If it is judging by example of my wife's parents... No I am not going to say it, if you think there is any remnants of a feeling in you that you can do or say something to change their mind, please do friend...
In case of my wife's parents, we talked and advised, and they dropped it that day... Then they came back with it, asking us how to do it... We talked again and told them everything... we ask them questions, to which they did not have answers and agreed it was illogical how that whole thing is... They dropped it again.... The next time they called so we can help them book a meeting... Now we are annoyed, but still talking to them telling them everything all over again, saying that we cannot help them with that in good conscience and if they are bent of doing it, they will have to find somebody else... They dropped it.... The next day the called to ask us the same thing again, telling us they know how we feel about it, but they just so happens to have it opened on their computer, and need help to book an appointment.... Wife is shaking at this point, loosing words, feeling like talking to a wall... The next time they called to tell us with a smile and relief that "there, they are safe now"... And then they booked a 2nd one... The next time we saw them, they wanted to discuss stupid people who do not wear masks and I got pissed, I got up and told them that it is well enough that they forced us to deal with any potential consequences that might come from their stupid decisions, and that it took as a lot of soul searching to cope with that, I told them that if they are going to insist living in that world, I am not going to be a part of it, and we are going to leave. They did not mention anything about it since, they are afraid of me getting like that again... We are still visiting them of course, they stay away from the subject, and we get along well. We painfully learn that we cannot compete with the TV that is a bigger influence on their decisions than their own children or even own life experience...
Exactly how I felt. I have no stomach anymore for their crap. I know everything I need to know by now, and I am only interested in that axe falling and finishing them off. In order for me to keep watching this kind of bullshit, I need to force myself to a) believe these people are not utter morons, or b) pretend like they are not so fucking obviously evil to treat everybody who is watching it, like utter morons. God bless all of you who can still stomach this...
You are so right, brother. I live in one of the countries that was left as one of the fragments after Cabal had their way with Yugoslavia, and I know from early on what these demons are capable of doing. How much suffering and death they can cause... America was a beacon of light, whole of my life, and I am especially standing with you, since 2016, hoping the World can finally get free of Communism and these Satanic pedophiles...
Same here. There is no doubt in my mind that plan exists and is happening. I just cannot allow to get excited because of any projection. I need them to do something obvious, and public, so much, that I am not going to allow myself to fly. The battle is too complicated for that, I am aware.
I cannot allow myself to get excited about it, again. Too many times I've been burned... I would like it happen, and set the thing rolling, but I appreciate that it's not as simple that... If it happens, then I will get excited. For now I'm just numb.
Don't have people around me to recommend this place to. The ones that I do, would not hear of it... But I am grateful that I am here, and glad that you are here to fren. This place is a source of sanity to me these days. Lots of good people here. I am humbled with the effort that people here give to connecting the dots. It's like a manual to this whole madness we've been subjected to. Plus, I'm getting closer to God since I'm talking to brothers and sisters here...
I am the same! I cannot for the life of me shut up about it. I have to insert stuff into conversations... FFS, how can I not when in EVERY conversation I need to ignore it in order to have it in the first place! There are no safe spaces anymore, safe heavens that your can retrieve to heal, they have infected EVERYTHING. Recently, while walking and sorting our thoughts wife and I met an old friend who we did not see for a year... Guess what I brought up and cut of fake smiles and pretending how we care that we did not see each other in sooo long (we did not by the way because guy had a fit, because my wife was sick and I did not want to attend his party and spent time with her to heal, so he resent us)... I mentioned children subject to my in-laws, boy you could cut tension with a knife in the air... Ultimately, I don't think that makes any difference, my lefty friend just looked at me like what the hell am I saying, and walked away with his new boyfriend... My in laws, well... much the same as my parents... I wish I can get to them. The only thing all of them have learned is not to bring certain subjects when I am around, but all of them keep doing the same damn thing. Follow the gospel of their TV sets, and just humor me when I am around, at best....
You might be right. I hate to admit that to myself. How many times I heard from my family that old shield they always throw at me when I start pointing at their destructive habbits: "Pa more od nečega da se umre...!" ("Well you have to die from something...").
I'm left speechless, I don't have nearly enough composure to unpack that... Putting concern on pause, if I pretend it does not exist it's not there style...
Oh my friend. It pains me so much to hear you have to deal with this. These people will pay, they have to, and soon. I don't feel you're asking for sympathy, the family struggle is real. I had more understanding and support from people, here, than in my own family or country, even. It's fucked up what is going on, every day, I'm starting half broken in the morning, and picking up the pieces at night before the bed, only to repeat the process all over, the next day... And I pray, I stumble and fall, and talk with my wife... Telling the stories we said so many times before, just to make ourselves push through another day... This agony has to stop, I know it will... I just hope it's sooner than later, because I'm not sure how I manage to keep doing this...
Did not see your research before. I first found out about those developers after Mike's symposium, and was devastated... I really took it hard, not sure why, many countries in the world are plagued by these demons... Ours is no different, people here pointed that to me... In any case, pretty tired at this point, from it all... Hoping that head of the beast will be cut off soon, so that World can start healing and us getting our life back...