verify at least three each from previous updates in annual Christmas letters. So, my Dad knows that they got it (whatever it was) even with having taken a bunch of shots to prevent them from getting it. I supported my dad for talking about it. I have not had luck red pilling him (or my mom), so I feel like I’m in a place where I can only support him when his world doesn’t add up for him…..anyway, thanks to you and all on GAW for giving us an opportunity to share our struggles with like minded folks!💯